One could not say that Rondulin's words were those of derision, even as he claimed he had never been afraid of her stabbing him behind his back. It was not her nature of a woman that made him not fear her, but the thought that she came from an honourable and noble family which would not have taught her to break her own valor, even in moments where her life was more valuable than another defenseless man's.
Lilith knew she had made the right decision of saving him. Were she given the chance, she would have done it a thousand more times, knowing that Rondulin Eldskar would live. He had a good heart, even if his intentions did not match the brutality of his ways. Perhaps, given time, he would come to change, although the contrast she made against him was one of weakness against power, fragility against strength, which she still did not wish for a true King.
"We are children," she murmured, propping her chin on the rim of the tub. "Children that still have much to learn, and whilst I might not like the game you are playing, Lord of Heileanan, I cannot deny the fact that you are playing by the rules." No, she did not wish to follow him, nor to support him in his bloodied mindset, but deep in his heart, he knew the right way, and if that came to surface, she might eventually follow.
Her eyes lowered then, touching upon his tepid frame, from the looseness of his shirt to the tightness of his trousers. She was a virgin, still pristine and untouched by the filthy hands of a man, but it did not come as a surprise that his body would desire hers, even if his mind refused it. Even she felt a certain warmth build inside of her at the sight of him, making her long for another kiss, another brush of his lips against her own.
It was almost ungodly to think of such things, so much against her rationality, that she could not believe they were even crossing her mind. Victoria had often told her about such feelings of bodily desire. It was within human nature, but forbidden to be satisfied. If she dared to fall in love, if she dared to lay with another man, Lady Ylonne's hopes for her would be crushed in an instant, or rather, nine short months.
Sheaking her head, she leaned back in and let herself be absorbed by the steaming water. Diving in, she held her breath, listening to the sound of her own heartbeat reverberating through the waves and against the wooden walls of the tub. Then, she shot back up to the surface and stood up, chest just above the water, the small ripples tickling the tops of her breasts. It felt like a caress over her body, cradling her in warmth, as her heart pulsated in her bosom, threatening to break through her chest.
Her gaze shifted then, from the surface of the water to Rondulin, and the corners of her lips turned into a lambent simper. "I do feel like a child again," she whispered, droplets dripping over her forehead, grazing over her lips and resting at the base of her neck. Grabbing one of the viles and pouring its content into her palm, she slowly started brushing the essence through her hair, letting the excess stream down her bare shoulders and over the tender flesh of her chest.
"We used to bathe in the sea when we were young," the poppy murmured as she washed her hair. "Every summer morning, whenever the sun was warm enough and allowed us to bask in its heat... Much like this... It felt like this." She could remember it vividly, the sensation of waves hitting her back, the voices of her sisters playing with seashells and sand. It was there, etched in her mind like a dusty painting which she would remember as well as the first day she had looked upon its greatness.
~*~
Lixander could barely hold himself from rolling his eyes as Saela brought back the mention of his wounds. Even it she was right, even if they were still healing, he could not be bothered to worry over them as much as she did. Although, he could take it as a compliment, knowing that she at least cared. Knowing that there was another in that word who would think about him after his death.
Eventually, Razavia made her way out of the hall with Horace, leaving the two of them under the sole watch of the Gods. The silence that followed was only disturbed here and there by muffled laughter, rustling of leaves and light cracking of the arden fire. If he listened closely, he knew he could almost hear Saela breathe and, stangely enough, he found himself searching to listen for it more often than not.
Settling the tray down between the two of them, he lifted his eyes back to her and reached on either side of his midde to pull his shirt off. "It's nothing," he sighed, lowering his gaze to check for any signs of festering. "Mine were not as bad as yours, it seems. You truly should let me help you with that, before you rip your flesh apart."
He did not wait for a special invitation to do so. Even if he was famished, the thought of letting her rot in pain did not ease the worries of his cumbered mind. Slowly, he leaned behind her and ran his dark orbs over the reddened lines that crossed her back, all but marks left by swords that had missed their initial target.
Then, he propped himself back up and, ripping a piece of his own shirt with one strong tug, he dipped it into his glass of water and resumed his position behind her back. "It would help me more if you turned... It's not half bad, but I would rather you let me clean it as I should," even if he did not expect her to listen. She was as stubborn as she was strong. If there was one man that could hold her pinned to his feet, it was Rondulin, and right then he was occupied with other matters he could have simply left to the hands of Lilith alone.
He would not dare to touch her him, lest he came across as thirsty for her flesh as Horace was for the witch. If she did allow him to work, however, he trusted the swiftness of his hands when it came to tying bandages and mending wounds. Far too many had plagued him and Yova over the years, that he had learnt to treat even the most trivial of them with proper care.
"Had you let a healer tie it, the water would not have reached the wounds," he scolded her, although there was more regret in his tone than there was vexation. And as he looked upon them, it was getting harder and harder not to feel his own tighten, even if they had almost healed entirely. He could see them rising through the bandages that stuck to the glistening flesh of his abdomen. He could feel them tug, and the more he leaned in, the more they irked him.
'Perhaps the two of us are not that different, after all.'
Lilith knew she had made the right decision of saving him. Were she given the chance, she would have done it a thousand more times, knowing that Rondulin Eldskar would live. He had a good heart, even if his intentions did not match the brutality of his ways. Perhaps, given time, he would come to change, although the contrast she made against him was one of weakness against power, fragility against strength, which she still did not wish for a true King.
"We are children," she murmured, propping her chin on the rim of the tub. "Children that still have much to learn, and whilst I might not like the game you are playing, Lord of Heileanan, I cannot deny the fact that you are playing by the rules." No, she did not wish to follow him, nor to support him in his bloodied mindset, but deep in his heart, he knew the right way, and if that came to surface, she might eventually follow.
Her eyes lowered then, touching upon his tepid frame, from the looseness of his shirt to the tightness of his trousers. She was a virgin, still pristine and untouched by the filthy hands of a man, but it did not come as a surprise that his body would desire hers, even if his mind refused it. Even she felt a certain warmth build inside of her at the sight of him, making her long for another kiss, another brush of his lips against her own.
It was almost ungodly to think of such things, so much against her rationality, that she could not believe they were even crossing her mind. Victoria had often told her about such feelings of bodily desire. It was within human nature, but forbidden to be satisfied. If she dared to fall in love, if she dared to lay with another man, Lady Ylonne's hopes for her would be crushed in an instant, or rather, nine short months.
Sheaking her head, she leaned back in and let herself be absorbed by the steaming water. Diving in, she held her breath, listening to the sound of her own heartbeat reverberating through the waves and against the wooden walls of the tub. Then, she shot back up to the surface and stood up, chest just above the water, the small ripples tickling the tops of her breasts. It felt like a caress over her body, cradling her in warmth, as her heart pulsated in her bosom, threatening to break through her chest.
Her gaze shifted then, from the surface of the water to Rondulin, and the corners of her lips turned into a lambent simper. "I do feel like a child again," she whispered, droplets dripping over her forehead, grazing over her lips and resting at the base of her neck. Grabbing one of the viles and pouring its content into her palm, she slowly started brushing the essence through her hair, letting the excess stream down her bare shoulders and over the tender flesh of her chest.
"We used to bathe in the sea when we were young," the poppy murmured as she washed her hair. "Every summer morning, whenever the sun was warm enough and allowed us to bask in its heat... Much like this... It felt like this." She could remember it vividly, the sensation of waves hitting her back, the voices of her sisters playing with seashells and sand. It was there, etched in her mind like a dusty painting which she would remember as well as the first day she had looked upon its greatness.
~*~
Lixander could barely hold himself from rolling his eyes as Saela brought back the mention of his wounds. Even it she was right, even if they were still healing, he could not be bothered to worry over them as much as she did. Although, he could take it as a compliment, knowing that she at least cared. Knowing that there was another in that word who would think about him after his death.
Eventually, Razavia made her way out of the hall with Horace, leaving the two of them under the sole watch of the Gods. The silence that followed was only disturbed here and there by muffled laughter, rustling of leaves and light cracking of the arden fire. If he listened closely, he knew he could almost hear Saela breathe and, stangely enough, he found himself searching to listen for it more often than not.
Settling the tray down between the two of them, he lifted his eyes back to her and reached on either side of his midde to pull his shirt off. "It's nothing," he sighed, lowering his gaze to check for any signs of festering. "Mine were not as bad as yours, it seems. You truly should let me help you with that, before you rip your flesh apart."
He did not wait for a special invitation to do so. Even if he was famished, the thought of letting her rot in pain did not ease the worries of his cumbered mind. Slowly, he leaned behind her and ran his dark orbs over the reddened lines that crossed her back, all but marks left by swords that had missed their initial target.
Then, he propped himself back up and, ripping a piece of his own shirt with one strong tug, he dipped it into his glass of water and resumed his position behind her back. "It would help me more if you turned... It's not half bad, but I would rather you let me clean it as I should," even if he did not expect her to listen. She was as stubborn as she was strong. If there was one man that could hold her pinned to his feet, it was Rondulin, and right then he was occupied with other matters he could have simply left to the hands of Lilith alone.
He would not dare to touch her him, lest he came across as thirsty for her flesh as Horace was for the witch. If she did allow him to work, however, he trusted the swiftness of his hands when it came to tying bandages and mending wounds. Far too many had plagued him and Yova over the years, that he had learnt to treat even the most trivial of them with proper care.
"Had you let a healer tie it, the water would not have reached the wounds," he scolded her, although there was more regret in his tone than there was vexation. And as he looked upon them, it was getting harder and harder not to feel his own tighten, even if they had almost healed entirely. He could see them rising through the bandages that stuck to the glistening flesh of his abdomen. He could feel them tug, and the more he leaned in, the more they irked him.
'Perhaps the two of us are not that different, after all.'