Austria and Ryan

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'' I wish for wings, always. From back then to now, I should have jumped off that ledge when I had the chance. If I had, it surely wouldn't hurt so much as it does now... I wouldn't be such a monster if I had. ,, - Austria 


[name]


Annabelle Austria Goffard (goes by Austria/Aussie)


[age]


22


[gender]


F


[kin]


Grandmother : Lucinda, tries to visit Blackwell periodically and sends letters every chance she can get. She's very caring of Austria, especially after discovering the antics of her son.


Father : Jude, incarcerated. Austria hasn't spoken of him since he was found out. He's an arrogant, self-entitled man who still blames his daughter for "seducing" him. To this day, he claims innocence. 


Mother : Aussie, out of the picture. She left when Austria was 6, fearing her husband and his budding violence.


[status] 


Insane and is incredibly aware of it, but will claim otherwise.


[time served]


6 months


[handicap]


DID (Dissociatve Identity Disorder or Multiple Personality Disorder) : Has an alternate, protective personality that she has named Aussie. Her initial and secondary personality converse with and are aware of each others existence.


[appearance]


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[personality]


One minute she's an obnoxious firecracker and the next she's a lifeless statue. There will be a time where she is mouthy, violent, jumpy, and incredibly opinionated, and then without warning she will be mute, submissive, weak, slow, and incredibly fearful. She will fight you tooth and nail and speak her mind, but if you grab her she may fall to tears and beg for mercy in the blink of an eye. Her solid features will soften, her proud posture will slacken, and her bright eyes will dim. One second she will be Aussie, the next she will be Austria. 


Aussie - a firecracker. She is protective and alert when it comes to Autria's wellbeing. She is unnaturally strong. She is a fighter and a survivor. She can be rather wicked and mouthy. She bears apathy to everyone except Austria.


Austria - a statue. She is docile and numb. She is weak in both mind and body. She is defeated. She is sporadically mute. Trust and loyalty are hard to come by with her.


[profile]


A victim of repetitive rape, Austria had developed an escape through Aussie whom she deemed as her imaginary friend. Having depended on the idea of being strong and defiant, Austria sought after strength both mentally and physically, but when she was unable to find it she turned to Aussie. The escape turned into a reality as she receded to the dark recesses of her mind. Unlike her, Aussie fought back. When the abuse continued and was later discovered, Aussie became more than an invisible form of support. Aussie became her.


Her abuser, her father, was imprisoned after the discovery. Her grandmother took care of her and took notice to Austria's fluctuating emotions, behavior, and memory. Two years ago, she was officially diagnosed with DID and discovered that she actually feared her counterpart. 


Having been in and out of rehabilitation facilities, her grandmother released her into the care of Blackwell.


[fears/dislikes]


Dislikes the close proximity of men, dislikes being touched, claustrophobic, laughter and loud noises, not a fan of Aussie at times


[interests/likes]


Interested in music, finds solitude and security by hiding under beds, likes fluffy material, cold temperatures


'' No matter what I do . . . it's never going to be enough, is it? I'm so useless, is must be disgusting to have a son like me. ,, - Ryan



[name]


Ryan Daniel Kaiser


[age]


25


[gender]


M


[kin]


Younger Sister : Adela, views Ryan as a rival for their father's attention. She's not particularly fond of him.


Father : Victor, CEO of a Kaiser's branch in North Rhine-Westphalia, Germany. He is a rather hard man to please and is constantly trying to push his son off the edge to make him better and stronger. He wishes for his son to surpass him in the company one day.


Mother : Sophie, she's very loving and caring and is constantly badgering her husband for being too hard on Ryan.


[status]


Innocent


[time served]


Being booked in now


[handicap]


Although he suffers from the occasional panic attack and body dysmorphic disorder, he is mentally and physically sound.


[appearance]


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[personality]


He suffers with an acute stress with every day activities to the point where he will either fall to a panic attack or stop eating and sleeping. Not one to accept defeat, he is constantly pushing himself in an attempt to be successful and make his family proud. Despite successes, he is extremely insecure and constantly puts himself down for both mentality and physicality. Constantly feeling disgusted with himself, he refuses to look into mirrors, see past pictures, or even read his own works. He's relatively kind and considerate and finds enjoyment in helping others in need. Having a weak reaction to blood, violence, and pain, he prefers pacifism and coexistence. Not entirely charismatic but not entirely antisocial, Ryan is simply an awkward duckling still learning the ropes of "adulting."


Toward authority he is docile and, at times, unresponsive. It's believed to be a repercussion from his upbringing underneath an incredibly strict father. He was never abused, but it always felt like he could never please the man.


He's budding alcoholic, a light drinker, but that should be cured soon since... Blackwell doesn't give away good alcohol.


[profile]


Reigning from North Rhine, Germany with mixed blood of American and German, Ryan has grown in a world of wealth and prosperity. The next-in-line for the seat of his father's company, he's constantly being challenged, nagged, and berated by his father who deems him unfit to take part in the family business despite all his efforts. Even at a young age, he never received praise or any sort of acknowledgement from his father. However, he took it as a personal challenge to better himself so as to gain the man's respect. In his early childhood, he began to immerse himself in his studies to the point of fatigue. Yet even consecutive years as the top student in one of North Rhine's prestigious educational facilities, his father remained closed. Through his short life, he gained other successes, but nothing was ever good enough in his father's eyes.


During his education as a child, his sister became aware of Ryan's predicament and took it upon herself to overthrow him when it came to inheritance. This caused a rift in the family as she incessantly bullied him and told lies of him to their father. With the sudden attention from his daughter, Victor began pampering and raising her as a potential successor, and used her own successes against Ryan. Unlike Ryan, Adela was noticed and visibly praised and loved by their father. He grew jealous and pushed himself even more to the point where he had to be hospitalized due to the amount of stress and lack of eating.


For twenty-four years he struggled to catch up to his father's standards, and after realizing that he would never gain approval, he snapped. After having been told that he was unworthy of the family name and inheritance because of a minor slip up on an exam at a dinner party, Ryan punched his father square in the jaw. He threw a childish tantrum, making a mess of the buffet table, a few tables and chairs, and the guards who tried to restrain him. When the guards succeeded in rounding up Ryan, his father struck him. Days later, after the event, the news took it upon themselves to falsify the happenings. The populous of North Rhine, Germany believed the story of which states that Ryan had gone mentally insane due to drugs and potential abuse from his father. Enraged at the sudden looks sent to the family and his company, Victor threatened Ryan, but his son was tired. He talked back, fought back, and took on a rebellious attitude for months. It recoiled on him, bringing the reputation of the Kaiser family down within a year. Stocks fell and the future seemed bleak. Desperate to regain solidity and former reputation in society, Victor deemed his son insane after he'd succumbed to an intoxicated bar fight in Berlin, Germany. Victor admitted him to Blackwell.


[fears/dislikes]


Hates being compared, dislikes his reflection and anything and everything about himself, fears his father, attention, and dislikes food


[interests/likes]


Learning new topics, challenges, checkers and chess, seeing others smile, helping others
 
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