Filament
Lie Lie Lie
"Coming Clean"
I love the smell of gasoline
And of you and me coming clean
Wake up just to find it was only a dream
Summer sent to me
Now I lie awake at night
bottles are my blight
Spirit taking flight
No end in sight
no strength left to fight
Darkness below the light
Dancing in your plight
I love the smell of gasoline
And of you and me coming clean
Polistirex dreams
Under the moon gleams
receipt strings
All I see is you
You only see every anything but me
_________________________________________
"Obituary of Love"
Behind my dreams I cannot lie
Pain I've done my best to hide
Comes to play with me at night
She said things would be alright
I said I would hold her tight
Till everything went downhill that night
Ethanol cleanse my waking sleep
Old memories begin to dream
Stir the ashes and finding coals
Of a world that briefly was
A world that could've been
But it just didn't happen
Seems so long since then
Letting go has been easier now
But sometimes it was only yesterday
The last time you said you love me
And I was young then
Didn't understand the score
Never knew how hard
Just how hard a smile can tear
I hope you know I cared
I wasn't at my best
Neither were you
My hopes were that
That our love could be true
I see it fade in December
Days like this I remember.
I don't miss you
Wish it could've been different.
Four years ago
That's how long it's been
Gotta keep the memories
Alive every now and then.
Farewell to a friend
Farewell to a lover
Farewell to family
________________________
"Take me"
Cirrhosis liver take me
Home to the one I love
Push it inside
Lock it up there
Love tied up in lines
Lines of nowhere
Love like a ghost
In her hair
Not gonna see
See her anywhere
Lonely road leading nowhere
Wish I could be somewhere
Closer to the one I love
Wanna see my dove
Can't get a grasp on a thing
A petty little thing called love.
_________________________
"Dove"
Things aren't gettin better
They're just gettin worse
Can't help my mind thinks it's a curse
Livin in a world that steals
Where man cursed
Don't know where I'm goin
Can't help but hope for a hearse
Can't write a verse on account
Of my brain
Seems like nothings ever right
Every day is another fight
Life doesn't hurt
But it's always a bite
Tender flesh tears
In the night
There's nothing I can do
To help that I am in love
The only good song I wrote
Is about a dove
Can't help that you fit me
I want you to wear me
Cover me like a glove
Your song is the sweetest thing
That I've ever heard
Nothing compares my
Little song bird
There's nothing I can do
To help that I'm in love
I want to hold you sweet
Cause you're my dove.
_______________________________
"Not a meme"
Tick tock
Slaves to the clock
Watch till it stops
Many years till it quits
Hang in tight don't call it quits
Keep your wits
______________________________
"Struggle"
My friend struggle
He struggle to swim
Water warm so he figured
Might as well swim
Head above water
But the air grew thin
Many have broken him
Life violated him
Something broke inside
Him.
Wish I could keep him up
But I'm too thin.
I love the smell of gasoline
And of you and me coming clean
Wake up just to find it was only a dream
Summer sent to me
Now I lie awake at night
bottles are my blight
Spirit taking flight
No end in sight
no strength left to fight
Darkness below the light
Dancing in your plight
I love the smell of gasoline
And of you and me coming clean
Polistirex dreams
Under the moon gleams
receipt strings
All I see is you
You only see every anything but me
_________________________________________
"Obituary of Love"
Behind my dreams I cannot lie
Pain I've done my best to hide
Comes to play with me at night
She said things would be alright
I said I would hold her tight
Till everything went downhill that night
Ethanol cleanse my waking sleep
Old memories begin to dream
Stir the ashes and finding coals
Of a world that briefly was
A world that could've been
But it just didn't happen
Seems so long since then
Letting go has been easier now
But sometimes it was only yesterday
The last time you said you love me
And I was young then
Didn't understand the score
Never knew how hard
Just how hard a smile can tear
I hope you know I cared
I wasn't at my best
Neither were you
My hopes were that
That our love could be true
I see it fade in December
Days like this I remember.
I don't miss you
Wish it could've been different.
Four years ago
That's how long it's been
Gotta keep the memories
Alive every now and then.
Farewell to a friend
Farewell to a lover
Farewell to family
________________________
"Take me"
Cirrhosis liver take me
Home to the one I love
Push it inside
Lock it up there
Love tied up in lines
Lines of nowhere
Love like a ghost
In her hair
Not gonna see
See her anywhere
Lonely road leading nowhere
Wish I could be somewhere
Closer to the one I love
Wanna see my dove
Can't get a grasp on a thing
A petty little thing called love.
_________________________
"Dove"
Things aren't gettin better
They're just gettin worse
Can't help my mind thinks it's a curse
Livin in a world that steals
Where man cursed
Don't know where I'm goin
Can't help but hope for a hearse
Can't write a verse on account
Of my brain
Seems like nothings ever right
Every day is another fight
Life doesn't hurt
But it's always a bite
Tender flesh tears
In the night
There's nothing I can do
To help that I am in love
The only good song I wrote
Is about a dove
Can't help that you fit me
I want you to wear me
Cover me like a glove
Your song is the sweetest thing
That I've ever heard
Nothing compares my
Little song bird
There's nothing I can do
To help that I'm in love
I want to hold you sweet
Cause you're my dove.
_______________________________
"Not a meme"
Tick tock
Slaves to the clock
Watch till it stops
Many years till it quits
Hang in tight don't call it quits
Keep your wits
______________________________
"Struggle"
My friend struggle
He struggle to swim
Water warm so he figured
Might as well swim
Head above water
But the air grew thin
Many have broken him
Life violated him
Something broke inside
Him.
Wish I could keep him up
But I'm too thin.
