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Holly didn't realize that Cara's words were coming with their own hidden intentions. She was oblivious to hidden meanings as it stood, so given that, there was no chance that she would suspect that someone who was her friend was trying to goad her towards doing something simply to validate her own feelings. It was strange how Cara had changed over the past few months, even if Holly didn't notice the deeper effects of it. She had noticed that Cara had stopped hanging out with her, but Makayla had attributed it to the blonde being busy, and Holly had no reason to not believe that. It was a big adjustment given that they had previously hung out multiple times a week, and now Holly typically only saw her in passing, but she didn't think it stemmed from anything personal. Had she been capable of paying attention and thinking more deeply into it, she would have noticed that Cara was more different than just that. She was colder and more callous. Before recently, at least when Holly was concerned, Cara showed her heart and that she had the capability of being a good person simply to be a good person. Maybe it was the weather, colder and darker, that was bringing the girl's personality down with it. Maybe Cara was just truly a damaged girl, wrapped up in her own issues to an extent that she was was becoming something inhuman. Situations that were supposed to invoke compassion and sympathy didn't seem to rattle her. It was hard to blame such behavior on mere selfishness because Cara hadn't always been that way. Even just simply comparing how she had behaved in Disney World under similar circumstances, to how she was now, represented a stark difference.
Ruby and Chanel were acting outside of their responsibilities as people and roommates, but within the realm of how a good person would react. Luckily, Holly wasn't distraught. She was upset to an extent of having her afternoon ruined and her self-esteem hurt (at least for a few days), but she wasn't crying and shaking and inconsolable. Maybe Ruby's training had taught her the proper way to do things out of a textbook, but in this particular situation, Holly really was probably best off by finishing her movie and cookies, and then going off to bed. She didn't come from a background where people sat down at the dining room table to discuss their problems before hugging it out and having everything be all right again. It was definitely a more healthy way to respond to problems than how she was taught to, but she was already sixteen, and by now, certain things worked to make her feel better and others didn't. She and Makayla's situation was unconventional in a lot of ways, so nothing they ever did was by the book. They had found their own way to survive and cope with things, and while Ruby didn't know it, issues like this were rare. If anyone was the victim in this particular situation, it was Makayla, but no one would know that because she was too strong and strung out on the notion of being independent to admit it. She was the one who was taking care of someone else's kid. She was the one who had sacrificed her teenage years to do the same. She gave up finishing her associate's degree, her dream of getting her bachelor's degree, and any sort of social life to take care of Holly. She worked shitty jobs, turned to prostitution, and dealt with the high rent in this neighborhood because she knew that it took a nicer area to get a suitable education for someone with Holly's needs. She had done all of this without looking for any acknowledgement. No one else in the room would do the same had they lived in Makayla's shoes. No one could be expected to. Now, all Makayla had wanted was to finish her degree She had one semester left and then she could finally get a decent paying job and normalize their lives. She had quit one job and was going to spend months working full time with no pay in an internship, with the only expectation that Holly be able to get home from school on her own, and Holly couldn't do it. No one could blame Makayla for being angry, upset and frustrated.
"She won't yell at me again. She already did that," Holly answered quietly, but with certainty. Her attention had almost fully returned to the television by then. She was still nervous that Makayla wouldn't return at all, but as time passed, the tense energy from earlier was slowly beginning to fade and with each passing minute, she became more certain that curling up in bed sounded like a nice plan. "How did you get to have so much money?" she asked after taking another bite of her cookie, then turning to Cara with a sudden bout of curiosity. "Makayla only gets upset about money and her job and if we had money like you do, she would never get upset. Maybe you could give some of yours to us."
Ruby and Chanel were acting outside of their responsibilities as people and roommates, but within the realm of how a good person would react. Luckily, Holly wasn't distraught. She was upset to an extent of having her afternoon ruined and her self-esteem hurt (at least for a few days), but she wasn't crying and shaking and inconsolable. Maybe Ruby's training had taught her the proper way to do things out of a textbook, but in this particular situation, Holly really was probably best off by finishing her movie and cookies, and then going off to bed. She didn't come from a background where people sat down at the dining room table to discuss their problems before hugging it out and having everything be all right again. It was definitely a more healthy way to respond to problems than how she was taught to, but she was already sixteen, and by now, certain things worked to make her feel better and others didn't. She and Makayla's situation was unconventional in a lot of ways, so nothing they ever did was by the book. They had found their own way to survive and cope with things, and while Ruby didn't know it, issues like this were rare. If anyone was the victim in this particular situation, it was Makayla, but no one would know that because she was too strong and strung out on the notion of being independent to admit it. She was the one who was taking care of someone else's kid. She was the one who had sacrificed her teenage years to do the same. She gave up finishing her associate's degree, her dream of getting her bachelor's degree, and any sort of social life to take care of Holly. She worked shitty jobs, turned to prostitution, and dealt with the high rent in this neighborhood because she knew that it took a nicer area to get a suitable education for someone with Holly's needs. She had done all of this without looking for any acknowledgement. No one else in the room would do the same had they lived in Makayla's shoes. No one could be expected to. Now, all Makayla had wanted was to finish her degree She had one semester left and then she could finally get a decent paying job and normalize their lives. She had quit one job and was going to spend months working full time with no pay in an internship, with the only expectation that Holly be able to get home from school on her own, and Holly couldn't do it. No one could blame Makayla for being angry, upset and frustrated.
"She won't yell at me again. She already did that," Holly answered quietly, but with certainty. Her attention had almost fully returned to the television by then. She was still nervous that Makayla wouldn't return at all, but as time passed, the tense energy from earlier was slowly beginning to fade and with each passing minute, she became more certain that curling up in bed sounded like a nice plan. "How did you get to have so much money?" she asked after taking another bite of her cookie, then turning to Cara with a sudden bout of curiosity. "Makayla only gets upset about money and her job and if we had money like you do, she would never get upset. Maybe you could give some of yours to us."