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Only when they had gotten inside their room did Aryana realise how cold it had been outside. Her hands were slightly red, and she imagined her cheeks were too considering how long she’d been sitting in the courtyard. It didn’t matter. She had needed the fresh air more than anything else. Their room would often make her feel heavy and exhausted because of all the negative energy around her. With Brynden there with her it was a different story, though. Everything seemed to feel better as long as he was there with her.
Aryana wanted to try her best to move on from what had happened, but it was difficult.
Now she didn’t want to think too much about it. Since they were going to a meeting together, Aryana wanted to be at her best behaviour. After nodding to Brynden’s words, Aryana walked over to her desk. She sat down and looked at herself in the mirror that hung on the wall. Gods, her cheeks were red. Her hair was rather messy as well, and she thought she had lost the plumpness of her cheeks and the slight glow she’d had during her pregnancy. Aryana didn’t feel very pretty, not anymore when everything around her was so miserable.
Brynden came over to her to put his arm around her shoulder, but Aryana picked up her comb to start untangling her hair. When looking at herself, it seemed like all the life in her face had disappeared. Her eyes looked so empty.
Her life had changed so drastically. Perhaps that was why Aryana thought she had lost everything about herself that she had once liked. While she kept combing her hair, she met Brynden’s gaze in the mirror. His eyes were alive. His whole face was alive. Gods, she couldn’t imagine the kind of strength he must have had to have pulled through this. Aryana felt slightly pathetic for still feeling upset.
“I don’t want to look like a mess,” Aryana mumbled as she put the comb down.
"You don't. You look pretty."
“If you say so,” she shrugged.
"You are,” Brynden said and pressed a kiss against her head.
Aryana wished it had been easier for her to take care of herself. Everything had become so difficult. All the things she had once enjoyed had now become dull and exhausting. Aryana couldn’t help it. Therefore she didn’t really believe Brynden when he said that she was pretty. She tried to believe him, but when she looked at herself, she thought she looked dead. It wasn’t good for her to look at herself, and Aryana sighed as she rose up from the chair. Instead she turned around to face Brynden while leaning onto the desk.
Their gazes met before Brynden raised his hand to cup her cheek. His thumb stroked against her skin and Aryana tilted her face slightly towards his hand. With his other hand, Brynden took her hand in his, and she thought it felt rather sweet. He always took such good care of her. Aryana wished she would be able to take care of him as well one day if he would need that. All she wanted was to be a good wife to him. He deserved that.
“You’re so kind to me.”
"You deserve kindness."
“Thank you.”
Aryana hoped she deserved kindness and happiness. After everything she had been through, she wanted to find a happiness that would last throughout her whole life. A happiness that wouldn’t be taken away from her. Perhaps that would be Brynden. He was her everything. The way he smiled at her then made her feel warm. A tingling sensation spread throughout her body, and she leaned forward to press her lips against his. It was a rather short kiss as Aryana pulled away soon after.
There were so many things Aryana wanted to tell Brynden after he had pressed a short kiss against her forehead, but once again she found it difficult to talk. It was the first time in a very long time that Aryana had let him be this close to her unless they were going to sleep or waking up. She felt somewhat proud of herself that she was able to let him in for once. He was definitely helping her.
"We can go whenever you're ready."
“I’m ready whenever. I don’t mind when we go,” Aryana shrugged.
"Then we might as well go. It'll be over quicker."
“Okay,” she nodded.
Brynden pressed a kiss against her head before wrapping his arm around her. As they walked towards the door, Aryana leaned onto him. She felt like a child as she walked next to him, mostly because she wasn’t able to stay away from him for long. Even now that they were walking, she clung to his side. At least that was better than letting herself be distant. Now she only worried that she would ruin the meeting because of how needy she was today. If she would bother Brynden, she hoped he would tell her and get her to leave.
The last thing Aryana wanted was to ruin the meeting. It would definitely be boring, but Aryana thought that she would be able to get through it as long as Brynden was there with her. Perhaps it would be a little exciting, but she doubted it.
Aryana wanted to try her best to move on from what had happened, but it was difficult.
Now she didn’t want to think too much about it. Since they were going to a meeting together, Aryana wanted to be at her best behaviour. After nodding to Brynden’s words, Aryana walked over to her desk. She sat down and looked at herself in the mirror that hung on the wall. Gods, her cheeks were red. Her hair was rather messy as well, and she thought she had lost the plumpness of her cheeks and the slight glow she’d had during her pregnancy. Aryana didn’t feel very pretty, not anymore when everything around her was so miserable.
Brynden came over to her to put his arm around her shoulder, but Aryana picked up her comb to start untangling her hair. When looking at herself, it seemed like all the life in her face had disappeared. Her eyes looked so empty.
Her life had changed so drastically. Perhaps that was why Aryana thought she had lost everything about herself that she had once liked. While she kept combing her hair, she met Brynden’s gaze in the mirror. His eyes were alive. His whole face was alive. Gods, she couldn’t imagine the kind of strength he must have had to have pulled through this. Aryana felt slightly pathetic for still feeling upset.
“I don’t want to look like a mess,” Aryana mumbled as she put the comb down.
"You don't. You look pretty."
“If you say so,” she shrugged.
"You are,” Brynden said and pressed a kiss against her head.
Aryana wished it had been easier for her to take care of herself. Everything had become so difficult. All the things she had once enjoyed had now become dull and exhausting. Aryana couldn’t help it. Therefore she didn’t really believe Brynden when he said that she was pretty. She tried to believe him, but when she looked at herself, she thought she looked dead. It wasn’t good for her to look at herself, and Aryana sighed as she rose up from the chair. Instead she turned around to face Brynden while leaning onto the desk.
Their gazes met before Brynden raised his hand to cup her cheek. His thumb stroked against her skin and Aryana tilted her face slightly towards his hand. With his other hand, Brynden took her hand in his, and she thought it felt rather sweet. He always took such good care of her. Aryana wished she would be able to take care of him as well one day if he would need that. All she wanted was to be a good wife to him. He deserved that.
“You’re so kind to me.”
"You deserve kindness."
“Thank you.”
Aryana hoped she deserved kindness and happiness. After everything she had been through, she wanted to find a happiness that would last throughout her whole life. A happiness that wouldn’t be taken away from her. Perhaps that would be Brynden. He was her everything. The way he smiled at her then made her feel warm. A tingling sensation spread throughout her body, and she leaned forward to press her lips against his. It was a rather short kiss as Aryana pulled away soon after.
There were so many things Aryana wanted to tell Brynden after he had pressed a short kiss against her forehead, but once again she found it difficult to talk. It was the first time in a very long time that Aryana had let him be this close to her unless they were going to sleep or waking up. She felt somewhat proud of herself that she was able to let him in for once. He was definitely helping her.
"We can go whenever you're ready."
“I’m ready whenever. I don’t mind when we go,” Aryana shrugged.
"Then we might as well go. It'll be over quicker."
“Okay,” she nodded.
Brynden pressed a kiss against her head before wrapping his arm around her. As they walked towards the door, Aryana leaned onto him. She felt like a child as she walked next to him, mostly because she wasn’t able to stay away from him for long. Even now that they were walking, she clung to his side. At least that was better than letting herself be distant. Now she only worried that she would ruin the meeting because of how needy she was today. If she would bother Brynden, she hoped he would tell her and get her to leave.
The last thing Aryana wanted was to ruin the meeting. It would definitely be boring, but Aryana thought that she would be able to get through it as long as Brynden was there with her. Perhaps it would be a little exciting, but she doubted it.