character list!

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drawn fcs
alex: @komkom_64chan ( twt)
motley: kkarm.en (insta)
roman: ?
narco: xivdl (twt)
karma: kkarm.en (insta)
orion: ?
marceline: usagi.minku (insta)
louise: ?
arabella: ?
val: ?

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alex
19, male, he/him, unlabelled
Too trusting for his own good. It gets him hurt a lot. He's gullible and weak, he'll do anything you tell him to even if he knows its only gonna fuck him over. He's a sucker for attention and popularity, he bases his entire personality off what his peers think of him. He can't stand up for himself and simply embraces insults because he hopes that way it'll get people to leave him alone, but most of the time it only makes the harassment worse.
He can't make decisions on his own and depends entirely on others to choose for him. He's dependent on everyone around him for everything, he'd rather let a complete stranger on the street decide for him on the biggest most important ultimatums life could offer before he ever had his own opinion.
Alex is driven by numbers, he doesn't care if he lives or not, if people like him, he's fine with anything. He doesn't have a mind of his own, none the less his own thoughts. His entire being is completely determined by others, and he's terrified of the concept of things being any different.

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roman
25, male, he/him, bisexual
A cruel man who struggles with the idea that other people have feelings. He's a bit narcissistic, it's difficult for him to accept that he isn't the center of the universe and he hates it when things don't go his way.
He's impulsive and has severe anger management problems that make him lash out, sometimes to the point where people get hurt physically.
He doesn't feel empathy. He's got this idea that if he doesn't love someone, it doesn't matter what happened to them. The problem is that Rome doesn't love any one, and he does love watching people hurt.
He's manipulative and smart, he knows how to get people to let their guards down and he's amazing at faking things to get it his way. He loves watching people hurt, he loves being the reason why they hurt. He does not care for love or his own emotions, and the people he's "friends" with even doubt he has any.
(open for action, i wont do romance with him)

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arrow
21, male, he/him, straight
Hes tolerant and flexible, mentally. He prefers to observe others, stand on the sidelines. Socializing isn't his forte, and he panics on the inside when he's forced to have a conversation but he handles himself well enough.
He's sensitive though he doesn't look it, and he reads people well. He doesn't make many friends but to the few that manage to break him down a little are rewarded with loyalty and constant affection. He doesn't know how to use his words, but he does know how to hug.

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bellevue
19, trans man, he/him, bisexual
A total flirt, but reserved and introverted when he's not just not having it. Bell is playful, he likes to rile people up and tease them just for them to go home alone. He can't take anything seriously for the life of him.
He's artistic and a little pretentious. He thinks very highly of himself and at times does come off as narcissistic but i swear he isn't terribly toxic. He's just "overly" confident and can't read a room.

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valarie
25, female, she/her, bisexual
A manipulative woman, a little controlling too. She'll do anything to get what she wants, even if it's immoral or illegal. She'd risk her life in the name of love and temptation.
Valerie puts her desires above her friends and family, its why her relationships never last long. She loves men, especially being loved by them. So much so that she's lost people who swore to be with with her to the end of time because she didn't know when to stop. She depends on attention from them to keep her going, call her fatherless if you want but she can't control is, and shes terrified of therapy.
She hates being open, she hates people seeing her for who she is, as weird as that may sound. She doesn't want to be seen as an object, no. She just doesn't want people to know about her problems. About the real reasons why shes so.. Her. Letting people in has only shown her how awful humanity can be, so she tries not to.

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orion
18, female, she/her, lesbian
A ball of hate and vengeance. She struggles with empathy, she loves seeing people she hates in pain, which is literally everyone who has caused her even the slightest of inconveniences. She holds grudges, if you aren't absolutely perfect she has and will continue to have violent intrusive thoughts and fantasies about you.
She's not a sadist, she wouldn't actually hurt anyone and her fantasies of causing harm on people does not come from sexual satisfaction. She is simply just a angry human being who posts videos fictional serial killers with the caption of omg he's just like me fr.
She doesn't actually want people to die, the concept of death terrifies her beyond any degree. But she doesn't know how else to channel her frustrations with out lashing out and hurting people who don't deserve it. Orion doesn't know why she is the way she is, she doesn't like the way she is. She's ashamed of it but doesn't know how to stop.
In other words : She's just like me fr

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marceline
18, female, she/her, straight
Marcy is the product of a girl growing up in a overbearing christian finally getting a taste of freedom for once in her life. She's wild, she's mean, shes sarcastic, and she loves trouble.
She's decided to dedicate the entirety of her adult life to pissing off her parents. She runs with gangs, fawns over the stereotypical bad boy type characters and gets herself wrapped up in all sorts of life threatening situations. No one knows how shes still alive with some of the shite she does, not even her.
She has issues with trusting people and she puts up a mask. That mask is her "craziness". Really, deep down, she's just the way she always was! Shy, sweet, terrified. But she pretends to be the polar opposite to prove an imaginary point to get parents.

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arabella
24, female, she/her, bisexual
Materialistic. She loves knowing that shes gonna be taken care of financially, and while relationships important to her, she'd gladly leave someone if the other had a better deal for her. Shes very superficial, but then again, why shouldn't she be?
The world has taught her that love means nothing in the end. It'll make you happy every now and again but it'll stress you out. The pain is greater than the reward in her eyes. She never been hurt by money though, only not having it.
She's not personal with anyone, she makes no more than quick polite small talk to people she does not care for. She likes keeping it that way. Getting too close to people scares her, she hates the idea of someone falling truly in love with her. She doesn't know how to say no to people, but she hates commitment. She loves a chase, but she runs when she notices they're slowing down. She can't handle it, love.


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motley
22, male, he/him, bisexual
Charismatic and energetic, he's got this "do now, think later" way of life that gets him into a ton of shit but he's quick witted and intelligent when his life is on the line. Hes ambitious and courageous, he strives to be the best and refuses to accept failure. He doesn't give up.
He was born a leader, always seeking spotlight and full of stubbornness and determination. Once he's committed to something, nothing gets in his way from obtaining it.
He's unhinged, he cant be controlled and he is the living embodiment of the word "disaster". He isn't exactly friendly, and is most often described as intimidating, despite the fact that at first glance, he just seems like your average teenage boy. Its his personality that scares people off.
Motely is arrogant and self assured. He's a drug abuser and some what a narcissistic hypocrite. He doesn't think he can do any wrong and gets mad at people for doing the same fucked up shit he does. While he's caring to those he trusts, he's sadistic. His sense of humor is making people uncomfortable and then saying its just a joke. He doesn't take things seriously. Not his life, not others.

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narco
25, male, he/him, straight
Hes impulsive and a hypocrite. He switches up faster than you can call him out on his bullshit. His views and personality depend on the people he surrounds himself with, he loves riling people up and he almost always picks the side he knows people disagree with just to start confrontation. He's extremely irresponsible, hardly ever thinks about his future or the consequences of his actions and has absolutely zero concept of guilt in that empty head of his.
He's careless, he does what he wants and doesn't care about his future. He gave up with people and romance, and he's a total asshole to everyone yet he hates being alone.
He's scared of people finding him out, learning what he's really like. So he tries to hide it by being an asshole, and using drugs to mask certain aspects about him he knows only come out when he's sober. He's an addict, and he's terrified of life.
He's scared of asking for help, stuck with the belief of that doing so makes him a coward. He depends on substances to make him feel better and get things done, he'd rather drug himself to the grave than let anyone in.

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jesse
24, male, he/him, bisexual
A private man. He's weary and aware, he can read people well and he tends to keep to himself.
He's chill for the most part, doesn't get too angry or too sad. When he does he just smokes to calm himself down. He hates being emotional because it makes him feel weak. Instead of dealing with it, he gets high and distracts himself until he forgot what was on his mind in the first place.
He's good at staying calm under pressure, he's almost always stoned but he can hide it just fine fine with cologne.

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karma
19, female, she/her, lesbian
She's adventurous but reserved. She enjoys trying new things, not too big on socializing though.
Karma is creative and resourceful, at times a little violent when under pressure but otherwise very mellow. She comes off as friendly to strangers though she'd rather run and hide away. Shes great at listening, though. Just don't make her speak.


irl fcs
audeline - alex turner
danny - boyd holbrook
dominique - d'angelo wallace
ronny - jesse rutherford
pugs - ?
festo - ?
tajai - ?
crux - machine gun kelly

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audeline
23, male, he/him, bisexual
Audeline Savior is a frustrated and depressed cynical bastard who likes to think of himself as one of those hot mysterious guys in action films like Rambo, but in reality is as soft as his totally not stolen mattress.
He's very impulsive and his personality is kind of all over the place, like, one day, he's this eccentric charismatic 60s film style sweet heart, the next he's cold and angry and wants nothing to do with anyone or anything. He's extremely irresponsible, hardly ever thinks about his future or the consequences of his actions and has absolutely zero concept of guilt in that empty head of his.
He tries to keep one of those "dArk aNd mYsteriOus" fronts, but struggles immensely with the mysterious part because he's low key a tiny bit of a narcissist and cannot shut the fuck up about himself and what he likes. He convinced himself when he was young that a women would only want a man who felt nothing, like a robot, and ever since he was a kid has always felt ashamed of his "humanity". So he tries to hide it with this cruel and distant act.
He's sweet on the inside, sometimes, but breaking down his walls enough to get him to reveal it almost seems impossible. He doesn't like change, especially when it's himself changing even if he knows it's for the better. He struggles with trusting people, it takes a lot of time for him to feel comfortable around anyone, and even the slightest things can make him feel betrayed.

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dominique
20, male, he/they, bisexual
He prefers to keeps to himself, and while he loves people and being around them, he's incredibly anxious. He can't function in group settings, and always freezes up when people ask him questions. He's an extrovert with crippling social anxiety and a fear of rejection and he hates himself for it.
He's very paranoid about everything, it takes him hours to make even the tiniest decisions because he needs to think through absolutely everything before he can make up his mind. This is especially obvious in relationships. He over thinks everything every one does, and almost always manages to convince himself that they're all against him.
This makes him kind of distant in romantic relationships because he's scared of being infatuated with someone who's gonna end up hurting him.

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pugs
21, male, he/him, bisexual
Pugs an adventurous spirit, he loves caving, running around in the woods, exploring the lakes near his home, camping, all the things you'd expect from a decently hyper active 21 year old. He hates being cooped at home, he needs the out doors.
He's a chaotic and dangerous mess, never thinking about the painful aftermath his stupid decisions tended to lead him. This has brought him most of the many bruises and scars that cover his body, but he's still yet to learn.
He loves being around people, and though sometimes his disability does kind of make it difficult with social events, he loves making friends and just talking to everyone. He always tries to be be positive about everything, as growing up the only people he ever really had around him were always just sad. Whether it be them angry at god for giving their son his problems, or friends and neighbours being angry about him not being able to do certain things. He hated it, and he refuses to put anyone through the constant depression he was always surrounded by.

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ronny
25, male, he/him, straight
He's a pretty boy with a filthy mind and a dead heart. He's bitter and cold and he hates romance, no matter how hard you try, you'll never get close to him. He's intimidating in a strange way. He doesn't feel the type to hurt you, but being around him for most is unbearable despite him not ever really talking all that much, especially not to strangers he has no intention with.
Ronny is a manipulative man, he plays people like toys and couldn't commit if his life depended on it. He's narcissistic and fucked beyond repair, he uses people for sex and nothing more. And he's terrified of love, receiving it and being in it.
He doesn't believe in friendship or affection in general. He's apathetic and nihilistic, he thinks relationships are useless and disgusting, but it's all just a front. He's just scared of it all, but that's embarrassing to admit so he turns that into hatred because people ask less questions that way.

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tajai
25, male, he/him, gay
Quiet, logical, but just a tad but aggressive. Lacks a sense of calmness, but is fashionable in common sense. He is always on edge and wary of his and others' presence. Very sweet and caring when comfortable, however, extremely protective and jealous.
Tavares is generally described as a very charismatic yet mysterious person. While he does talk a lot, many people can’t shake the feeling that he’s hiding something. He’s gotten very good at steering conversations away from himself, and never shares anything about his personal life. He’s also very good at masking his emotions with humor, it’s almost impossible to tell what he’s actually feeling at any time. He’s been described as being awkward by some people, and unable to understand his own emotions, or the emotions of other people.
He’s collected and careful, sometimes rude when things don’t go to plan or go wrong. He is also mostly reserved, not keen to express himself a lot.

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danny
26, male, he/him, straight
Danny's power hungry, manipulative and smart too. He needs to always be in control, always be above every one and if he doesn't feel like he's a complete god among the people he's around, he'll get violent and competitive. He's good with his words and exaggerating just enough to make you sound like the bad guy without being able to poke holes in his tales.
Danny knows how to read people. He'll mimic mannerisms, he'll learn body language and absolutely everything people like just to torment them with it, as he says, "put them in their place".
He doesn't believe in friendships nor relationships, he lives off (redacted) and whiskey. He's nihilistic, 'we live to die and nothing more'. A total pessimist, beyond negative. He doesn't think they do any good, that they only serve to make you fear everything and distract you from life.
in the beginning of a relationship, he'll portray himself as charming and gentle. He portrays himself as the perfect gentleman to the outside world; always respectful, outstandingly patient, calm, well mannered. The ideal man.
Every now and again he'll slip up, say something that turns heads but he's quick witted and knows how to make just about anything sound as if it was a joke even if it was clear that it was serious only moments ago.

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crux
23, male, he/him, bisexual
Hes unfiltered, he doesn't get social cues or boundaries. He loved being the center of attention but at the same time he hates people. He'll go out of his way to bring someone down if it brings him up.
He leaps before he looks and runs from his fuck ups instead of trying to fix them. He loves taking risks, he loves the adrenaline rush of not knowing whether he'll wake up in the morning. He purposefully gets himself into all sorts of trouble just for an ass whooping. Hes the type to start life ending rumors just for a few minutes of entertainment when a fight eventually breaks out because of them. He lives in the moment, hes the eye of the storm.
Hes passionate, he loves controversy and drama. But he struggles with organization or anything with any kind of plan to it. He hates feeling like hes on a leash, he hates feeling contained.

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festo
21, male, he/him, straight
Hes got mega golden retriever energy. Hes kind to everyone and loyal to a fault, flirty and extroverted as well.
He's a people pleaser, he'll do everything he can to keep you happy. He hates seeing people upset and its damn near impossible for him to hate anyone. This gets him taken advantage of a lot, but he's too scared of disappointing people to change even if it would benefit himself. He'd sacrifice his life if it meant a stranger he's never spoken to a day in his life had a pleasant day.
He tends to bottle up his own problems cause he hates getting emotional. Hes secretive in a sense, he doesn't like to talk about himself out of fear of being judged.
 
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Name: tommy
Aliases: rat tail, kirk calls him t bone (ifyk pls be my friend)
Gender/Pronouns: male, any pronouns
Sexual/Romantic Orientation: bisexual but in the closet
Age: 19
Occupation: drummer in a band
Height: 6'1
Personality: he's passionate and energetic, impulsive and erratic too but its not too terrible. he likes attention and drama but he cant focus or remember anything for the life of him and it gets him in a lot of not great situations but he can be charismatic enough to wiggle his way out of it when hes scared enough.
Best Quality: hes super passionate
Worst Quality: his naivety and poor decision making skills
Fears: dying and getting stabbed
Hobbies: making comics, guitar
Skills: drumming, arguing, bargaining
Relationship Status: complicated
Appearance: black hair, brown eyes, somewhat tan skin
 
Name: kirk


Aliases: catfish


Gender/Pronouns: male, he/him


Sexual/Romantic Orientation: hetero


Age: 21


Occupation: guitarist/back up singer


Height: 5'11


Personality: kirk is cocky and selfish, he only looks out for himself and his band. he also gets heated up easily and cant really take a joke. he always ends up starting something out of nothing and comes off as sort of a dick to everyone, which makes him even more angry lol


Best Quality: confidence


Worst Quality: sensitivity


Hobbies: surfing


Skills: guitar, skating


Relationship Status: single


Backstory: ||no dad, alcoholic mom||. he joined a cover band and picked up surfing in highschool as a way to cope but ended up ditching both of those things to join tommy and johnses band after they sought him out at a karaoke party.


Appearance: brown hair dyed black, brown eyes, pale skin
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Name: johnse (pronounced john-sey not jones SHAKES FIST AnGRILY LIKE AN OLD MAN😡)


Aliases: rocket , johno


Gender/Pronouns: male, he/him


Sexual/Romantic Orientation: bi


Age: 24


Occupation: bassist/songwriter


Height: 6"


Personality: passionate, confident, but controlling. everything needs to go his way or he'll throw a fit and cry about. hes fueled by his toxic masculinity and impulses, a live wire that cant be put out.


Worst Quality: his controlling ways and short temper


Best Quality: his writing


Fears: selling out, being burried alive (specific but theres a reason)


Hobbies: drawing, writing


Appearance: black hair, brown eyes, also somewhat tan skin.

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