The air in the room seemed to grow colder as the doors opened and the sumptuous image of the Queen popped against the dark hallway. An array of handmaids crammed behind her back, as though fearful to step into the room, yet their eyes were locked on the cribs that were still rocking slowly. She, however, stood out not through her gold embellished gown, but through the sparkle in her own gaze that did not reflect onto the cribs, but into her own, and Marietta knew then that the Queen had come to see her.
Her left hand moved to close the doors before the handmaids got the chance to trot inside like a gaggle of geese. The shadow of a simper that had graced her lips in the beginning began to fade, and she slowly made her way towards the bed, jer feet seeming to barely touch the trodden floor. "A fine morning, my Queen," Marietta murmured from the tips of her lips, to which the woman only nodded dismissively.
“May I sit?" she asked then, and claimed her place on the edge of the bed before Marietta got the chance to offer the invitation. It was only then that her eyes shifted to the cribs, Marietta's hands ever sewn to the edges as though a mere gush of wind would blow them away. "I know it must feel strange," she continued then. "One day you feel like you have lost everything... And the other, your life is filled with joy twice around."
The simper returned then, and Marietta mirrored it as a gesture of agreement. Frankly, she did not entirely agree. Keven had left behind merely a letter and, with their child, the boy made of passion, they made the sole proof that it had ever existed in the world, that it had not been all a dream. Perhaps the Queen could say such as well, for the man she had married owed the Kingdom more than he owed her; at the very least, the moments she had spent with Keven had been true. Pure. Unmoving with the winds of war, tragedy and intrigue. Far too short, but true.
The Queen's eyes seemed to wander aimlessly from one child to another, and as they finally rested on the handmaid's treasure, her simper faltered once again. "The ceremony is tomorrow." A breath escaped her nose before she let other words slip from her lips. "You are very well aware of the hindrances we have suffered... After all, it is why you were brought here. To care for my Prince when two eyes and ears were not enough."
“And it is what I have done, my Queen," she said. "That, and only that, for the entirety of my stay at court." Never daring to leave the castle, not even for a walk of prayer through the gardens or a promenade in the market in the early morning. She had been a prisoner and nothing less, although a part of her own will had urged her to stay. Stay, to preserve not the life of the Prince, but the remainder of her love for Keven.
In return, the Queen nodded. She did not care, Marietta knew, for she had come to learn her drive and her ways. She had not had the boy to satisfy the needs of motherhood, but the royal duties that came with her titles, and she had obliged mindlessly, knowing that there was no denying or running away from such curse. In that, perhaps they reverberated through one another - a sense of duty and regret for what they had been made to be.
"For your kindness and care, I am forever grateful." the woman nodded then. "You may attend the ceremony amongst other Ladies of the court. I suppose you do have a dress to fit such occasion... And the boy will be dressed properly as well."
There was a dark glint in her eye, something that warned there was more to come. "But I digress. I came to you for more than a discussion regarding attire. I have been warned of a... conspiracy to dispose of the heir. It is no secret that my birth almost brought my death, and any woman who has borne a child knows that a second delivery would be fatal."
Marietta felt her heart sink into her guts. A shudder ran through her spine, for she knew the demand that would follow the Queen's words. Yet, she remained silent until she was met with the fiery gaze, dark like umber and deep like the ocean. To her, the child of another was as trivial as a simple man in the eyes of the Gods. It seemed, then, that said duty had ripped any sort of empathy left in her heart, if there had been any at the very beginning.
The Queen placed her hands on Marietta’s, her deep gaze never leaving hers. “Do not fret,” she murmured, as if the walls could hear them speak. Perchance they could, as they had listened for her as well. “It is only a measure of precaution. A way... a way for me to prove who it is that desires my fall. Your child will be safe, just as mine will be in your hands. I have trusted you with his life... I beg of you to do the same for me.”
There was a silence that Marietta could not swallow right then. Something that felt more like a warning than pure fear, for she knew she could not deny the wants of her Queen. ‘She has been kind to me,’ she thought then, and felt the sting of a tear touch her eye. It was a promise, the possibility of a compromise, yet of what use was the life of the heir if her own child’s was to be taken away?
She had little time to contemplate until the ceremony. The words that followed from the Queen’s mouth were left unheard, hanging there, in the very room that she later left, and Marietta was once again alone with her own thoughts, the silence once again disturbed by the whimpers of the two babes missing the gentle movement of the rocking crib.
As soon as the bells rang, Marietta was up on her feet and getting dressed in the gown another servant had left on the edge of her bed. That night had passed like nothing, and she did not know whether she had managed to get any sleep, or she had spent it awake, replaying the scene she had witnessed in her mind. The sun that peeked through the cracks in the burgundy curtains was her sole anchor to lucidity once again. If it had not been a dream, then at least it had felt like one.
Yet the turns of the clock passed just like the night had, longingly yet too quick for her to clear her mind. There was not enough time until she found herself holding the two babes in her arms and walking through the door of her safe apartments and into the wilderness of the castle. Soon, she would have to be escorted to the chapel, to leave the walls that kept her safe despite the hectic chaos that seemed to unravel in an unsettling tranquility inside its rooms.
It almost made for a peaceful ride through the streets; the curtains to her litter had been dropped, and it almost seemed like a crammed version of her own quarters. It was how things in the South were - all embellished yet somehow lackluster and repetitive. But it felt like home, not because it resembled it, but because it was constant and unmoving with the times. Something to keep her shielded from the true changes that played outside in the world, whilst she cared for the two lumps of clay she would have to mold in the Queen’s absence.
The bells rang louder the closer they got to the chapel. When the door to her litter was opened, they felt as though they would pierce through her eardrum. She did not bother to take a glance at the men and geese escorting her there, nor did she manage a word of gratitude. Not on that day, when she could no longer feel anything more than spite and terror, terror and spite, for the Queen as much as those who followed her so mindlessly.
The building itself was sumptuous and imposing, like a mountain carefully etched in the matrix of the world. Sculptures adorned its walls from the base to the very top, swirling and curling about its edges and turns in seemingly uncomfortable positions. In that moment, resonated with them more than she had with Her Grace. It was, maybe, the tough realisation that she had turned in nothing but a statue meant to guard a treasure with its simple presence. Marble glistened on the ground beneath her feet, from the steps that climbed onto the platform - once used for executions and public punishments, yet then such elements had been removed out of respect for the little Prince. Ten, perhaps twenty other steps echoed her own, pacing slowly behind her into the chapel.
Marietta had seen it once when visiting the Capital, and as sombre as the city looked, the edifice made up for at least part of it. Trembling rays of light crashed into the tall rooms, reflecting on the pearly grey marble and the ornaments filling the rim of the hall. They shivered in red, blue and green, touches of gold and hues of silver melting into one ray, alike the presumed light of the Gods that would watch upon it. It was a lie, she knew. The Gods only took a glance in search for blood, and if there was none, they looked away.
That day, however, Mariette knew they would watch.
It all played like a blur. A concoction of paintings she did not comprehend, like when one peeked at a piece of art from the corner of their eye and only caught a glimpse of its mastery. She had seen the Queen’s dress, as gold as the sun, yet only knew it had been adorned with the sigil of the bear only when overhearing Ladies’ whispers behind her. She had parted with the heir without a thought since the very beginning and, now, holding the soft linen in her arms as opposed to the silk that had veiled the Prince, she felt much more at ease.
Yet it was not her boy that she was holding, but the child of the woman who was to name her presumed offspring heir on that very day, in that very hall. To anoint not her own child’s lips, but a servant’s. To bring him into the Holy light, not her own child, but a servant’s. And she was to watch, a statue holding the treasure tight to her chest, her gaze never leaving the lump in her Priest’s hands.
She did not understand how a Priest, a man with fear of the Gods, could ever bring harm to an innocent child. Yet it was then that she lost sight of her boy that no longer belonged to herself, as it was passed into a woman’s hands, his Godmother, she assumed, for she had been told of her existence yet never came to truly look upon her. It was how the ceremony would go, as it had played out from the beginning of time, of religion’s reign upon the Kingdom - the Godmother would speak in the name of the child and welcome the Holy Light in the chapel, and then...
Then, her fingers, clasping an anointed napkin embroidered with gold, would graze over the child’s ears, his eyelids, his nose and, eventually, his lips.
Silence fell upon the room, or perhaps it had been there since the beginning. It was so deeply seeded into the walls, that Marietta could almost count the breaths and heartbeats of every one of those residing within the hall. She closed her eyes then, the babe sound asleep in her arms. There was a sharp sound, a sound of despair, of fear and wrath, of a mother crying out for her child, and she knew then that the fears of the Queen had played out before her eyes before there was anything she could do to prevent them.
‘You knew.’
Marietta froze in her seat. Crowds trotted over the marble, shifted about to see what it was that had sucked such reaction out of the poised woman’s face. She only saw the child’s head fall back, foam beginning to spill from its mouth, before the scene was shrouded with veils of gold, red and silver that hurried over to the King’s protection.
Her heart and stomach became one. She felt her guts clench and her throat tighten closed, her gaze focused on the image she could no longer look at, but see through the crowd. She could not hear the babe’s cries in her arms as she left her seat and almost crawled her way down the hallway. In that moment, it was Ethon trembling in her arms, Ethon she ought to take away from the vile hands of those who had dared to harm a newborn babe. Ethon, who was wearing the simple ivory linen, with his shrub of hair moving with the breeze blowing against his face as the handmaiden - merely a woman with her child, a statue with its treasure - fled into the gloomy yet peaceful painting of the world outside the chapel.
Her left hand moved to close the doors before the handmaids got the chance to trot inside like a gaggle of geese. The shadow of a simper that had graced her lips in the beginning began to fade, and she slowly made her way towards the bed, jer feet seeming to barely touch the trodden floor. "A fine morning, my Queen," Marietta murmured from the tips of her lips, to which the woman only nodded dismissively.
“May I sit?" she asked then, and claimed her place on the edge of the bed before Marietta got the chance to offer the invitation. It was only then that her eyes shifted to the cribs, Marietta's hands ever sewn to the edges as though a mere gush of wind would blow them away. "I know it must feel strange," she continued then. "One day you feel like you have lost everything... And the other, your life is filled with joy twice around."
The simper returned then, and Marietta mirrored it as a gesture of agreement. Frankly, she did not entirely agree. Keven had left behind merely a letter and, with their child, the boy made of passion, they made the sole proof that it had ever existed in the world, that it had not been all a dream. Perhaps the Queen could say such as well, for the man she had married owed the Kingdom more than he owed her; at the very least, the moments she had spent with Keven had been true. Pure. Unmoving with the winds of war, tragedy and intrigue. Far too short, but true.
The Queen's eyes seemed to wander aimlessly from one child to another, and as they finally rested on the handmaid's treasure, her simper faltered once again. "The ceremony is tomorrow." A breath escaped her nose before she let other words slip from her lips. "You are very well aware of the hindrances we have suffered... After all, it is why you were brought here. To care for my Prince when two eyes and ears were not enough."
“And it is what I have done, my Queen," she said. "That, and only that, for the entirety of my stay at court." Never daring to leave the castle, not even for a walk of prayer through the gardens or a promenade in the market in the early morning. She had been a prisoner and nothing less, although a part of her own will had urged her to stay. Stay, to preserve not the life of the Prince, but the remainder of her love for Keven.
In return, the Queen nodded. She did not care, Marietta knew, for she had come to learn her drive and her ways. She had not had the boy to satisfy the needs of motherhood, but the royal duties that came with her titles, and she had obliged mindlessly, knowing that there was no denying or running away from such curse. In that, perhaps they reverberated through one another - a sense of duty and regret for what they had been made to be.
"For your kindness and care, I am forever grateful." the woman nodded then. "You may attend the ceremony amongst other Ladies of the court. I suppose you do have a dress to fit such occasion... And the boy will be dressed properly as well."
There was a dark glint in her eye, something that warned there was more to come. "But I digress. I came to you for more than a discussion regarding attire. I have been warned of a... conspiracy to dispose of the heir. It is no secret that my birth almost brought my death, and any woman who has borne a child knows that a second delivery would be fatal."
Marietta felt her heart sink into her guts. A shudder ran through her spine, for she knew the demand that would follow the Queen's words. Yet, she remained silent until she was met with the fiery gaze, dark like umber and deep like the ocean. To her, the child of another was as trivial as a simple man in the eyes of the Gods. It seemed, then, that said duty had ripped any sort of empathy left in her heart, if there had been any at the very beginning.
The Queen placed her hands on Marietta’s, her deep gaze never leaving hers. “Do not fret,” she murmured, as if the walls could hear them speak. Perchance they could, as they had listened for her as well. “It is only a measure of precaution. A way... a way for me to prove who it is that desires my fall. Your child will be safe, just as mine will be in your hands. I have trusted you with his life... I beg of you to do the same for me.”
There was a silence that Marietta could not swallow right then. Something that felt more like a warning than pure fear, for she knew she could not deny the wants of her Queen. ‘She has been kind to me,’ she thought then, and felt the sting of a tear touch her eye. It was a promise, the possibility of a compromise, yet of what use was the life of the heir if her own child’s was to be taken away?
She had little time to contemplate until the ceremony. The words that followed from the Queen’s mouth were left unheard, hanging there, in the very room that she later left, and Marietta was once again alone with her own thoughts, the silence once again disturbed by the whimpers of the two babes missing the gentle movement of the rocking crib.
As soon as the bells rang, Marietta was up on her feet and getting dressed in the gown another servant had left on the edge of her bed. That night had passed like nothing, and she did not know whether she had managed to get any sleep, or she had spent it awake, replaying the scene she had witnessed in her mind. The sun that peeked through the cracks in the burgundy curtains was her sole anchor to lucidity once again. If it had not been a dream, then at least it had felt like one.
Yet the turns of the clock passed just like the night had, longingly yet too quick for her to clear her mind. There was not enough time until she found herself holding the two babes in her arms and walking through the door of her safe apartments and into the wilderness of the castle. Soon, she would have to be escorted to the chapel, to leave the walls that kept her safe despite the hectic chaos that seemed to unravel in an unsettling tranquility inside its rooms.
It almost made for a peaceful ride through the streets; the curtains to her litter had been dropped, and it almost seemed like a crammed version of her own quarters. It was how things in the South were - all embellished yet somehow lackluster and repetitive. But it felt like home, not because it resembled it, but because it was constant and unmoving with the times. Something to keep her shielded from the true changes that played outside in the world, whilst she cared for the two lumps of clay she would have to mold in the Queen’s absence.
The bells rang louder the closer they got to the chapel. When the door to her litter was opened, they felt as though they would pierce through her eardrum. She did not bother to take a glance at the men and geese escorting her there, nor did she manage a word of gratitude. Not on that day, when she could no longer feel anything more than spite and terror, terror and spite, for the Queen as much as those who followed her so mindlessly.
The building itself was sumptuous and imposing, like a mountain carefully etched in the matrix of the world. Sculptures adorned its walls from the base to the very top, swirling and curling about its edges and turns in seemingly uncomfortable positions. In that moment, resonated with them more than she had with Her Grace. It was, maybe, the tough realisation that she had turned in nothing but a statue meant to guard a treasure with its simple presence. Marble glistened on the ground beneath her feet, from the steps that climbed onto the platform - once used for executions and public punishments, yet then such elements had been removed out of respect for the little Prince. Ten, perhaps twenty other steps echoed her own, pacing slowly behind her into the chapel.
Marietta had seen it once when visiting the Capital, and as sombre as the city looked, the edifice made up for at least part of it. Trembling rays of light crashed into the tall rooms, reflecting on the pearly grey marble and the ornaments filling the rim of the hall. They shivered in red, blue and green, touches of gold and hues of silver melting into one ray, alike the presumed light of the Gods that would watch upon it. It was a lie, she knew. The Gods only took a glance in search for blood, and if there was none, they looked away.
That day, however, Mariette knew they would watch.
It all played like a blur. A concoction of paintings she did not comprehend, like when one peeked at a piece of art from the corner of their eye and only caught a glimpse of its mastery. She had seen the Queen’s dress, as gold as the sun, yet only knew it had been adorned with the sigil of the bear only when overhearing Ladies’ whispers behind her. She had parted with the heir without a thought since the very beginning and, now, holding the soft linen in her arms as opposed to the silk that had veiled the Prince, she felt much more at ease.
Yet it was not her boy that she was holding, but the child of the woman who was to name her presumed offspring heir on that very day, in that very hall. To anoint not her own child’s lips, but a servant’s. To bring him into the Holy light, not her own child, but a servant’s. And she was to watch, a statue holding the treasure tight to her chest, her gaze never leaving the lump in her Priest’s hands.
She did not understand how a Priest, a man with fear of the Gods, could ever bring harm to an innocent child. Yet it was then that she lost sight of her boy that no longer belonged to herself, as it was passed into a woman’s hands, his Godmother, she assumed, for she had been told of her existence yet never came to truly look upon her. It was how the ceremony would go, as it had played out from the beginning of time, of religion’s reign upon the Kingdom - the Godmother would speak in the name of the child and welcome the Holy Light in the chapel, and then...
Then, her fingers, clasping an anointed napkin embroidered with gold, would graze over the child’s ears, his eyelids, his nose and, eventually, his lips.
Silence fell upon the room, or perhaps it had been there since the beginning. It was so deeply seeded into the walls, that Marietta could almost count the breaths and heartbeats of every one of those residing within the hall. She closed her eyes then, the babe sound asleep in her arms. There was a sharp sound, a sound of despair, of fear and wrath, of a mother crying out for her child, and she knew then that the fears of the Queen had played out before her eyes before there was anything she could do to prevent them.
‘You knew.’
Marietta froze in her seat. Crowds trotted over the marble, shifted about to see what it was that had sucked such reaction out of the poised woman’s face. She only saw the child’s head fall back, foam beginning to spill from its mouth, before the scene was shrouded with veils of gold, red and silver that hurried over to the King’s protection.
Her heart and stomach became one. She felt her guts clench and her throat tighten closed, her gaze focused on the image she could no longer look at, but see through the crowd. She could not hear the babe’s cries in her arms as she left her seat and almost crawled her way down the hallway. In that moment, it was Ethon trembling in her arms, Ethon she ought to take away from the vile hands of those who had dared to harm a newborn babe. Ethon, who was wearing the simple ivory linen, with his shrub of hair moving with the breeze blowing against his face as the handmaiden - merely a woman with her child, a statue with its treasure - fled into the gloomy yet peaceful painting of the world outside the chapel.
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