I want to share this feeling before it gets lost to time and replaced with something else entirely as is the fate of so many emotions and thoughts every day.
Thanks a bunch, everybody, for the Love, Well-Written, & Great Scene, etc. on Ridge's introduction post with Steel Rain. I put a lot into it and I got a hell of a lot back! As much as I appreciate your "applause," the following will stay in my heart for a long time.
Upon observing and meeting Lt. Ridge, Stone was surprised, and thought A 'borg... ...with a commission? Now I've seen everything. Never served under a 'borg officer before. Was he a officer before becoming a 'borg? He was pleasantly surprised at the skilled berating. Guy must have been enlisted prior to his commission. None of the overly polite bullshit that some officers are like. Looks like the Army isn't as soft as I thought. Stone was starting to think he might like it here after all. At the question of "Do I make myself clear?" Stone responded with a strong "Yes, sir!"
(bold mine)
Let me start with what I encased in bold type. "He was pleasantly surprised at the skilled berating." To get
this from a Marine
and a fellow roleplayer makes it worth my having created all that is Ridge.
"Pleasantly surprised?"
"Skilled berating" from a character from someone who
lived it?
Fuck Yeah! Sometimes words don't do a feeling justice, you know? Just...
Fuck Yeah!
"Was he an officer before becoming a 'borg?" This is something my Character would have wondered had he been in Stone's position, too. I don't know as much about the Coalition as I'd like, but I've the feeling that many a 'borg doesn't make it to officer simply because of what they are. Now, in Free Quebec, it's a different story - they appear to be treated almost like everyone else and can go from Private to General. Still, it's a cool thing to see another PC wondering about. That's perceptive.
"Guy must have been enlisted prior to his commission. None of the overly polite bullshit that some officers are like." This. I've lived around the military enough and read enough to know there is a
huge difference between the "90-day Wonder" lieutenants of World War II infamy and the rare NCO that becomes an officer. Rarer still is the NCO that becomes a
good officer I
in no way wanted Ridge to come off like the former. I think it is the
rarest of green lieutenants that gains/gained respect from people under them that are already "in the shit" when the LT joins them. That's not entirely why Ridge did what he did with Steel Rain, but it's how I wrote him and that some of you picked up on this makes my day!
"Looks like the Army isn't as soft as I thought." Then there's this gem. Singlehandedly, Ridge appears to have given enough reason to Stone, a C.S. Marine, to change his own beliefs about the C.S. Army he's now knee-deep in. I believe faith in who you're serving with means a lot and it is something earned and special to many soldiers. All of our Characters want, and maybe
need, faith in the others. Stone's also perceptive enough to realize Ridge hasn't yet led an Air Wing before, hence his orders for Graves.
Almost everyone playing at an RP table wants to be seen as "having their shit together." Now, whether they've actually done what it takes to
be that way is different for every individual. In reality, in
whatever you do, either you have it or you don't. I don't know any other way to get there except for putting in the sweat and effort. The same goes for the Characters in this squad. Ridge's goal is for everybody in Steel Rain to
actually have their shit together while his Player just wants to have a fun time expressing playing and expressing themselves while enjoying whatever direction Psychie takes us (fun and fairness remains the name of my game!). But to have strong evidence like this that folks enjoyed something I put together that much... is
really satisfying and appreciated! I meant to write this earlier, but the site went down unexpectedly.
Oh. And it's worth writing again:
Fuck Yeah! =)
Honor and fun,
Dann =)