Other A place for me to rest

N-On-E-Mus

Madness At Its Finest!
Here, I will be writing, poetry, short stories, anything.
Just need a place to rest. Too tired
 
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Blissful Ignorance
Once upon a time
We were able to have
Blissful ignorance
But then we grew up
We learned of things
Horrible, horrible things
Evil
We were able to see the darkness
Now I ask myself
Was I better off
As an ignorant child
Only wanting mother’s attention
Only worries we’re coloring outside the lines
Only fear was the monster under our bed
Were we better off like that?
 
Shouts
Yells
The louder voice shall always dominate
No. Matter. The. Motive
This is all I ever hear
The shouts are draining
Takes away your energy
Making you powerless
Makes you tired
So damn tired
 
Anger
Such an odd thing
Within a instant you feel like
Saying horrible things
Hurting someone
Making them bleed
Slam their head
Make them pay for what they did
But then within an instant
As quickly as it appears, it disappears
And your left
Thinking about how silly that thought was
And move on
 
I just want to leave
Just fly away from this mess
Just push the restart button
But thats not how it works is it
Nothing ever works as intended
Theres always that one thing that will come up
And ruin everything
Why cant things ever work as intended
Why cant i just have a break
Why cant i have a simple, happy ending
I had to ruin it
I had to open my mouth
I had to to ruin all of it
Now i would give anything for
A way to undo everything
But thats not how it works
If your reading this
Be careful what you do
Be careful what you say
Always think twice
Or else you might just fall
And this time
There is no hero
There is No happy endings
 
The world will never be good
Evil is always expanding
Good will never will
Greed will always win
Cheaters, liars, they always win
Its simply the nature of the world
We were never meant for good
Its simply in our genetics
W e. C a n t. D o. A. T h i n g. A b o u t. I t
 
I want them to leave
Stop fucking with my head
My thoughts
My emotions
Just cut the goddamn bullshit
All he really wants is pure raw control
Your perfect little life
With your perfect fucking family
F u c k. Y o u
 
Stop stop stop stop please just stop

How many times must I apologize

Apologize for not being smart enough

Apologize for being weak

Apologize for my body

Apologize for never being enough
 
Madness
They see it as a monster
I see it as a friend
They see it as a parasite
I see it as a helper
They see it as a disease
I see it as a cure
They see it as a destroyer
I see it as a builder
They see it as chaos
I see it as peace
They call it madness
I agree with them
 
Descent
The first to go is the interest
One by one, your interest leaves
What you once found fun, now feels like simply a way to about it

Next is your feelings
You no longer feel sadness during loss
You no longer feel fear towards punishment
You no longer feel anger towards those who have wronged you
You no longer feel happiness when being with friends and family
lYou no longer feel love
They all become simply distractions

And the finally, your humanity
You no longer feel remorse for your actions
You no longer feel guilt for hurting
You no longer feel happy for helping
You no longer feel fear, for the punishment that will ensue after what you've done

And from there, you slowly start slipping into a state
While some people might call it psychopathic
We call it enlightenment
 
It inhibits
It controls
It manipulates
It takes
Slowly
By
Slowly
By the time you realize
It has full control
And it will never let go of you
You are the prisoner.
 
He will never loosen his grip
He will never leave us alone
He will never let us forget who has the power
To make you obey
To instill fear
To fuck with your mind
To have absolute control over you
He will continue
To psychologically manipulate
Trap
And torture us
Its an inescapable minefield
One mistep
And he will make your life a living hell
Because he doesn't give a shit about that
 

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