Lexus
Ten Thousand Club
"I can't promise you something like that, not right now, I can't control the future with how it's going." Slumping back into the couch Amelia looked to Jayden apologetically. She didn't know a lot about Jayden but she did know how sensitive he was when it came to keeping her in his life. She understood it was because the abandonment he must have felt when he was younger but the relationship they had right now was bound to diminish when they had to face each other's differences. Seeing the desperation in Jayden's expression, Amelia sighed. her chest getting heavy as if her heart was actually breaking for him. "I don't regret you, Jayden. It's just, I was supposed to be as close to perfect as someone can be. I know that sounds ridiculous, but if you had more time to question who I was you would know I had my whole life planned out by the time I was six. I was the first honors graduate in my family. with only two others to graduate before me in my mom's family line and they barely made it. I graduated and went to a prestigious private college where I graduated top of my class and had seven job offers by the time I walked the stage and of I, of course took the offer with The Washington Post because that was always my top choice. I settle for nothing less than what I planned and I didn't plan this. I didn't plan for my family to ever look me in the eye with disappointment because I was the golden opportunity, the greatest potential and I ended up becoming just like them because I let myself not be myself for one night. I don't want you to think I regret it, I just want you to know the woman you had that night is not the woman I am, or ever was before then. You just weren't part of the plan, this wasn't part of the plan and I know I should be able to accept that life changes, but it's hard for me, but I obviously care about you or I wouldn't be here or even entertained the thought of having Bel. I just want you to know who I am. That's all."
Pausing mid-bite, Dawson looked over to Isabel knowingly. "You went through my clothes last night? Is that what happens when I leave you unattended, miss?" Sighing as her grin grew wider, expecting him to tell her yes like he always did eventually and this time was no different. "If you want to as long as you don't try to put me in anything too ridiculously flashy. Promise?" Dawson asked with arched eyebrows, taking the last bite of his breakfast and picking up the plate. Walking up behind Isabel, his heavy feet making his presence apparent, thudding against the wooden floors, he poked her in both of her sides with his index finger, chuckling when she laughed. "I can finish, go get ready. You have a long wish of wishes and we don't have a lot of time to fill them if you still want to go on our adventure tonight."
Pausing mid-bite, Dawson looked over to Isabel knowingly. "You went through my clothes last night? Is that what happens when I leave you unattended, miss?" Sighing as her grin grew wider, expecting him to tell her yes like he always did eventually and this time was no different. "If you want to as long as you don't try to put me in anything too ridiculously flashy. Promise?" Dawson asked with arched eyebrows, taking the last bite of his breakfast and picking up the plate. Walking up behind Isabel, his heavy feet making his presence apparent, thudding against the wooden floors, he poked her in both of her sides with his index finger, chuckling when she laughed. "I can finish, go get ready. You have a long wish of wishes and we don't have a lot of time to fill them if you still want to go on our adventure tonight."