Realistic or Modern ❬ 𝖥𝗈𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖯𝖺𝗋𝗄 𝖬𝖾𝖽𝗂𝖼𝖺𝗅 𝖢𝖾𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗋 — 𝖠𝖯𝖯𝖫𝖨𝖢𝖠𝖳𝖨𝖮𝖭𝖲 ❭

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[div class=title]Forest Park Medical Center[/div] [div class=containerone][div class="tab tab1"]story.[/div] [div class="tab tab2"]about.[/div] [div class="tab tab3"]guidelines.[/div][div class="tab tab4"]application.[/div] [/div] [div class=containertwo][div class="tabContents tabContents01"][div class=scroll]Four years of medical school and you've finally graduated. Four years of learning a whole new language. No more staying up late, studying and stressing over your exams. Whatever your reason is, you're finally one step closer to becoming a doctor. Your next step... residency! If you thought medical school was hard... then you're in for a whole new level. Welcome to Forest Park Medical Center. As one of the best teaching hospitals in the country, they offer rigorous residency programs in many fields of medicine and have the best in the field to teach you. But what they didn't tell you on the welcome packet is this: much more than medicine happens around here. People have been built and torn apart, families have come together and have separated. Lines are crossed every day in more ways than one. Still wanna play? Good. Welcome to the game.[/div][/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents02" style="display: none;"][div class=scroll]Hey all! Constellation here. This roleplay will follow the lives of a group of surgical interns that face unexpected challenges and surprises within their career, along with their personal lives. They will all be working under the same resident. I still have yet to decide whether I will be accepting six or eight characters - one of them being mine. This will vary depending on how much interest I get, but I am leaning towards six as of right now. I'll be looking for characters that are unique and are overall interesting.

NOTE : Many people graduate medical school around the age of 24/25 and start their internship the year after, however, there are a fair number of people that start older, but please keep your character's age reasonably between 25 - 29.​

Each chapter of the roleplay will be centred around a patient where the characters will have to work around to treat, some of them ending either very positively or very negatively. That being said, it's not required that you yourself need to be educated in the medical field - the majority of the information can be googled and this is just fictional. I will be making up the cases meaning that I will also be able to help when needed. That being said, the beginning of this roleplay will be slightly competitive between the characters as they are trying to settle in and impress the higher ranked staff. I will sometimes use a generator to decide on a few things, such as if a patient dies or not (and many other situations) to keep the roleplay fair and suspenseful.

NOTE : The roleplay will be based in Dallas, Texas!​

[/div][/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents03" style="display: none;"][div class=scroll]01. The most important; please follow all RPNation rules. 02. This is NOT a first-come, first-serve roleplay. I will accept characters who I think will be a great addition to the storyline and are unique. That being said, there are also no specific roles and you may create your character however you wish. The character sheet will be a little different than the usual to spice it up a little. Any major events that you plan on revealing later on in the roleplay must be approved by me beforehand.

NOTE : To my friends, if you do not get accepted - please do not take it to heart! Thank you ​

03. The main setting of this roleplay is based in a hospital, therefore, there will be mentions of basic medical terminology, conditions and injuries. If this is something that isn't your cup of tea, then I would highly advise that you do not apply. 04. This is a literate roleplay. Therefore, I expect to see detail in posts - a word count of approximately 500 words (including dialogue and detail) is required. 05. You must post at least once or twice a week in the in-character thread - this may change depending on the level of activity once the roleplay has begun. 06. You may also control any non-player characters as there will be plenty of those. But please be mature when doing so. Any major events that you want to happen between your character and an NPC must be run by me first. 07. It is required that you have discord in order to participate in the out of character chat and stay up to date with important information. Once the characters have been accepted, I will send out the invitation link by private message. 08. If you have any questions, don't be afraid to ask below![/div][/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents04" style="display: none;"][div class=scroll][ the essentials ]

→ full name → nickname(s) → age [ 25 - 29 ] → date of birth → hometown → current location

→ ethnicity → nationality → gender → sexuality → religious affiliation → languages

[ the appearance ]

→ hair colour & length → eye colour → height → weight → build

→ tattoos → scars → piercings → face claim

NOTE : I will be excluding the use of any faceclaims from hospital-based shows such as — Grey's Anatomy, The Good Doctor, General Hospital, The Resident, Chicago Med, New Amsterdam, Holby City and basically every hospital show ever. Thank you c:​

[ the health ]

→ physical ailments → mental ailments → allergies → sleeping habits → eating habits → exercise habits

→ emotional stability → blood type → addictions → drugs? → drinks alcohol? → smoke?

[ the interview ] → what brings you to forest park medical center? → what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? → what is the most important aspect of patient care? → what is one fear you've overcome in the last year? → what is your biggest regret? → what is your greatest mistake? → tell us about your favourite memory. → where do you see yourself 10 years from now? → describe your ideal partner. → what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? → what inspired you to become a doctor?

[ the backstory ] → where were you born? ❬ in a hospital, a home, elsewhere? who delivered you; a midwife, a doctor, a relative? were there any complications? did your mother survive? who was present to witness the birth? ❭ → how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? ❬ in other words, has your family gained or lost a fortune? has someone close to you died? have you moved house? ❭ → what occupation did your parents have when you were born? ❬ did it ever change as you grew older? has this influenced you in any way? ❭ → how many siblings do you have? ❬ do you get along or fight often? if so, what about? which sibling are you closest to, and why? ❭ → were you a good student in school? ❬ what was your favourite subject? did they face any kind of bullying or abuse? how has this altered you? does this still affect you today, and how? ❭ → what kind of friends did you have? ❬ were they a "good" or "bad" influence? how did they change you? how long did you remain friends? ❭ → what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? ❬ did you break any laws, pull a prank, disappoint a parent? ❭ → if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? ❬ how has that changed you as a person? how has it changed how you see the world, themselves, and others? ❭ → have you ever moved house, city, or country? ❬ what led to this change? which place do you considering your "home"? do you view this move or its cause with bitterness, hope, something else? ❭ → which occupation did you want to be in growing up? ❬ is this the same as what you wish to be, or are in, now? what inspired you to want this career? what led you onto the path to becoming a doctor? ❭ → are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? ❬ why? or are you open about your past? ❭

[ the relationships ] your character's relationships with their family members, friends, or anybody that's close to them! they will be making appearances in the roleplay at some point, eventually. prepare for angst.

feel free to add any extras if you'd like![/div][/div] [/div][/div][/div]

 

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[div class="tab tab1"]who is she?[/div][/div] [div class=polaroid2][div class=polaroid2img][/div][div class="tab tab2"]why medicine?[/div][/div] [div class=polaroid3][div class=polaroid3img][/div][div class="tab tab3"]her story?[/div][/div] [div class=hearts][/div][div class=arrow1][/div][div class=arrow2][/div][div class=crown][/div][div class=stethoscope][/div][div class=sparkles][/div] [div class=textbox]erin

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[/div][/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents01" style="background: url(https://i.imgur.com/fIDs8Rp.png); background-size: cover; background-position: center;"][div class=polaroid4][div class=polaroid4img][/div][/div][div class=basics][div class=text][div class=scroll]• full name. erin haley fields • nickname(s). fields • age. twenty-five • date of birth. the thirty-first of

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• hometown. boston, massachusetts • current location. dallas, texas • nationality. american • gender. female • sexuality. heterosexual • religious affiliation. atheist • languages. english[/div][/div][/div] [div class=polaroid5][div class=polaroid5img][/div][/div][div class=appearance][div class=text][div class=scroll]• hair. dark brown, straight, armpit

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• eyes. light blue-gray • height. 5 feet 6 inches • weight. 123 pounds • build. ectomorph, lean and thin • tattoos. small

flower tattoo

• scars. none • piercings. both ear lobes • face claim. jessica clements[/div][/div][/div] [div class=line][/div][div class=flower][/div][div class=flower1][/div][div class="close close1" style="top: 20px; right: 20px;"]X[/div][/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents02" style="background: url(https://i.imgur.com/fIDs8Rp.png); background-size: cover; background-position: center;"][div class=health][div class=healthtext][div class=scroll2]• physical ailments.

→ at nineteen, erin was diagnosed with a ganglion cyst in her right wrist which is a small sac of fluid that forms over her joint, causing pressure on it. usually, it is very harmless hence why she has never really focused on it, but sometimes it can cause pain, tingling, numbness or muscle weakness. most of the time, she uses ibuprofen gel or a warm compress to relieve her pain. → erin previously had a cataract in her left eye which clouded the lens of her eye and decreased her vision. at twenty-two, she had it surgically removed and was in recovery time for four weeks. she often wears contact lenses most of the time, however, when she's forgetful, she opts to wear her glasses.​

• mental ailments.

none.​

• allergies.

during her cataract surgery, it was discovered that erin is allergic to anaesthetic agents when they instilled a very strong numbing medication in her eye where she began to struggle breathing and her chest tightened three minutes into the surgery. the doctors first assumed it was a panic attack as she had to be awake during the procedure, but they realised she was having an allergic reaction when her face began to swell and they had to provide many sedations to calm her down.​

• sleeping habits.

whenever she can, erin likes to be in bed early so that she can be up early to get things done. she's definitely a morning person, but if necessary, she can also handle being awake at strange times but will eventually end up crashing anywhere at any time.​

• eating habits.

eating isn't something that erin plans throughout her day. if she's hungry at a certain time, then she will eat but if not, then food isn't something that she's thinking about. she's always most likely eating out, trying food from different cultures and countries — food is practically the love of her life always.​

• exercise habits.

in high school, erin always participated in after school sports clubs, however, as she eventually graduated and started college, the only sport she kept up with was tennis. but now that she barely has any time to play because of medical school, she tries her best to do small yoga and meditation sessions at home when she can as it helps relieve stress. she also enjoys going on morning runs when the weather is quite damp and cold.​

• emotional stability.

erin will always say that she's okay, but she just about has her emotions in check. like a lot of people, she often has a few breakdowns due to stress but she is never one to do so in front of others. she likes to show that she has a strong front, but behind the scene is a whole other story. showing that she can be emotionally mature is something that she’s learned very young.​

• blood type.

ab negative.​

• addictions.

being born into a rich family and spoiled with many goods courtesy to her parents, erin has always treated herself with clothing from designer brands when she's feeling a certain type of way and worked hard for it. you will definitely catch her wearing something expensive. she used to do it to prove a point to her parents, but now she enjoys it.​

• drugs?

the closest thing to drugs that erin currently takes is ibuprofen in both gel and tablet form to help relieve the pain in her wrist, though in most cases, it doesn’t usually help. other than that, she’s never really tried any stimulant drugs. the only time she’ll ever take pills is when they’re prescribed to her or to help alleviate pain from injuries or cramps.​

• drinks alcohol?

erin only drinks when she’s out with friends or under a lot of stress. she put off drinking a lot in high school simply because her parents always told her to stay away from it, but she eventually caved in during medical school.​

• smoke?

never, erin has tried smoking once during her teenage years but discovered that she did not enjoy it at all and since then, she hasn't smoked.​

[/div][/div][/div] [div class=interview][div class=interviewtext][div class=scroll3][div class=question]what brings you to forest park medical center?[/div] [div class=answer]i’ve had my eye on forest park medical center for a while now. before i applied for medical school, i knew i wanted to be somewhere that wasn’t boston. boston is my home, but i wanted to be somewhere else where i could thrive and really achieve the best. so, i came to dallas, studied here and now i plan to complete my residency here![/div] [div class=question]what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?[/div] [div class=answer]the simple answer would be to become a licensed doctor, just like everybody else. i hope to learn what field i’d like to specialise in. i’m leaning towards paediatrics or neurosurgery right now, but that’s definitely bound to change when i’m actually put in action, i think. i’m just really excited and looking forward to it.[/div] [div class=question]what is the most important aspect of patient care?[/div] [div class=answer]this is a trick question, isn’t it? i don’t think there’s one right answer for this. it's important to make sure that the patient is also involved in making decisions, that way they're more likely to adhere to the doctor's chosen course of treatment. but, it’s also important to satisfy the emotional needs of the patient by providing emotional support and lastly – making sure that the patient receives the most effective treatment.[/div] [div class=question]what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?[/div] [div class=answer]fear of heights, definitely. i was with a couple of friends and we decided to check out this place called 'virtual hideout' where you can play a bunch of virtual reality games. it was just something that we decided to check out because we'd never done it before. my friends thought it would be funny to make me play this one game where you enter an elevator that travels 200 metres high, and when the doors open, you have to walk a plank. it just felt so real like i was actually up in the sky. my legs were shaking but i managed to do it, and i think now, i'm not so afraid of heights anymore.[/div] [div class=question]what is your biggest regret?[/div] [div class=answer]okay, you’re probably going to laugh, but i genuinely regret doing this with every fibre of my body. i was nine years old and my sister was eleven. we got into a really stupid argument, i can’t even remember what over which is what really upsets me. so, anyway, i ended up throwing a remote at her but i honestly wasn’t aiming for her head and well… we ended up in the emergency room with my mother having to stitch up taylor’s head. she still reminds me of it every now and then, just to guilt trip me, and it works.[/div] [div class=question]what is your greatest mistake?[/div] [div class=answer]ahhh... this is by far the worst mistake i’ve ever done. i was seventeen when i was doing my driving test and i was really excited to finally be getting my license, but i guess my excitement got the best of me. i didn’t mean to, but i ended up running over a little kitten. i didn’t see it come in front of me but i felt the wheel running over it. i got out of the car immediately and sadly, the poor thing didn’t make it. it breaks me heart till today.[/div] [div class=question]tell us about your favourite memory.[/div] [div class=answer]this is going to sound really silly but i think it was the first time i fell in love. i was on a school trip in malaysia and we were on a boat through the waters of malaca. it was dark but we could make out the stars and the boat moved really slowly, the water was really soothing and calm. it was the last day of the trip and we were all laughing together, making thousands of jokes and having fun. there was this one boy... what was his name? ah yes, nathan. we were really good friends and he was actually my first ever crush. he was talking, hands gesturing animatedly and while on the high of joy and nostalgia, i realised i had fallen in love with him. it felt really good... it's the kind of memory that makes you gaze up into the sky, close your eyes and wish you could experience it all over again. nathan was actually diagnosed with cancer that same year and after two years of endless surgeries and treatment, he didn’t make it. i guess what i'm trying to say is that love feels good and i don’t think anybody should ever hold themselves from it no matter how scary it seems.[/div] [div class=question]where do you see yourself 10 years from now?[/div] [div class=answer]honestly, i don’t know. ten years is a lot of time and anything could happen. i’d like to be a doctor, of course, maybe even have completed two hundred surgeries by then. is that too much or too little? i don’t know. i just let things go their way.[/div] [div class=question]describe your ideal partner.[/div] [div class=answer]this is a really simple answer for me. i’ve always wanted somebody that truly loves me and supports me but is also will to be vulnerable with me. that way, we can really connect and be able to talk about how we feel, our thoughts, dreams and desires. i just want somebody to really connect to, and they have to be working the same job. it's just easier that way.[/div] [div class=question]what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?[/div] [div class=answer]one week left to live… that’s really not a lot of time to do much. i think i would write letters to the people that i love and the people that i've had emotional fights or conflicts with throughout my life; i'd like them to remember me in a good way. then, i'd probably go somewhere that i really, really want to go. maybe paris? i’m not sure because that changes all the time. is it selfish that i want to go alone? i mean, i’ve spent a lot of my life with my family and friends… so, what better way than to go out alone?[/div] [div class=question]what inspired you to become a doctor?[/div] [div class=answer style="margin-bottom: -15px;"]truthfully? i never really wanted to become a doctor… but i wanted to prove my father wrong that i could actually make something of myself. when i went to medical school, i slowly began to enjoy what i was learning. so, even though i walked into it with the wrong intentions, i am incredibly motivated to do the best and be the best.[/div] [/div][/div][/div] [div class=circle1][div class=circle1img][/div][/div][div class=circle2][div class=circle2img][/div][/div][div class=circle3][div class=circle3img][/div][/div][div class=plaster][/div][div class=firstaid][/div][div class=syringe][/div][div class=pills][/div] [div class="close close2" style="top: 20px; right: 20px;"]X[/div][/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents03" style="background: url(https://i.imgur.com/fIDs8Rp.png); background-size: cover; background-position: center;"][div class=bio][div class=scroll4][div class=question]where were you born?[/div] [div class=answer]it’s a funny story, actually… i was born in boston, massachusetts but my mother was doing her medical internship when she was pregnant with me and when her water broke, she was observing her first-ever whipple procedure. she was very adamant on staying because you know, whipple procedures are very rare and she didn’t want to miss out on the opportunity and i honestly don’t blame her. luckily, there was only three hours and… twenty-seven minutes left of the procedure – i know, she always used to tell me this story as i child so, the details just kind of stuck with me. so, seven hours and three minutes later, i was born naturally and with no complications. the ob-gyn that delivered me actually stays in touch with my mother every now and then because she no longer works at the hospital that i was born in.[/div] [div class=question]how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?[/div] [div class=answer]my father had just graduated from his masters in architecture when my mother gave birth to me, and as i mentioned before, my mother was doing her medical internship. neither of them were really well off with their student loans building up, but my father’s family were very wealthy and once i came into the world, my father had to reach out to his parents for financial help because well, my parents weren’t living in the best apartment and they wanted the best for my sister and i, even if it meant putting their pride aside. we ended up moving into my grandparent’s house and during that time, my grandfather ended up having a heart attack. luckily, if it hadn’t been for my mother, then he would have never made it, so the doctors said when they took him to the hospital. it was that moment that brought our family back together… i’m not sure what happened before, but i think it had something to do with my father and mother getting married, different social statuses, i guess. but now my grandparents are very appreciative of my mother.[/div] [div class=question]have you ever moved house, city, or country?[/div] [div class=answer]the first time i moved was when i was really young, like a couple of months old, so i can’t really remember the process. i was brought up in my grandparent’s house in boston, until my father eventually bought his own house and that was permanent until i moved to dallas for medical school. i knew that i wanted to study elsewhere than home, to get experience, try living on my own, you know? i had it a little easy because my father did help when i couldn’t pay rent, but i really tried my best. managing part-time jobs and studying was really hard, but i got there in the end. now, i have my own apartment that i share with brooke but we barely ever see each other because we’re both super busy.[/div] [div class=question]what occupation did your parents have when you were born?[/div] [div class=answer]when i was born, my father was working part-time night shifts as a hotel security guard, mainly because our living conditions weren’t the best and he was our main provider until we moved to live with his parents. my mom had just graduated from medical school and had started her internship, eventually becoming a licensed neurosurgeon. my father didn’t really start his career until he joined his father on a project called ‘REBORN’ where they both travelled to countries such as iran, indonesia and turkey to help construct and design buildings that have the necessary infrastructure to minimize damage caused by earthquakes. i was actually really interested in it growing up, especially because he would take me with him sometimes when he travelled. my parents were both busy workers while i was growing up, most of the time my grandparents had to look after me, but i understood why.[/div] [div class=question]how many siblings do you have?[/div] [div class=answer]i have a sister called taylor and she’s older than me by two years. we’re… very different people, i think. she has my father’s genes and i have my mother’s. she enjoys partying and being out late, while i am the complete opposite. i love my sister, even despite how often we’ve argued in the past. we’re all we’ve ever had really, so we appreciate each other a lot. sometimes it feels like i’m older than her and that she’s my little sister, but don’t tell her i said that. the roles switch every now and then, but it’s nice to have her.[/div] [div class=question]were you a good student in school?[/div] [div class=answer]i’d like to believe that i was a good student. i mean, i achieved really excellent grades but that was mainly thanks to my mother for always pushing me to do the best that i could without pressuring me like my father did at times. he would always say ’if you don’t get good grades, then you won’t get a good degree and then you’ll end up living a hard life’. he always assumed that i'd do poorly like my elder sister, in a way it pushed me to work harder so that i could prove him wrong. i’m just grateful for my mother, i slowly began to enjoy learning and studying because of her. my favourite subject was math and biology – i’m really good at solving problems so math was something that just clicked into my head straight away. i always found biology interesting, especially when it came to learning all about the human body and how the brain works. i’m rambling too much now… high school was overall a decent experience. it wasn’t always sunshine and rainbows, i mean, it was high school, of course… the time in your life when you’re discovering who you are and what you want to be. there were a lot of fallouts with friends and endless crushes, but that’s just life, you know? you make a lot of mistakes, but you learn from them and come out wiser.[/div] [div class=question]what kind of friends did you have?[/div] [div class=answer]honestly, i had a lot of friends that would come and go throughout high school. i never really stuck with one group, but i think that’s just because i got along with a lot of people in general. i actually only had one close friend, brooke, and we still keep in touch today, though we’re both very busy with life and we don’t get to see each other often. we actually met during open day and clicked instantly, but i didn’t think we’d see each other again, so when we ended up in the same school, we were both really happy. we were both equally outgoing but motivated to achieve well.[/div] [div class=question]what was the stupidest thing you did growing up?[/div] [div class=answer]i’m almost one hundred per cent positive that i’ve done many stupid things growing up, but the worst one yet was when i was sixteen years old and i broke my ankle just to go on a date with some boy i’d had a crush on. i remember trying to tell my parents that i wanted to go out to meet said boy because i didn’t want to lie to them about it, but my father instantly got protective and was against the idea because i was ’too young’. at sixteen, i couldn’t help but talk back and well, he ended up grounding me and in retaliation, i tried to sneak out. my bedroom window had a rooftop and it was the first time i’d ever tried sneaking out, so when i did, i ended up slipping and i landed awkwardly on my ankle, breaking it. let’s just say that my parents weren’t very happy when they were called into the hospital nor was the boy when i stood him up.[/div] [div class=question]if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be?[/div] [div class=answer]ahh… the worst moment of my life was when i had to have eye surgery to get rid of the cataract in my left eye. the doctors and nurses had reassured me plenty of times that i’d be okay and i believed them. i was in the chair, sedated and relaxed, when the doctor first placed eyedrops into my eye to numb it and then injected the anaesthesia near my eye. even though i could barely feel when he began to make a tiny cut with the laser, i suddenly started to struggle to breathe and they had to stop the procedure. they thought i was having a panic attack at first, but my eye began to swell where he injected and that’s when they knew that i was having an allergic reaction. so, i was heavily sedated and put to sleep. it was pretty wild, to be honest. i’d never thought i’d be allergic to anaesthesia of all things… i wish it could have been anything else, but that really. i’m just happy that i got the cataract out of my eye though before my vision worsened.[/div] [div class=question]which occupation did you want to be in growing up?[/div] [div class=answer]i wanted to be a lot growing up. first, it was an actress. my sister and i would always take turns filming each other on our mother’s phone, just random scenes from movies that we’d watched, like cinderella. it was funny, honestly. we sometimes look back at those videos – yes, my mom still keeps them. but then we grew up, and you know, things change. my dad used to always take us travelling with him and he’d show us his artwork when he was designing buildings, so for a split moment, i wanted go into architecture. sadly, i’m not artistically talented like my father and that led me to here, i guess. my father really doubted my sister and i growing up but i think that’s because taylor worries less about this stuff and so he automatically assumed that i wouldn’t care either. i wanted to prove him wrong, so i chose medicine because my mother really helped me study but i slowly learned to enjoy it and now i’m on my way to becoming a doctor![/div] [div class=question]are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret?[/div] [div class=answer]hmm… now that i think about it, i don’t think i have any huge secrets. anything that happened in my past are just funny stories that i’d tell over alcohol to have a laugh, probably. but then again, i don’t really tell anybody my past, you know? just people that are close to me.[/div][/div][/div] [div class=ships][div class=scroll5]

• paul wilson fields.
erin and her father have quite the on/off relationship. while she has always been his favourite, he often doubts her a lot which is what sparks her fire to achieve the best.

• sandra kath hicks.
erin adores her mother. despite how busy she was during her childhood, she's always been there during erin's time of needs. she was recently diagnosed with parkinson's disease.

• taylor vicky fields.
the more carefree out of the two, taylor is erin’s elder sister by two years. they keep in touch over the phone but rarely see each other in real life due to erin's busy schedule.

• brooke faye lawson.
brooke is a year older than erin, and they went to medical school together, but brooke eventually dropped out in third year when she discovered it wasn't her thing. they share an apartment.

• gerard ramon fowler.
a suitor introduced by her father, gerard and erin dated for a year and a half before she called it quits. the man had too many self-esteem issues and was incredibly possesive.

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→ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? "i grew up in a trailer park, we had a corner lot which was what we called a "luxury" in the park. my parents didn't come from much and that's how we lived. we ended up moving out to texas because of this interview."
→ what occupation did your parents have when you were born? "my mother, anne, was a bus driver for the local schools. everyone knew her by the "crazy driver" due to the fact that she wasn't exactly a great driver but she made the ride fun. my father, james, worked odd end jobs but he never really held any of them."
→ how many siblings do you have? "i have a younger sister named katie. she's the best part about my life honestly. she's ten years younger than i am, she actually just turned eighteen this past month. katie is one of the strongest people i know, i mean she did beat brain cancer."
→ were you a good student in school? " i was not the greatest student. i was an ass to be completely honest. my favorite subject was gym, which really isn't even a subject but that was the only class that i actually enjoyed. i hate to say that i was the bully in school, but that is in my past--kind of. "
→ what kind of friends did you have? "my friends were the typical 'popular-cool-kid' type of friends. we did a lot of dumb shit, but again we were kids at the time. i spent more time in the principles office than in any of my classes. you could say that my friends were bad influences."
→ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? "when i was fifteen, my sister was diagnosed with stage 2 brain cancer. she was only five years old at the time. we didn't think she was going to make it and the doctors had little hope as well. my parents had come home earlier than i had expected them to from the hospital and i tossed a cigarette out the window in my room, or so i thought. anyway, i ended up burning down our trailer and we had to live in the hospital room for a few days."
→ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? "katie had just gone through a fourteen hour procedure. she was transferred to the ICU and ended up in a coma for seven months. at the time she was seven years old and before she had gone into surgery she looked at me and said, "i think this is it doofus." i couldn't even respond to her, to tell her she was being stupid because i had been so shocked she said that. so when she didn't wake up for seven months, well that changes a person."
→ have you ever moved house, city, or country? "after the trailer burnt down, we were kicked from the trailer park altogether. we stayed in my dad's truck for awhile when katie was still in the hospital. it was a good few years of bouncing back and forth from shelters to trucks to friend's couches. this move to texas was a big move for me and my family. they came because my dad had gotten a steady job out here and my sister wanted to be close to where i was going to be living. this is our fresh start in life."
→ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? "i didn't know what i wanted to be when i was growing up, what i did know is that i did not want to live in a trailer park for the rest of my life. that was the biggest thing that pushed me to do something 'more', if you will. i never thought i would pass med school, so this was not a career path that i had ever considered being in but after seeing what the doctors had done for my sister...well i want to do that for someone else."
→ are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? "next question, please."

[/div][/div] [div class=interviewcontainer][div class=interview] → what brings you to forest park medical center? "this was by far the most competitive residency program that i had come by. even getting this opportunity to speak with you is an honor. i feel as if i could really bring a lot to the table here."
→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? "i plan on completing my board exams and hope to specialize in plastic surgery."
→ what is the most important aspect of patient care? "the patient, no questions asked."
→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year? "i have recently gotten over my fear of drowning by almost drowning in an ocean on a family vacation. riptides are seriously no joke."
→ what is your biggest regret? "not taking school seriously when i had first gotten out of high school. if i had taken it seriously i would have already started my residency two years ago. but hey, we live and learn!"
→ what is your greatest mistake? "hmm, i would have to say that when i was younger i told little lies to get me out of things. they caught up to me in high school and really put a halt on my life. thankfully, it was a trait that i had squashed years ago."
→ tell us about your favorite memory. "the day that we found out my younger sister, katie, had just won the battle against brain cancer."
→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now? "hopefully on a beach somewhere, but if not i see myself scrubbing into surgery at forest park medical center."
→ describe your ideal partner. "i feel as if this is a trick question...so i am going the safe route by saying that my ideal partner is someone who is kind, thoughtful, and loyal."
→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? "i'd try my chances in one of the killer whale enclosures at seaworld. everyone blames the poor guys but i know that they aren't mean creatures."
→ what inspired you to become a doctor? "the large amount of cash you bring home at the end of the week. that and i want to be one of those hot doctors that has their own tv show. you should see your face right now, i am completely kidding! my sister inspired me to become a doctor!"

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[div class=h1]languages[/div] english, korean + japanese [/div][/div]

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dark brown + medium cut - long enough for his parents to complain
[div class=h1]eye colour[/div] dark brown
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[div class=text][div class=h1]height

179 cms
[div class=h1]weight[/div] 66 kgs
[div class=h1]build[/div] Ectomorph
[div class=h1]face claim[/div] Im Jaebum[/div][/div]

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A nose piercing, four in his right ear and three on his left. He tends to wear black piercings or studs.
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[div class=text] [div class=h1]tattoos

He doesn't have any but would like to one day. Just don't tell his parents - they would have a field day!
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[div class=a1]From what I can think of, I don’t have any physical ailments. I do, however, may sort of… suffer sometimes… of… uh… erectile dysfunction. It’s a bit embarrassing, to be honest. But it’s not all the time though! I mean, I’m probably just really stressed out or something. But sometimes, when I’m… you know… having some ‘me time’ in the shower… it takes a while to finish. In fact… sometimes I don’t even get to finish. It can be super frustrating because you just want to… finish… and you can’t.

[div class=q1]Do you have any mental ailments which could interfere with your studies?[/div] [div class=a1]I’ve self-diagnosed myself with Rapid Automatized Naming Dyslexia. Basically, I struggle to retrieve information and have a slow processing speed compared to others. It’s improved over the years with a lot of self-help therapy. Not to mention… I do tend to get sad from time to time. I mean, if I get overwhelmed, I tend to cry. There’s nothing better than coming home from a long and stressful day, and having a good cry as you fall asleep. Am I right? I'm not depressed or anything. Just... sad. And exhausted... all the time... [/div] [div class=q1]Do you have any allergies we should be aware of?[/div] [div class=a1]I was never one of those ‘cool kids’ with an allergy. Seriously. You go on school excursions and there’d be a teacher who had a massive bag of just all these EpiPens and first aid kits because every child was allergic to something. I mean… eggs make my fart smell really bad? But the only thing I can think of that gives me any sort of reaction [/div] [div class=q1]What are your sleeping habits? On a scale of one to ten, how well rested do you feel in the morning?[/div] [div class=a1]I don’t sleep really well. I tend to wake up in the middle of the night for an hour or two. In total, I probably get six hours of sleep. But, when I wake up in the morning, I feel exhausted still – so, I’m about a three out of ten? I’m throwing it up to stress. I really should try and get a better sleep pattern going. But with working at the hospital about to start, I don’t think it’s going to work out. I really do hope that I get late shifts, though; I’m a moon child. I excel in between the hours of 1am and 4am. My brain is just pure gold and magic, and I get so motivated during that time of day. [/div] [div class=q1]What are your eating habits?[/div] [div class=a1]I like to think that I eat fairly well. I'm not a picky eater and will eat just about anything you put down in front of me. My Umma makes breakfast and dinner every day for us all, and it’s always a Korean dish. The only time I’ll eat something that isn’t Korean is when I’m out and about by myself, and I have to buy my own lunch or something. I think I’ll have fast food maybe… once a month or every two months? I don’t particularly miss it. Oh, and I love spicy food. Give me a ghost pepper and I’ll gladly chew on that bad boy. [/div] [div class=q1]What are your exercise habits?[/div] [div class=a1]I make sure to try and get at least thirty minutes of exercise every day. I primarily try to do it when I wake up. Just some stretches or if I have time, go for a quick jog around the block. On my days off, I like to go for hikes (my Umma is a hiking fanatic and so we used to go hiking all the time when I was a child). I’m able to perform the beep test with flying colours. So, I suppose I’m good?[/div] [div class=q1]How is your emotional stability?[/div] [div class=a1]I took the Emotional Stability Test one day because… well, I was bored and had nothing better to do apparently. Anyways, I scored a 38 out of 100. Apparently, that’s bad. They say the neutral score is 60 and that indicates a tendency towards emotional stability. However, below 60 indicates a tendency away from emotional stability. But the test has got to be wrong, right? I mean, the website had Google Ads on it and a thousand pop-ups. [/div] [div class=q1]What is your blood type?[/div] [div class=a1]I have an AB+ blood type, which is apparently very good because it’s universal. If you’re bleeding out, I’m the man to save you. In Korea, people are super big on blood type personalities. So, for me, my blood type says I’m either a genius of a psycho. Basically, it says I’m unpredictable (often jumping around from one activity to the next) and my personality changes depending on my mood and situation. I’m rational thinking and cannot stand it when the situation is irrational. Therefore, it can be difficult to interact with people as others think I'm moody or two-faced. And you know what – that’s so me.[/div] [div class=q1]Do you have any addictions?[/div] [div class=a1]I’m wouldn’t call it an addiction, but I love Tik Tok. I’m on it every day and post new content every day too. After all, I have over eight hundred thousand followers and I get heaps of views and likes on it too. Because of all my followers, views and other stats, Tik Tok has verified me which has opened to sponsorships (which I’m not gonna say no to – ya boy has gotta eat). My favourite content to make is generally doctor or med-school related, or just relatable comedy skits. [/div] [div class=q1]Do you use recreational and/or long-term medicinal drugs? If yes, how often?[/div] [div class=a1]Suprisingly, no. I haven't tried any recreational drugs nor have had to go on any long-term medication. Lucky me, I suppose?[/div] [div class=q1]Do you drink alcohol? If yes, how often?[/div] [div class=a1]I like to socially drink. If I'm with friends, I'll have a glass or two. Apart from rice wine and Soju, I also really enjoy cider beer. I don't drink often as I never drink around my parents, and I don't get invited out to parties or meetups as much as I'd like to.[/div] [div class=q1]Do you smoke? If yes, how often?[/div] [div class=a1]No. Never once. I have never touched a cigarette and I don't think anyone should. My grandfather died of lung cancer caused by smoking. Because of his smoking habits, I never had the opportunity to know him properly. The only pictures I have with him are ones where he's on his death bed; It would've been nicer to remember him in a different light.[/div] [/div][/div]

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My Umma (mother), Sa-Rang, and my Appa (father), Sung-Jin. Sa-Rang just turned sixty-five and Sung-Jin is turning sixty-four in a couple of weeks. Both of them are doctors with Umma working in a local GP while Appa works as a Neurosurgeon. Both of them met in America an odd thirty-five years ago while they were studying, and have been together ever since. [/div][/div][/div]

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Eve was my first and only girlfriend. I lost my virginity to Eve when we celebrated our tenth month together. [/div][/div][/div] [/div]

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[div class=scroll] Where were you born?
I was born at Dallas County Hospital District at around four in the morning after six hours of labour (my Umma loves to remind me this when she used to wake me up at six in the morning on the weekends for tutoring). My Appa was there by my Umma’s side and from what I’ve heard, the delivery went well. She did it all naturally and vaginally (don’t ask me if she had any tears because I haven’t asked her and I don’t really want to ask her). She had a midwife but did call in another doctor because apparently my umbilical cord was wrapped around my neck? Apart from that, I was a healthy newborn size. I was five pounds and seven ounces, and nineteen centimetres (7.5 inches). Nothing out of the ordinary.

How has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?
My living arrangements have been the same for a large majority of my life. We lived in Dallas for the first two years of my life before moving back to South Korea to spend time with my grandfather who was very sick. We ended up living with my grandfather in Ulsan for two and a half years, with my parents helping him in his final days. Once he passed away, we ended up moving back to Dallas. Economically, we’ve always had a very stable income coming into the house. Both my parents were mature when I was brought into the world (my Umma had just celebrated her 40th birthday three days before giving birth), so they had an established career and savings placed aside. Also, when my grandfather died, he left inheritance in his will to my Umma. Looking at our social circles, my parents are devoted Catholics, so when we spent time with other families, it was either with family from church, or we were at church.

What occupation did your parents have when you were born?
Both of my parents are doctors. My Appa is a neuro-surgeon and my Umma is a local GP doctor. Not only that, by my grandfather on my Umma's side and my grandmother on my Appa's side were very respected doctors in small towns they grew up in. Growing up, I was practically raised to become a doctor. I had no choice. My parents had huge expectations for me being a doctor, and if I didn’t meet those standards, I was often disciplined.

How many siblings do you have?
I don’t have any siblings. I’m an only child and from the sounds of it, I wasn’t a planned child either. Both of my parents are very work-orientated. My Umma was forty when she gave birth to me and my Appa was thirty-nine. They were both very mature, and so I suppose my arrival into the world wasn’t something they had planned for their future. My Appa also had a vasectomy when he was thirty; which, you know, it’s questionable. Like, is he my real father? According to my parents, he is. And after some research, I did find out that there is a 2-10/1,000 chance of getting pregnant even if your partner has a vasectomy – that’s less than 1% chance. I suppose my Appa had some strong swimmers.

Were you a good student in school?
I tried to be. School was hard. My parents had such a great expectation for my grades, that if I came home with a lower grade than their expectations, I would often be disciplined for it. I would have my laptop, phone or PlayStation taken away until I came back with a better grade. If my grades didn’t get better, it would often lead to a good old smackdown with any item that was closeby (like a broom or a wooden spoon) or a traditional Korean punishment of having to hold my arms up in the air as high as a could until my parents said I could put them down again.

My biggest issue with school was I was finding it hard to name letters, symbols, words, or any objects with a quick manner like the other children in the class could. I felt like I was so much slower than everyone and would often feel inadequate. It wasn’t until I started studying medicine that I self-diagnosed myself with Rapid Automatized Naming Dyslexia, which causes you to struggle to retrieve information and causes a slow processing speed. My parents would often say that I was just lazy; mainly because I was too afraid to tell them that I was struggling. To keep on top of my grades, I would often study twice or three times the amount the other children in class would. I had tutors help me on the weekends and some weeknights also. This didn’t leave much time for friends outside of school, so I mainly kept to myself apart from a handful of people that I would see both at school and at church.

What kind of friends did you have?
I wasn’t extremely close with anyone apart from my girlfriend, Eve. I met Eve at church with my parents, before I discovered that she actually attended my school too. The next school year, she was in a couple of my classes and eventually, we began to date. But in secret, because both our parents were very anti-dating while at school. But being with Eve allowed both of our friendship circles to open up. I don’t talk to any of them anymore, but I do have them on Facebook and Instagram, so I know what they’re up to these days

What was the stupidest thing you did growing up?
I’ve done a lot of dumb stuff at school with my friends, like making small balls our of wet toilet paper and then throwing it up to hit the ceiling. It would stick and eventually, after a year, we managed to cover half the boy’s bathrooms with basically paper mache from the toilet paper and water. You know, dumb teenage stuff you’d do when you’re bored or looking for something to do.

I do remember, though, when I was little (probably around six or seven), I thought ants came from sugar. My reason behind that hypothesis was because every time I spilled something sugary, ants would just show up. My little mind was amazed by it and curious. So, to test things out, I poured some sugar on my Appa’s head while he was napping on the couch. There were no ants and no ants came. Not only was I confused (because I was so sure that the ants would come), my Appa woke up just as confused to why there was sugar in his hair and all over his face.

If you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be?
The worst moment I think would have the time my parents found out about Eve and I. I was sixteen at the time and had been stupid enough to leave the wrapper of the condom we used in my jeans pocket (here’s the real kicker; I had placed it in my pocket because we were in a hurry and we didn’t want to throw the wrapper out in her rubbish bin, so I had been planning on throwing it out at the shops but obviously forgot about it). My Umma was washing my clothes and found the wrapper. She went through my phone and found that I had been texting Eve and forgot to delete a text here I told her I loved her.

Umma then called up Eve’s family and told them everything that happened. They all came over and proceeded to spend the next two hours, yelling and screaming at Eve and me. Saying how we were no longer pure in the eyes of God and how they’ve broken their trust. And, as old fashion Korean parents do, they physically disciplined us. Eve and her family moved churches and school after that night and I haven’t spoken to Eve since. She was the love of my life, and I just couldn't understand how my parents were so against us being together. I mean, we were happy together. Was that so wrong? Apparently, it was.

Which occupation did you want to be in growing up?
When I was younger, I was really interested in cameras and filming. My parents wouldn’t let me have my own camera, saying it was too expensive. The only reason I had a PlayStation was because I won it in a school fair raffle. I suppose it would explain my love and a slight addiction to Tik Tok. I really enjoy making videos and doing gameplay videos. But the only reason I became a doctor was because it’s what my parents wanted. After the Eve incident, they told me that if I didn’t start behaving and follow their expectations, they would send me to live on my Aunty’s farm in Korea.

I wish I could say I fell in love with the idea of becoming a doctor. But then I’d be lying. Many people ask me ‘why don’t you just leave your parents? You’re old enough to not take orders from them’. But the fact is, they’re my parents. They just want what’s good for me. All the screaming and hitting, it was a lead up to a future that they had planned for me. And it’s a future where I’ll be well off and able to care for my wife, children and the generations afterwards.

Are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret?
I don’t like to talk much about my parents, or their approach to my life. Some people in the past have told me to leave or to tell the police because it’s ‘abuse’. What people fail to see is that my parents just want what’s best for me. I might not want to be a doctor now, but in the future, it’ll do me good. It’ll give me a stable income and opens doors to incredible career opportunities. I really do hope that one day I end up loving being a doctor as much as my parents do. The other thing people don’t realise is how Korean families discipline. If we lived in Korea, this would be absolutely normal. My parents would tell me of the things that they used to get in trouble for and how they were disciplined. This is nothing compared to how they discipline me.

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[div class=q]What brings you to Forest Park Medical Center?

[div class=a]To start my residency. And… to be completely honest? It’s the closest hospital to my house and my Dad has an office here. I mean, I’m sure there’s a lot of amazing doctors here that I can work with and learn from and stuff. But, like – carpooling. Hello! Not only that but only a ten-minute drive home after a long day. A fifteen-minute bus ride. Hellllo. I’d be stupid to not apply here.

[div class=q]What do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? [/div] [div class=a]By the end of my residency, I’d like to feel the way that every other doctor feels at the end of the day. My Umma and Appa would tell me what it’s like to be a doctor at the end of a long day. They go home, tired and exhausted. But they also have an overwhelming sense of accomplishment and pride in their work. I hope that one day I’m as passionate to be a doctor like they are.[/div] [div class=q]What is the most important aspect of patient care? [/div] [div class=a]Listening to the patients. Just… listening in general. What’s the point of treating someone if you’re not really listening to their symptoms? People are our there, pleading to be heard. But it falls on deaf ears. I want to be someone that people can talk to and not feel ashamed for who they are and what they stand for. [/div] [div class=q]What is one fear you've overcome in the last year? [/div] [div class=a]Spiders? I’m not too sure if you want me to be completely honest? There’s a lot of things that I still fear that I really shouldn’t. But I do know that the big ass spider that was hanging in my closest is more scared of me than I was of him as he’s sitting up there in spider heaven. Or hell. Who knows. He could’ve been apart of illegal trades on the web. That’s a joke. You need to laugh now. [/div] [div class=q]What is your biggest regret? [/div] [div class=a]Not having full control of life and my destiny. So many times I wanted to stand up against my parents. But, like I remind everyone else, they’re just looking out for me. They want the best for me and my future. [/div] [div class=q]What is your greatest mistake? [/div] [div class=a]Leaving that damn condom wrapper in my jeans pocket. Who knows how much longer Eve and I could’ve spent together before one of our parents actually realised what was going on. [/div] [div class=q]Tell us about your favourite memory. [/div] [div class=a]I won a PlayStation during a raffle at a school fair. My parents gave me five bucks and I decided to spend it on the raffle. They were so mad at me for ‘gambling’ and began to tell me that I wouldn’t get it because ‘naughty boys don’t get blessed by God’. Well, I must’ve been good because I won first prize. That PlayStation is my pride and joy. [/div] [div class=q]Where do you see yourself 10 years from now? [/div] [div class=a]Happy, hopefully. That's all I want and need to be in ten years from now. [/div] [div class=q]Describe your ideal partner. [/div] [div class=a]An ideal partner? Someone kind and loving. Who will just lay down with me, stroke my hair and say nice, encouraging things to me. Honestly… I don’t care what they look like, who they were (I mean, please be of legal age and not like, a massive age gap)… But if they love me for who I am – all my broken parts and messed up thoughts – then that’s my ideal type. [/div] [div class=q]What would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? [/div] [div class=a]Have sex again. Oh my god. It’s been like… six or seven years? The day Eve took my virginity was the first and only time I’ve ever had sex. I mean, I’d love for it to happen again. However, I do live at home with my parents (It’s just cheaper that way and I’m able to save money – plus, they’re getting kinda old now too.). So bringing a girl back home probably wouldn’t be the smartest thing in the world. But if I was dying, heck… let the ladies line out the front of my door. I’m either gonna die from this pre-planned death or my Umma throwing her shoe at my head.[/div] [div class=q]What inspired you to become a doctor? [/div] [div class=a]Nothing really ‘inspired’ me. It wasn’t an option in my household. It was either you’re a doctor or you’re going to live on a farm with your Aunty in Korea. But I’d love to have one of those moments where it’s like a crystalising moment and you just know that you’re meant to be a doctor. [/div] [/div][/div][/div]

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the essentials

birth name
lydia mclellan

nickname
lyds, lyddie

age
twenty seven years

date of birth
april 15th

hometown
fort lauderdale, florida, usa

current location
dallas, texas, usa

ethnicity
french

nationality
american

gender
female

sexuality
bisexual

religious affiliation
her family is christian, but she's more of an atheist

languages
english, french

the appearance

hair colour and length
chestnut brown, long (down to her ribcage)

eye colour
green x hazel

height
5' 5" / 165cm

weight
123lbs / 55.8kg

build
ectomorph (tall x lean)

tattoos
only one

piercings
she just has her lobes pierced

scars
one under her chin from when she accidentally sliced it open as a child

face claim
grace elizabeth

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the health

[div class=scroll]→ physical ailments: she wears glasses/contacts because her vision sucks.
→ mental ailments: nothing clinically diagnosed, but she is a perfectionist to a tee.
→ allergies: penicillin, pollins + grasses.
→ sleeping habits: pft, her schedule doesn't leave room to develop any kind of habits. she could go from sleeping at 6pm one night to getting no sleep for 48 hours straight. isn't shift work fantastic?
→ eating habits: she has a sweet tooth like no other and it usually makes its appearance in the early morning hours. other than that, though, she does try her best to eat regularly and choose healthier options, though she could say never no to macca's or some other kind of fast food.
→ exercise habits: work has become her exercise, but she does attempt to hit the gym on her days off. weight lifting and hiit are her favourite.
→ emotional stability: surprisingly, she's fairly emotionally stable. of course, she can get hangry and irritable, especially when she's on her period (YAY MOOD SWINGS!), but overall, she's easygoing and consistent in her emotions.
→ blood type: a-
→ addictions? does coffee count? because she really, really, really likes coffee.
→ drugs? nope, never. unless you count her using nyquil to help her sleep? ha.
→ drinks alcohol? every now and then she'll enjoy a nice glass of white wine with dinner, but she rarely goes out to drink recreationally.
→ smoke? nope nope nope. she's seen enough patients with lung cancer from a lifetime of smoking.

likes

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adrenaline rushes
coffee
hot weather
hedgehogs
independence
being busy
sweet food

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boredom
seafood
the cold
cats
feeling trapped
disrespect

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the interview

[div class=scroll]→ what brings you to forest park medical center? "well, its positive reviews for one. i've only heard amazing things about this hospital and its success in setting up young doctors with a fulfilling, lifelong career. it seemed like the perfect fit for someone like me, who's aspiring to grow into an accomplished physician."
→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? "independence, confidence, and experience. i feel as though those three things are the most important to me, especially because i plan to specialize in er medicine in the future."
→ what is the most important aspect of patient care? "definitely preserving dignity. so much of that is lost when you're a patient in the hospital and i think giving people the chance to help control their own healthcare is so important."
→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year? "going after what i want. i was really intimated by the idea of applying for residency in a hospital program that is so competitive, but i'm glad i did it after all."
→ what is your biggest regret? "always procrastinating. i know i'm young still, but i feel as though all the times i procrastinated in the past really slowed things down for me in terms of accomplishing my goals in life."
→ what is your greatest mistake? "talking about people behind their backs. it always catches up with you, one way or another. i learned the best approach is to just be honest, even if the truth is hard to swallow."
→ tell us about your favourite memory. "getting ice cream from this delicious ice cream parlour on the beach. my baby brother was just about to take a bite of his when a seagull pooped on him."
→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now? "man, i'll be old in 10 years! i don't know... i really hope that i'll be an up and coming physician in the er. i love that atmosphere so much and it would ideally be where i'd work for a lot of my career."
→ describe your ideal partner. "work partner? at work, i get along best with people who can laugh and share my sense of dark humour while also taking their jobs seriously. people who treat each patient like their mum or dad and put their all into each case are amazing. i love working with them. as for a romantic partner, someone who is adventurous and willing to put up with my grumpy butt all the time. you know? you're tired when you come home from work, so it'd be nice to have someone who understood that."
→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? "a week left, huh? um, i'd probably eat all the junk food in the world and spend the rest of my money on travelling with my family. i think i'd go to australia or south africa and swim with sharks. i've always wanted to do that."
→ what inspired you to become a doctor? "the age old question, right? well, i really enjoy just how much medicine is like a puzzle. you need all the little pieces to get the big picture and it's really satisfying. er medicine is especially enticing to me because of the adrenaline rush. there's nothing like it. i've always been interested in that kind of thing, ever since i was a little girl watching 'er'. you know, the one with young george clooney in it. god, i love that show!"

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[div class=scroll]→ where were you born? "i was born in a hospital in fort lauderdale, with the help of a whole labour and delivery team. the only complication was the tear my mum experienced (sorry mum), so we were lucky! everything went smoothly and my dad was there to witness it, along with my mum's parents."
→ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? "i was really lucky to be born into a well off family. we've moved around a bit because of my parents' professions, but mostly when my brother and i were young. we lived in california for a few years at one point, but then moved back to fort lauderdale, where i was born. we've lived there ever since."
→ what occupation did your parents have when you were born? my mum is a lawyer and my dad's a physiotherapist, so i guess you could say i was kind of influenced to join the medical profession thanks to my father."
→ how many siblings do you have? "i have a younger brother, who's 23 now. we get along really well surprisingly, but it's the kind of sibling relationship where you can talk shit about each other and still laugh about it. i love him."
→ were you a good student in school? "oh yeah, i was that stereotypical nerd girl. my favourite subject was biology (still is, obviously). i was bullied a bit, here and there, but it was never anything bad. i think, if anything, it just taught me not to be anything like those people."
→ what kind of friends did you have? "back home in florida, i only had one close friend. we did everything together. i still talk to her now, but we're not as close. i made other friends in med school, too, but because i transferred out to texas for my residency, i'm going to have to make new friends altogether, which kind of terrifies me."
→ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? "honestly? i don't know. i didn't really do a lot of stupid stuff growing up, mostly because my parents were pretty strict. i swore in front of them once, when i was fourteen, and they threatened to take away all of my books for a month. so... yeah."
→ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? "the worst moment of my life was when hurricane irma hit a couple of years ago. we lost our house and cars and wound up living with family in new york for a few months while we recovered our lives in florida. it was a scary time."
→ have you ever moved house, city, or country? we moved to california when i was fifteen and my brother was eleven, thanks to mum getting a job out there. we lived there for two years before moving back to florida. it was fun while it lasted, but i think we missed home. it was good to get back to the city i grew up in."
→ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? "i originally wanted to be a marine biologist, but somewhere along the lines that shifted into wanting to pursue medicine instead. maybe it was thanks to the 'er' show i watched all the time, who knows. but i'm glad i chose med school after all. i love it."
→ are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? "sure. everyone has their secrets. mine would probably get me disowned from my family, but... no one needs to know that."

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Her younger brother, Jake. He's 23 and in school at the University of Fort Lauderdale to become a biomedical engineer. He's charming, flirty, humorous, and overall a fun, positive person to be around. He and Lydia get on like two peas in a pod despite the occasional sibling bickering.

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[div class=tag]name[/div] marlène paulette paquet

[div class=tag]nickname[/div] none

[div class=tag]age[/div] 26

[div class=tag]d.o.b.[/div] august 4th

[div class=tag]hometown[/div] aix-en-provence, france

[div class=tag]current location[/div] dallas, tx

[div class=tag]ethnicity[/div] french, irish, and german

[div class=tag]nationality[/div] french & american

[div class=tag]gender[/div] female

[div class=tag]sexuality[/div] heterosexual

[div class=tag]religion[/div] athiest

[div class=tag]languages[/div] french, english, basic spanish


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[div class=tag]hair color[/div] blonde

[div class=tag]hair length[/div] medium-long

[div class=tag]eye color[/div] bluish-green

[div class=tag]height[/div] 5'7

[div class=tag]weight[/div] 128

[div class=tag]build[/div] slim

[div class=tag]tattoos[/div] 1. 2. 3.

[div class=tag]scars[/div] surgical scar on left wrist

[div class=tag]piercings[/div] standard ear piercings

[div class=tag]faceclaim[/div] camille rowe

[div class=tag]physical ailments[/div] asthma

[div class=tag]mental ailments[/div] none

[div class=tag]allergies[/div] seasonal allergies and she will have and anaphylactic reaction to tree nuts

[div class=tag]sleeping habits[/div] sleep? ha! she doesn't remember what a regular sleep schedule is like. in medical school it was a struggle, but it has gotten better (but it is by no means good). she naps when possible because the only nights she gets a full 8 hours are her days off

[div class=tag]eating habits[/div] generally pretty healthy, lots of fruits and veggies. she has a weakness for sweets and chocolate. she hates mayonnaise, raw tomatoes, oysters, and pickles

[div class=tag]exercise habits[/div] she really doesn't like to exercise, but she will walk over driving any time possible and she does swim quite a bit, weather permitting. she does go to the gym maybe once a week, though she forces herself to go

[div class=tag]emotional stability[/div] she is quite stable. it takes a lot of stress and pressure to cause her to break down. though it takes a lot to get there, between going through medical school and moving countries, she is no stranger to having a breakdown

[div class=tag]blood type[/div] o+

[div class=tag]addictions[/div] caffeine, working on quitting smoking

[div class=tag]drugs?[/div] never

[div class=tag]alcohol?[/div] in moderation, generally has a glass or two of wine with dinner plus an occasional night out

[div class=tag]smokes?[/div] occasionally, mostly socially (she realizes how unhealthy it is and is trying to cut back and eventually stop)
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→ what brings you to forest park medical center?

↳aside from the fact that it is such a high quality institution, both medically and for learning, i came here for new experiences, independence, and broadening my horizons.

→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?

↳i intend to continue on with my training and further specialize in cardiothoracic surgery, which is another 2-3 years after i finish with general surgery. of course i also hope to pass all my certifications in the mean time.

→ what is the most important aspect of patient care?

↳health and safety is absolutely first. a very close second is respect. patients should always be treated with respect and empathy, but you can't be friendly to a patient who is dead.

→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?

↳moving here. i knew i had to do this for myself, but it was hard leaving my family. i was jumping head first into the unknown and that is terrifying. i have no safety net to return to; it's sink or swim. i almost changed my mind 100 times, but i knew that i needed this experience and i would spend the rest of my life regretting not even trying if i didn't come here.

→ what is your biggest regret?

↳oh, i am not proud of this one. but, when i was maybe 16 or 17, i was dating this boy and my aunt and uncle were not happy with him. in retrospect he didn't treat me the best and was overall condescending and selfish towards everyone. my aunt was trying to explain that to me, but i was not having it. i was blinded by my feelings and he was one of the "cool" kids. she and i ended up having this huge argument. the worst we've ever had. it got very ugly very fast and i told her that i didn't care what she thought, she was not my mother and she shouldn't act like she was. it was horrible what i said. she immediately broke down crying and it hit me how awful i was being. i had always called her "maman", so that was a personal blow. i still feel horribly guilty over it even though i have been long since forgiven.

→ what is your greatest mistake?

↳running into the street without looking. i was hit by a car. i thankfully recovered completely, but it could have been much worse. i could have been killed and that not only would have ruined my family's lives, but the driver's life as well.

→ tell us about your favourite memory.

↳every summer my family and i would go to corse, a beautiful island in the mediterranean. my uncle is from there and he moved to the mainland for university and ended up staying when he met my aunt. we'd spend about two and a half weeks there in the summer with his family. one year, when i was 8, we had this huge picnic on the beach and it was so peaceful and i ended up falling asleep before we left because i had spent the day running around and swimming. there wasn't anything specifically amazing about the day, but it's definitely my happiest and most favorite memory.

→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now?

↳i see myself as a cardiothoracic surgeon. that's my ultimate goal. but aside from that, i just want to be happy, healthy, and stable in my life. i don't like planning too concretely for the future because things can change so quickly, but i am certain of my career track. the rest will fall into place.

→ describe your ideal partner.

↳hmmm. most importantly he would be kind. i like when my partner can make me laugh. traveling is important to me. i love going to new places and would want to share that with my partner. though i would love to spend time at home together, i'd like a healthy balance of going out as well. of course i'd expect them to be respectful, honest, and supportive. and i know it sounds selfish, but i'd like someone who wasn't dead set on having children. i'm still undecided on whether or not i want children, so i wouldn't want to put someone in the position where they have to choose between having kids and being with me if i decide that i don't want to have kids.

→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?

↳if it was a situation where my health permitted it, i'd drop everything and go on a trip with my family. somewhere i have never been before. if not, i'd go back home to france and spend my last days with my family in the comfort of our home.

→ what inspired you to become a doctor?

↳i was actually hit by a car when i was 16. my friends and i were messing around and i wasn't paying attention when i stupidly ran into the street. luckily, the driver reacted quickly so they were actively slowing down when they hit me. i ended up falling, hitting my head quite hard which gave me a concussion. i also broke my wrist pretty badly and i needed surgery to fix it. i don't remember my ambulance ride well, but i know i was hysterical in the hospital. i was confused because of the concussion and i was in pain. the doctors and nurses were so good to me. they calmed me down and made sure i knew what was going on. it really inspired me and from then on, i knew what i wanted to do with my life.

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→ where were you born?

↳my birth was actually quite a complicated story. i was actually born in phoenix, arizona while my mother was visiting a friend, so i am technically an american citizen. i was born 5 weeks early because there was a placental abruption. because of the emergency situation, my mother was rushed to the hospital. a doctor delivered me and we were both relatively healthy. my lungs weren't quite fully developed, causing me to develop asthma, but otherwise both my mother and i were healthy. unfortunately, my mother had to give birth alone, but there was no other option.

→ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?

↳my living situation changed quite drastically when i was a baby, but i really don't remember much of it. my mother was not interested in being a mother. she was only 18 when she had me. i'm not sure of all the details, but long story short, my aunt ended up being the one to raise me and she is my legal guardian. i know she officially was granted guardianship when i was about 18 months old. since then, my living situation has been quite stable. we moved when i was 7, but we stayed in the same place, just to a bigger house when she had her second child. i had really lived in aix-en-provence until i moved to the states to start my residency.

→ what occupation did your parents have when you were born?

↳my mother worked in retail, but she didn't really raise me. my aunt, however, worked in finance and still does. my uncle is an architect. i really can't say that they have particularly influenced me career wise, but they most certainly have in other ways.

→ how many siblings do you have?

↳as far as i know, i have no biological siblings. my mother had no more kids. i don't know my father so i can't say for sure that he hasn't. i consider my two cousins i grew up with as my siblings. mathieu is a few months older than i am and sophie was born when i was around 6. we all got along pretty well aside from the typical childhood arguments. i'm probably closer to mathieu than sophie because of the age difference. now that sophie is older i am closer to her than i was, but the distance is making it hard to get to know each other as adults. i still talk to them regularly, but it can get difficult with my schedule and the time difference. i miss them more than anything.

→ were you a good student in school?

↳i was definitely a good student in school. i ended up receiving a "mention bien", or the high honors, on my baccalauréat. i was quite close to a "mention très bien", the highest honors, but i won't talk about that because it was so long ago and i still get worked up about just missing it. my favorite class was actually english. my teacher was an american and she was the best. honestly i improved so much because of her. i wasn't bullied. i mean there were rumors and mean comments now and again, but not to the extent that i would consider bullying. overall, school was a pretty good time for me, aside from the massive stress of taking the bac.

→ what kind of friends did you have?

↳i really had friends of all sorts, but for the most part they were all good people even if they weren't always the best influences. honestly knowing such a diverse group of people was such a benefit. not only did it teach me how to get along with different types of people, but a few introduced me to new cultures. i had a friend from senegal and two others from morocco. i still keep in contact with a few of them through university, but moving countries has definitely caused us to speak less.

→ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up?

↳trying to be "cool". all i wanted in school was to fit in. i dated boys who weren't the best for me, i was friends with people i didn't like much, and i did stupid things like start smoking or i would get too drunk at parties. the worst thing was that it worked. i had a lot of friends when i was growing up, but only a handful i really cared about. that really became clear when i went to university when i realized there were only certain friends i looked forward to seeing on breaks from university when everyone was home. it was then when i really learned to just be myself and i was much happier throughout my university training.

→ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? ❬ how has that changed you as a person? how has it changed how you see the world, themselves, and others? ❭

↳the argument with my aunt. i said horrible things that i didn't mean and hurt someone who took me in and loved me like i was her own daughter, something my mother couldn't do. i still cry when i think about that moment. from that day on, i learned to think before i speak because i never want to say something i do not mean again. i've been more forgiving too. i truly didn't mean what i had said, so i do hear people out when they apologize and mean it.

→ have you ever moved house, city, or country?

↳well, aside from the moving around i did before i was finally settled with my aunt, i moved houses, but stayed in the same city, once when i was about six. we needed a bigger house since my aunt was having another baby. i was excited to move and that house is now what i think of when i think of home. i also just moved countries to begin this residency. i can't wait to see what this move brings me since its been exciting so far. france, especially aix-en-provence, will always be my home and i would definitely consider moving back, or at least having a vacation home there in the future.

→ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? ❬ is this the same as what you wish to be, or are in, now? what inspired you to want this career? what led you onto the path to becoming a doctor? ❭

↳when i was young it changed all the time. for example, i wanted to be a ballerina when i was 4, despite never taking a ballet class in my life. but, when i got older i thought i wanted to be an english teacher. it wasn't until my accident that i realized i wanted to be a doctor. deciding specialties when i was matching to a residency was very difficult. i seriously considered being an ob/gyn before deciding on cardiothoracic surgery.

→ are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? ❬ why? or are you open about your past? ❭

↳not necessarily. i don't actively hide anything, but there are things i don't actively bring up. for example, i don't really talk about how my "maman" and "papa" are actually my aunt and uncle. not that i am ashamed, but because the story is just long and complicated. i don't even know all the details myself because its not that important to me. they raised me and my mother and i are okay with each other so it's not a big deal.

[div class=tag]relationships[/div]
→gabrielle paquet // mother
↳distant, but amicable relationship
↳on first name basis
↳no resentment
↳talks on holidays and birthdays

→julienne paquet-arafi // aunt
↳very close
↳calls her "maman"
↳misses her horribly
↳talks daily

→constantin arafi // uncle
↳close
↳calls him "papa"
↳only father figure in her life
↳talks nearly every day

→mathieu arafi // cousin
↳close
↳raised as siblings
↳few months apart, so they were always in school and friend groups together
↳talks weekly

→sophie arafi // cousin
↳close
↳raised as siblings
↳were not super close as children due to age difference
↳grew closer as they got older
↳talks weekly

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[/div] [div class="indented"] habitational name from any of several places named with the plural of old english well(a) ‘spring’, ‘stream’, or a topopgraphical name from this word (in its plural form),

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translation of french dupuis or any of its variants. [/div] [/div] [div class="scrollbox2"] [div class="content basicsinfo"] [div class="line" style="margin-top: 6px;"] [div class="lineheader"] xgeneral information . [/div] [/div] [div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] name [/div] [div class="answer"] wells keegan vanderwood [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] nickname [/div] [div class="answer"] vandy [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] age [/div] [div class="answer"] 25 [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] D.O.B. [/div] [div class="answer"] june 16[div style="display: inline-block; text-transform: lowercase;"]^th[/div] [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] hometown [/div] [div class="answer"] aberdeen, scotland, uk [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] current location [/div] [div class="answer"] dallas, texas, usa [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] ethnicity [/div] [div class="answer"] scottish, british, finnish, dutch [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] nationality [/div] [div class="answer"] scottish (and now american) [/div] [/div]
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[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] sexuality [/div] [div class="answer"] bisexual, male leaning [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] religious affiliation [/div] [div class="answer"] wells was raised christian (catholic). however, the older he became, the less religious he felt. he now only celebrates christmas and easter for his mother's sake. [/div] [/div]
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[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] height [/div] [div class="answer"] 5'9 (and he hates it) [/div] [/div]
[div class="listwrap"] [div class="question"] weight [/div] [div class="answer"] 146lbs / 66kg [/div] [/div]
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[div class="line"] [div class="lineheader"] xhealth. [/div] [/div] [div class="bodytext"] physical ailments: thanks to his dumbass decision at 12, wells gets a piercing pain in his lungs if he runs for too long. he also has hella bad knees so has to wear knee supports if he's on his feet for the majority of the day, which, working at a hospital, is likely to be the case.

mental ailments: he was diagnosed with anxiety as a child and now takes daily medication for it.

allergies: stupid people. and parsley.

sleeping habits: nonexistent. sleep? don't know her. but in all seriousness, wells' sleeping patterns/habits are very messed up. on days he's not at the hospital, he goes to bed around 1-2am and wakes up at noon. sleeping habits on days he is at the hospital all vary depending on the time of his shift.

eating habits: usually eats twice a day. breakfast first and then dinner a few hours later. lunch is usually skipped, especially if he gets up late. but on days at the hospital, he rarely has time for lunch so just doesn't eat. also, if he has coffee, he counts that as a meal. it's usually enough to last him all day until dinner.

exercise habits: wells tries to workout as much as possible. on days without work, he goes to the gym for 2 hours. on days at the hospital, he will do push ups, wall sits, planks, etc. during his breaks.

emotional stability: ha. good one. the anxiety meds have really helped his emotional stability, but sometimes, his emotions are all out of whack, especially if he's gotten very little sleep on consecutive days. wells will either be very, very hyper or pissed off and irritable. he also occasionally still gets panic attacks, but we don't talk about them.

blood type: b-negative

addictions: if you can call caffeine an addiction, then yes. wells is drinking coffee all the time. if not coffee, than some sort of energy drink or tea.

drugs?: not the scary, hardcore stuff, no way. but sometimes at concerts he'll do a tab of acid. only very occasionally.

drinks alcohol?: oh absolutely. he'll never drink the night before a shift or during a shift at the hospital. but if he doesn't have to be at the hospital the next day, you can bet your bottom dollar that wells will be at some local bar, cracking open a cold one with the boys. if he doesn't have to be at the hospital over the weekend, then he will be at a bar or club downtown, dancing and drinking the night away.

smoke?: absolutely not. he thinks cigarettes are disgusting and having spent 4 years in med school, knows just how bad they are for you. but smoking the devils lettuce? well... sometimes. but thats a whole different story. [/div] [/div] [div class="content detailsinfo hidecontent"] [div class="line" style="margin-top: 6px;"] [div class="lineheader"] xinterview. [/div] [/div] [div class="bodytext"] what brings you to forest park medical center?
"well, everyone knows that the united states has the best medical care and hospitals. it's common knowledge. when i decided i wanted to pursue a medical career, i knew i needed to go to the usa to receive the best schooling and opportunities available. so, after finishing up university in london, i applied for medical schools all over the usa and got into stanford med, which i have attended the last four years. during my last year there, i visted and interviewed at hospitals all over the country to begin my residency at. i don't know what it is, but forest park definitely gives me the best vibe. maybe it's the atmosphere, location, camaraderie between the doctors, residents and interns. i don't know. all i know is that forest park is definitely a place i can see myself, definitely a place that will set me up for success."

what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?
"first, to learn all that i can about saving people. i want to learn the best ways to save people quickly but efficiently. second, i'm hoping to be able to spend time observing the er operations and maybe participate in a trauma surgery or observe the trauma surgeon at work. lastly, to have a job secured/lined up in the trauma surgery department or in the er."

what is the most important aspect of patient care?
"easy. making sure the person lives. but, aside from that, making sure the person is treated correctly. if surgery is needed, than the surgery goes smoothly and also correctly. then, making sure the person has all they need for a safe and comfortable recovery."

what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?
"i know you all are going to laugh, because 'big bad aspiring doc is afraid of what?' but i've been afraid of spiders for as long as i can remember. there, go ahead, laugh all you want. but, a few months ago, i held a tarantula and didn't freak out. it was a major accomplishment. then, a few weeks later, i picked up and held a daddy long legs spider and again, didn't freak out. so, i think it's safe to say that i'm over my arachnophobia."

what is your biggest regret?
"honestly? i have too many to count. all of my regrets come from adrenaline-inducing, life risking activities, so you know you're about to be in for a wild ride here, but... hold on, let me think... ah, yes, got it. so i've been bungee jumping before, obviously, but one time, we were on vacation in south america and had the option to go bungee jumping. for some reason, when it was my turn, i just froze and refused to go. maybe it was how high up it was, maybe it was the fact that some of the gear looked a little rusty, who knows. all i know is that i didn't go and have been kicking myself ever since."

what is your greatest mistake?
*wells just chuckles at this* "so, once upon a time, twelve year old me looks out of the window and sees that there is a blizzard outside. for some reason or another, i decided that it would be a great idea to climb a huge tree during said blizzard. so, on go the snow clothes and snow boots and out i venture into the snow. i get very high up in the tree and am pretty proud of myself, but then my foot slips and down down down i go. i landed hard on my ribcage and a blinding pain shoots through my whole body and i pass out. next thing i know, i wake up in a hospital bed. turns out i broke several ribs and one of them managed to puncture a lung so obviously, i needed surgery. now i have a huge scar on the right side of my ribcage. it looks ugly and still hurts."

tell us about your favorite memory.
"oh. easy. tommy, oliver, logan, finn, my best friends, and i were about seventeen or so, spending our last summer together before university in ibiza. the house we were staying at was right on the beach. how we afforded it, i don't know. anyways, some adult beverages were consumed and tommy and finn decide to go skinny dipping, thinking it was our own private beach. so out they go, buck ass naked and drunk. well, the idiots were wrong because, as they cross the sand, they spot a family with several young children having a dinnertime picnic on the beach. instead of running back inside, the dumbasses make a beeline for the water and dive in. then they realize that was a mistake because now they have to stay in the water until the family leaves unless they want the cops getting called. meanwhile, logan, oliver and i are inside laughing our asses off and, in typical teenage boy fashion, we decide to film the whole encounter and don't bother helping them. not sure why that's my favorite memory, but it is."

where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
"working in the er or trauma department. as an adrenaline junkie, i need fast-paced, stress-filled environments. i thrive in them. the er and trauma are prime examples of the environment i need--people come in with all sorts of life-threatening injuries and it requires fast acting and an immediate diagnosis. also, as one who frequented the er growing up, i'd love to be able to give back to the doctors that treated me by becoming one of them and treating those who have injuries just like mine. i can also see myself working as a skydiving or surfing instructor as a side hustle."

describe your ideal partner.
"the second you asked this, my mind went off in two different directions. so, i'll explain the different directions. my ideal partner in the hospital/medical world would be someone just like me--thrives in fast-paced, adrenaline pumping environments, someone who is funny but also takes their job seriously and gets shit done. my ideal love and life partner would be someone who is funny, yes, but also someone who can ground me, be my anchor. i get a little too carried away sometimes and need someone to step in and put their foot down while telling me 'no, wells, you can't do that.'."

what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?
"do everything i've ever dreamed of and everything in my bucket list journal. yes, i have a bucket list journal. i'd first head back to south america to bungee jump off that cliff i was too scared of. then i'd ski the french and swiss alps, walk around germany, france, italy, etc. i'd definitely hit the red light district because why not? go club hopping in barcelona, which isn't all that hard considering they're all right next to each other on the beach. oh, i'd also climb a tree in a snowstorm again, though without falling off this time. and, on the last day, i'd try parsley for the first time which will probably end up being the thing that kills me."

what inspired you to become a doctor?
"tough question, but i'm guessing it had a lot t do with my experience at twelve. i woke up in an unfamiliar place with no idea how i got there and was absolutely terrified. however, the nurses and doctors took wonderful care of me and made sure i wanted for nothing during my recovery. also, hospitals are scary for kids (and some adults), but these people made the experience much less scary. another thing that might've influenced me to become a doctor was just everything i saw and heard about. seeing pictures and videos of sick, injured and/or starving people, hearing stories about an entire town wiped out from illness due to lack of proper medical care... i knew i had to give back somehow, and so i chose to become a doctor."


[/div] [div class="line" style="margin-top: 6px;"] [div class="lineheader"] xbackstory. [/div] [/div] [div class="bodytext"] where were you born? ❬ in a hospital, a home, elsewhere? who delivered you; a midwife, a doctor, a relative? were there any complications? did your mother survive? who was present to witness the birth? ❭
"i was born in edinburgh, actually. my parents were taking a mini holiday that weekend and my twin brother and i decided that we wanted to explore the world a little early. so, off they went to the royal infirmary of edinburgh and out we came. we had to be delivered via c-section since one, we were in an abnormal position and two, delivering twins was always hard. other than that, there weren't any complications. i was pulled out first and then my brother was two minutes later. mum was tired, but yes, she did survive. only dad was there for the birth, but he made the mistake of looking over the curtain and fainted at the sight of mum's stomach."

how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? ❬ in other words, has your family gained or lost a fortune? has someone close to you died? have you moved house? ❭
"i want to say that the living situation has improved as the years went by. mam is a lawyer. dad got promoted, is now the coo of barclay's bank in aberdeen. has to travel a lot though. so, i guess we gained a fortune? over the years, i've lost my great-grandparents and maternal grandmother, but still have my other grandparents. and while my brother and i have moved to the united states, the rest of the family is still in scotland."

what occupation did your parents have when you were born? ❬ did it ever change as you grew older? has this influenced you in any way? ❭
"mam has always been fascinated with law so she followed a legal career path and became a lawyer. however, she stopped working for a bit when my brother and i were born, followed by our younger sister. but when we were all in secondary school, she went back to work. she's a lawyer, you know. works for the top legal firm, brodies. dad was just a regular employee at barclay's, but he did such a good job that he got promoted. so it hasn't really changed. and i want to say it has influenced me, but i'm not sure how. i'm the only one that wants to go into medicine, first in the family. but maybe their passion and determination for their jobs has influenced me."

how many siblings do you have? ❬ do you get along or fight often? if so, what about? which sibling are you closest to, and why? ❭
"two. my twin brother, lachlan, or locky for short, and then my younger sister, amilia. i'm definitely closest to locky (obviously). we have the whole twin bond and twin telepathy thing and always seem to know what the other is thinking. he's my best friend. growing up, locky and i always picked on and fought amilia, however, she bit back as she got older. dropkicking her into the sofa became a lot harder. soon, the dropkicking brothers turned into the protective big brothers and the whole 'i don't like your boyfriend' mode was activated. however, we all are good friends and get along swimmingly."

were you a good student in school? ❬ what was your favourite subject? did they face any kind of bullying or abuse? how has this altered you? does this still affect you today, and how? ❭
"eh, i was an okay student in school. favorite subjects were history and music, i got straight a's, played sports, etc. but i wasn't the greatest influence on my peers. i got bored easily and zoned out, often distracted the other students. when my anxiety flared up, school was awful. panic attacks happened more often than i can count. some kids were understanding and helped me through it, but others thought i was a freak and made fun of me. lachlan didn't say or do much usually, but when those kids did that, he was my protector, my guardian. he told them off and made sure i was okay. they stopped, but he was always there, checking in on me. nowadays, anxiety is talked about often and there isn't as big of a stigma surrounding it as there was when i was growing up. no one is making fun of me anymore and everyone is understanding me. a panic attack hasn't happened at the hospital, but if it does, at least i'm surrounded by people who know what to do. and, when kids who are incredibly anxious come into the hospital, it is usually me who calms them down and helps them through it as someone who has experienced the same thing."

what kind of friends did you have? ❬ were they a "good" or "bad" influence? how did they change you? how long did you remain friends? ❭
"locky was my best friend, but i also had a group of four that were close to me. i say they were a good influence but everyone else would say they were bad. we got into so much trouble, my god. broke curfew, snuck out of the house, went to parties we definitely should not have been at, did things we definitely should not have been doing. you know the saying 'if your friend told you to jump off a bridge, would you?' well, my friends would absolutely encourage me to do it, i would do it, and they'd do it with me. even though we got into all sorts of shit, they were my brothers, always had my back and made me who i am today. we're still friends. one now lives in houston, not too far away from locky and i, one is in boston, and the other two are back in scotland. we still have weekly facetimes."

what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? ❬ did you break any laws, pull a prank, disappoint a parent? ❭
"the more i repeat the tree story, the dumber i feel. it was definitely climbing that tree during a snowstorm, breaking my ribs and puncturing a lung. my parents were not happy. not in the slightest. another thing my dumbass did was get hammered at fifteen and get a tattoo using my older cousins id. no idea how it happened, considering the tattoo artist isn't supposed to tattoo a drunk person and i also looked fifteen and nothing like my cousin, but i woke up the next morning with a bird tattooed on my back. i can show you if you'd like."

if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? ❬ how has that changed you as a person? how has it changed how you see the world, themselves, and others? ❭
"i wanna say it was the falling out of the tree, but i don't think so. i think it was my first ever panic attack at school that lead to the anxiety diagnosis. i remember sitting in my maths class and then suddenly, was called on to solve a problem at the board. i went up and couldn't solve it and then this overwhelming panic took over and i couldn't breathe. i'm not sure what was worse--not being able to breathe or having this happen in front of the entire class. luckily, my brother was there to calm me down, but it was still awful. and to this day, i still feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. but now, i know what it's like to live with anxiety and can easily put myself in other's shoes, know what they're going through. the whole situation toughened me up. it helped me figure out what to do in case of another panic attack, helped me learn to live with anxiety, that it's not the be-all-end-all in life."

have you ever moved house, city, or country? ❬ what led to this change? which place do you considering your "home"? do you view this move or its cause with bitterness, hope, something else? ❭
"yep. moved from aberdeen to london, england for university. then i moved from london to northern california, heading out of the uk for the first time and living in a completely new country with a very different culture. and then i moved from california to dallas, texas. lot of moving in the span of a few years. i'll always consider scotland my home, but dallas is really starting to grow on me. and i absolutely view this move with hope. i moved here to achieve my dreams, it's definitely filled with hope."

which occupation did you want to be in growing up? ❬ is this the same as what you wish to be, or are in, now? what inspired you to want this career? what led you onto the path to becoming a doctor? ❭
"oh boy," *chuckles nervously* "growing up, i really wanted to be an actor or a chef. the chef hopes were dashed when i nearly burnt the house down making pasta, but the acting dreams lasted for a long time. they started when i saw leo dicaprio on titanic when i was five, pointed at the screen and was like 'that's me, that's what i'm gonna be when i grow up!'. i took a few acting classes and even did a few school productions, but really disliked the whole memorization of lines aspect that came with acting. so, that dream went up in flames. as i mentioned before, my inspiration to become a doctor was probably my experiences growing up. just seeing pictures and videos of sick, injured and/or starving people, and then hearing stories on the news or through word of mouth about illnesses and all killing entire cities. it ignited this flame in me that wouldn't go out. now this was a career path that i knew i could actually stick with and do. so, here i am today.

are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? ❬ why? or are you open about your past? ❭
"not really. i mean, i don't broadcast the fact that i used to suffer from (and occasionally still do) panic attacks, but it's not exactly a secret. i prefer to stay an open book." [/div]
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[ColourfulJoey]

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[ the essentials ]
→ Abiy Tafari
→ Abe
→ age 25
→ December 3, 1994
→ Addis Ababa, Ethiopia
→ Dallas, TX
→ African
→ Ethiopian
→ Male
→ Straight
→ Christian
→ Amharic, English


[ the appearance ]
→ A brown nappy short Afro, stylized
→ Dark brown Eyes
→ 6’4”
→ 165 lbs (74 kg)
→Tall and lanky, like many in his home country
→ No tattoos
→ Some body scars from minor conflict in the slums of Addis Ababa
→A single earring gifted from his mother
→ Edi Gathegi



[ the health ]
→Though suffered from malnutrition earlier in his life, began to get the food he needed
→PTSD, and an anxiety to succeed and keep patients alive due to his troubled childhood
→Peanut allergy
→Very little sleep (Four to five hours)
→Eats sparsely do yo habits from his childhood. Save every and don’t be gluttonous
→Exercises very little but may go on a jog from once in a while
→Emotionally unstable some of the time, especially during times of heavy stress
→O+
→A decently heavy smoker


[ the interview ] → “Well, needed a place to go to feel like I’m worth something. Back at home it was a struggle to survive. I guess I helped people with first aid and thought it was fun. So I came here after years of study! It truly is a dream facility however sprawling with amazing technology.”
→”I hope to become a doctor and pay for my mother to come to America with me. That is the end goal. Maybe even to send my whole family here so they can live in this country.”
→ “Making the patient comfortable and safe I presume. Though I do think that it would be amazing to have the patient leave as quickly as possible to see their families.”
→ “The fear of trusting other people I guess. America can be such a friendly place with nice people or the worst. It’s like a lottery of personality.”
→ “My biggest regret is not studying a harder specialty maybe? As long I make it through this I’ll have no regrets to remember.”
→ “One time in Ethiopia I wasn’t quick enough to help a stranger in the street. I was only a child, but I hold guilt for not reacting sooner. I wonder how his family feels.”
→”I remember my mother taking me to the zoo and showing me the most amazing of creatures! Though it was a once in a while experience, it kind of makes me appreciate it more y’know?”
→ “Living comfortably with my family in a small part of the country. Seeing them do amazing things and have families of their own. Ethiopia has gotten better so I hope they stay in there and wait out this process.”
→ “Oh my. Well, I’m not focusing on partners right now with work and such. But I would like a lady who is fine with a family and a silent life. Something simple.”
→ “Go back home and have the most amazing cooking parties with my mother.
→ “Back home patient care was inept at best. I try not to be rude or nasty but it’s true. I had to deliver first aid to so many people in my slum, but I guess I found that fun. Not only that, I would make enough to bring my family over here and have them live better lives.”

[ the backstory ]
→Abe was delivered in his home by his father before the war.
→While it got slightly better with age, the living situation was still dreadful for any family to live in. Though foreign aid did help with education and such.
→ Abe’s father was a very active soldier in the Ethiopian Military during times of intense warfare. His mother did odd jobs here and there, but was mostly a housewife.
→ 8, Abe and his siblings didn’t really have a choice in the matter. They got along as best as they could and developed amazing bonds. Some they lost and some were born, but they stuck together.
→ The schooling Abe got was bare, especially earlier in his life. He had to learn himself. Of what he did study however, Mathematics was a lot of fun.
→ Abe has few friends, but the ones he did have made a lasting impression on him. Though they did risky things like steal and trespass, there was a sense of camaraderie, even if some didn’t last.
→tress pass into a neighboring home, Abe nearly got shot. The times of degeneracy do come up however
→ The death of Abe’s father destroyed the little hope he had of getting out at the time. Though he didn’t see his father much, the times he did was magical to say the least.
→ Oddly, Abe stayed in the same slum until he turned 16 and left to go to America. He worked odd jones until he turned 18 and left for college.
→ Always wanted to be a doctor, but Abe did like odd jobs like cleaning houses and such. Abe’s first aid experience and wanted a better future for his family lead him to the dream of becoming a decently successful surgeon.
→

Spoiler: Secret

The death of many people are in his hands, as he didn’t give them the help they needed. (He thinks, though he was only a child.)

[ the relationships ]
LOVE
Mother
Siblings
Like
Kim Yang - An old medical buddy of his during Medical School. Asian immigrant and petite. Could relate to the man. Was the closest person he had during those times of isolation. Pure friendship, but many people thought there were tensions there.
Kyle Parker - A good friend and a dude who he could lean on for support. A closeted homosexual who pretended to be a womanizer. Handsome and charming.
Professor Appleby - A professor at the medical school he attended. Extremely intelligent and a father figure for the young man.
HATE
Jake Alloway - An intelligent rival in the school Abe attended. Constantly budding heads with Abe every chance he could get, there was some respect there. Well, until the event which broke any respect there was...

 

[Farmgirl310]

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full name

lorenzo de la cruz

nicknames

enzo is most common by far

age

26 years old

date of birth

november 11

hometown

chicago, illinois

current location

dallas, texas

ethnicity

spanish

nationality

american

gender

cisgender male

sexuality

bisexual (and very open about it)

religious affiliation

tentatively agnostic

languages

english, spanish, portuguese

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hair color & length : a dark brown that almost looks black in certain lightings, he leaves it long enough to curl and never seems to do anything more with it than put a hat over it

eye color : a piercing blue-green that's framed by unfairly long lashes

height : six foot two (188 cm)

weight : 176 lbs (80 kg)

build : while not exceedingly bulky, he's well-muscled and obviously in shape

tattoos : just one, a small silhouette of a bird under his left clavicle

scars : a scattering of insignificant ones from a boyishly reckless childhood, as well as a deeper gash across his hairline mostly hidden by his hair

piercings : pierced left ear

distinguishing features : blessed with a jawline sharp enough to cut glass and a full lower lip (that makes it look like a perpetual pout) — overall, a face that could break hearts at fifty paces

face claim : daniel illescas

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physical ailments : he has an ankle injury from childhood that never healed quite right, so on days where it's cold (which are few and far in between, thank goodness) or he's exhausted, he walks with a noticeable limp.

mental ailments : undiagnosed anxiety that makes itself especially noticeable in high-tension situations that seem like they might devolve into conflict. he's had a few panic attacks, none of which he's recognized for what they are and simply waved off after they happened.

allergies : none.

sleeping habits : his sleeping schedule is fairly stable and nets him an even six hours a night, but he's prone to overworking himself which can cut into that beauty sleep. he's an unrepentant morning person and horribly cheery before 8 AM.

eating habits : extremely variable. although he tries to eat healthy when he can, his meals are the last thing he plans out beforehand, so it's also not uncommon to see him digging into a frozen dinner. he probably has an unhealthy reliance on coffee and possesses an insatiable sweet tooth.

exercise habits : if possible, he hits the gym for about an hour every day, but if not possible, then he at least maintains a strict regime of five hours a week at minimum. he goes on half-hour runs in the mornings every weekday as well.

emotional stability : if anyone were to interact with him, they'd endlessly endorse his stability, but the issue is telling how much of that is a front. enzo is the kind of guy to seem like he totally has it all together even when he's running himself into the ground, and he has an issue with bottling up negative emotions until it all just overflows. while rarely ever angry, his temper — if triggered — is terrifying. on the whole, though, maybe it's reassuring to know that he is genuinely okay, for the most part.

blood type : A-plus

addictions : besides the aforementioned unhealthy reliance on coffee, he usually stays clear of anything and everything that can get him hooked.

drugs ? if you offer any to him, he'll kindly but firmly turn you down. he's tried some recreational marijuana in his teen hellion days, but nothing since then. he's so extremely averse to the idea that he doesn't even take prescribed painkillers, preferring to suffer through rather than risk addiction.

drinks alcohol ? like any young bachelor, he usually has a six-pack of beer in his fridge somewhere. if he's going out with friends or hitting the bar for a night out, he'll definitely down more than his fair share.

smoke ? nope! he's seen the impacts of cigarettes enough to never put one in his mouth.

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❛ what brings you to forest park medical center? ❜

"i bet you don't need another person gushing to you, but really, the quality of the practice here is insane. i have no doubt that this is a place that can help me reach my highest potential. besides that, though, i just really needed a change of pace from chicago, and you really can't get much different from that than sunny old dallas."

❛ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? ❜

"i mean, becoming a doctor? do you get a lot of different answers? i want to better myself as a surgeon and hopefully as a person, and be able to take my skills to free clinics and disadvantaged neighborhoods. i've got my eye on pediatric surgery—because there's a lot of little kids out there who need help, and not a lot of people who are willing."

❛ what is the most important aspect of patient care? ❜

"the advocacy, undoubtedly. you cannot be a doctor without also being an advocate for your patient. the healthcare system is hard to navigate and designed to keep certain people out, which means that you fight for your patient not just in the operating room but everywhere."

❛ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year? ❜

"didn't realize this was going to be so in-depth, but sure. i'm not the biggest fan of, like, small and cramped spaces? never have been. but my friends and i, we were celebrating the end of medical school with a party. naturally, this devolved into seven minutes in heaven—you can probably guess what happened from there, but after the initial three minutes of trying to not freak out, the remaining four were fun. cute guy, good kisser. definitely would do it again, though preferably not in a closet."

❛ what is your biggest regret? ❜

"wow, going for the hard-hitting questions, huh? i have a lot of those. regrets, i mean. but my biggest... so my dad was a deadbeat, full offense intended, and he could get—a little violent, sometimes. not often, but he'd rough me up a little and then go off somewhere to get drunk. i did my best to protect my little brother from the nastier aspects, but i don't think i did a very good job of it. and i don't think i was a very good big brother, either. i hate that i never knew what was going on in his life, and i hate that he never felt like he could open up to me."

❛ what is your greatest mistake? ❜

"it all comes back to my brother, i guess. he fell into a bad crowd young, and i fished him out from that one only for him to immediately get caught up in an even worse one. they got him hooked on—on all sorts of things, god, i don't even know what. he was a mess. always high or otherwise going through withdrawal, stealing and committing petty crimes for money to gt his next fix, and he needed a safe place to come down—a better, safer place than my apartment. i checked him in to a rehab center, and it was expensive, especially when i was trying to put myself through medical school, but he was getting better. he was. he was clean for almost three months, but the next thing i know, they called me to tell me he just up and left in the middle of the night. i looked for him everywhere, i swear to god i turned that whole city upside down. but i never found him. now i don't even know whether he's dead or alive. god, i should have looked harder, should have kept better tabs on him, should have just—sorry, i. i can't—can i step out? for a second?"

❛ tell us about your favourite memory. ❜

"i appreciate the 180, haha. sorry about that, by the way, i just needed a moment. but favorite memory? i had a girlfriend in high school, and it was never anything really deep, but i loved her, i think, as much as any high schooler knew how to. near the end of our senior year, there was this day that we took off together—we just walked right out of first period. neither of us could afford a car, so anywhere super far was out of the question, but we walked to the gas station down the street and bought slushees and hot dogs, and snuck into a movie, and later climbed to the roof of this one building and just watched the sunset. it was so fun, and i felt like i didn't have a single care in the world. i want to feel like that again."

❛ where do you see yourself 10 years from now? ❜

"a part of me wants a family, but another part of me is afraid i'll mess it up like my dad did. so i'm kinda on the fence about that, you know? for sure, i want to be well-established in my career and be someone that families, especially families from disadvantaged backgrounds, can trust their kids to. and i'd like to have a special someone in my life at that point. guy, girl, doesn't matter. as long as i love them and they love me."

❛ describe your ideal partner. ❜

"god, okay. i wouldn't even know, i feel like i don't know i like something until it's right in front of me. but i'll try my best. we already established gender isn't a factor. uh, i guess i'd like someone who keeps me grounded? it's easy for me to get caught up—in things, people, obligations. but we should be able to have fun together. humor's important to me. i want to be able to laugh with them but, also, trust them enough to cry with them too."

❛ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? ❜

"i'd ask you out for coffee after. god, sorry, i've been on my best behavior for most of this interview, but that was bound to happen. ignore it! unless you wanna say yes, because i'm not uninterested, obviously. on a more serious note, i really would want to see my brother again. there's no closure there, and i really don't think i could die with a clear conscience unless i do something about that. but for the most part, i'd want to spend time with friends. flirt with every cute boy or girl i see and kiss as many of them as are willing. drive 90 in a 55, go sky-diving."

❛ what inspired you to become a doctor? ❜

"my upbringing and the kind of community i was raised in, mostly. i don't think i ever went to the doctor's while i was under my dad's care, and a bunch of the kids i grew up with were in the same boat. it really opened my eyes as to how there are whole communities out there without access to quality healthcare, and it feels like the people with the power to do something about it don't care about everyone falling through the cracks."

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❛ where were you born? ❜

"in a really rundown hospital maybe a twenty minute drive from where we used to live. i assume a midwife delivered me, but i don't know the details. my dad was there, i know that for sure—it was before his relationship with my mom fell apart and she walked out on us."

❛ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? ❜

"i'm a lot more comfortable than i was when i was a kid, financially and just in every other aspect too, i guess. the moment i turned 18 i packed my bags and whisked me and my brother out of that damn place. i did stay in chicago for most of my life—dallas is my first venture away from the city, actually."

❛ what occupation did your parents have when you were born? ❜

"i don't really know. i can't remember anything about my mom since she left just after my brother was born, when i was four, and of course my dad doesn't talk about her. as for him, if being an alcoholic were an occupation, then he should have been making six figures."

❛ how many siblings do you have? ❜

"just the one. giovanni, mi hermanito. we got along but duked it out a lot, as a lot of brothers do, but we never stayed mad at each other for long. then we got older and things got more complicated. well, we ran through this already, kind of, so you know the drill."

❛ were you a good student in school? ❜

"i wish i'd tried harder before college. i wasn't a terrible student, but i wouldn't say an amazing student either, definitely not straight As or valedictorian material. i always loved biology and english, actually, and didn't really hate anything except art. god, i'm dismal at it. i would say that i never really had a problem with being, uh, unpopular, you know?"

❛ what kind of friends did you have? ❜

"i was definitely somewhat of an idiot when i was younger, but thank god i had good taste in friends. they were all good people, if a little rough around the edges, but so was i. some of us fell out of contact after graduation, but i still text a lot of them semi-regularly. like mariana, my high school girlfriend? she's a physical therapist now. i'm happy she's doing so well for herself."

❛ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? ❜

"so many, how do i even narrow it down? okay, so when i was maybe sixteen or seventeen, i was trying to sneak out of the apartment to meet up with ana. it was like two in the morning, and the way our apartment was laid out, i'd have to tiptoe past my dad's head, and i thought it'd be smarter to just climb out the window. we lived on the fourth floor, so it wasn't my brightest idea, and i was so loud that it woke my dad up anyway. he was so mad he just pushed me the rest of the way out. i fell and split my head open, which is where the scar comes from. needless to say, i didn't get to see ana that night."

❛ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? ❜

"i've got something that comes in second, but—when i picked up the phone and it was gio's recovery center, easy. i knew it was going to be something bad, even before i picked up, because they never called me. and when they said, 'we're so sorry, mr. de la cruz, but your brother must have snuck out last night, we combed the entire facility and couldn't find him,' i swear i went so cold it was like i'd never be warm again. my grades plummeted, and i just struggled to care."

❛ have you ever moved house, city, or country? ❜

"i moved out of my dad's apartment and into my own at eighteen, but otherwise i stayed there for a while. like i mentioned, i never moved out of chicago until now, so dallas is my first glimpse of what the US has to offer besides smog and wind and snow."

❛ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? ❜

"i actually wanted to be a cop growing up, funny enough. super different from a doctor, right? but the motivations were the same—i wanted to make the world a better place. but—and i don't know if this holds true for other cities—but the police department in chicago is extremely corrupt, and at the time i was growing up, there were more bad men in there than good. if you wanted to go beat up on kids, especially the ones from broken families, you joined the cpd. that was how it was. it didn't take me long to realize that being a doctor was a much better way to make a difference for the better."

❛ are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? ❜

"i, uh. well, i mean, if there were anything i was keeping a secret, i'd probably not want to broadcast it in an interview? you already know a lot of the gritty details of my life, anyway."

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martín de la cruz / father / currently 55 years old / alive

estranged, to say the least. lorenzo hasn't spoken to him since he moved out eight years ago, and he has no desire to rekindle that relationship. he resents him for being a shitty father, and he reserves for him a significant portion of the blame for what happened to giovanni. (the rest of the blame, he saves for himself.) he has a lot of internalized issues that stem from how his father treated him, both physically and emotionally, and he would be lying if he said the move to dallas wasn't at least partially motivated by wanting to get as far away from his dad as possible.

giovanni de la cruz / younger brother / would be 21 years old / ???

lorenzo was wildly devoted to him, but perhaps he didn't know how to love him the right way. the role of companion and friend was always secondary to the role of protector, and now enzo wonders whether or not that played a role in gio slipping farther and farther away from him. in the months that immediately followed the phone call, enzo couldn't so much as think about gio without wanting to cry. it's gotten better since then, but he thinks it'll always hurt, this terrible aching dullness. he hasn't heard from or about gio for about ten months now.

mariana "ana" matilde ruelas / high school girlfriend, now close friend / currently 25 years old / alive

the break-up was mutual and extremely pleasant, with no bad feelings on either side: just a mutual understanding that they were two people whose paths were going to diverge, and they needed to be able to grow. she was one of the best parts of his high school experience, and now she's probably his closest friend from then. they talk frequently and, before the move to dallas, frequently met up to catch up on each other's lives. back in high school, she always expressed concern for his home situation.

tahir shalhoub / ex-boyfriend and first heartbreak / currently 27 years old / alive

being accused of being a romantic is far from the worst (or most untrue) of accusations that have been leveled at lorenzo, but he genuinely thought that tahir might have been the one. enzo's no stranger to hook-ups or one-night stands, of course, and in fact enjoys them, but when he falls he falls hard. a committed four-year relationship stretching from the last two years of undergrad to the first two of medical school, enzo was even considering popping the question. tahir was handsome, magnetic, and ridiculously thoughtful. but when enzo popped in on him unannounced, hoping to surprise him with flowers and tickets to a movie he'd known tahir had been wanting to see, he'd caught him with another man. enzo was, understandably, devastated. while the #1 worst thing in his life he unequivocally reserves for the bad news about gio, this held the title for a long, long time.

hesmerie glen / best friend / currently 26 years old / alive

he met her during his first year of medical school, and they got along like a house on fire. she had the kind of blunt, sharp wit that could keep him laughing for hours on end, and she was unafraid to tell him when he was being a dumbass, which he values endlessly. she's the only one he's told about tahir's unfaithfulness—he lets everyone else draw their own conclusions about the abrupt end to a seemingly perfect couple—and the same day he uncovered the truth, she all but knocked down his door with ice cream and a list of things she "hated about tahir anyway." he wonders how he would have climbed back out had it not been for her. although he's still hesitant about entering a relationship again, she's coaxed him onto a couple of dates. he still calls her every day.

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daniella ife nnaji .
[div class=tag]nicknames[/div]
danielle.
[div class=tag]age[/div]
twenty-six.
[div class=tag]date of birth[/div]
december 31st.
[div class=tag]hometown[/div]
bellaire, texas.
[div class=tag]current location[/div]
dallas, texas
[div class=tag]ethnicity[/div]
yoruba.
[div class=tag]nationality[/div]
american.
[div class=tag]gender[/div]
female.
[div class=tag]sexuality[/div]
demisexual.
[div class=tag]religious affiliation[/div]
yoruba.
[div class=tag]languages[/div]
yoruba, english, spanish, french.
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[div class=tag]hair

[div class=tag2]dark brown & cut into a wavy bob.

[div class=tag]eyes

[div class=tag2]brown, almost black[/div]
[div class=tag]height[/div] [div class=tag2]5’7”.[/div] [/div]

[div class=tag]weight

[div class=tag2]127 lbs.[/div]
[div class=tag]build[/div] [div class=tag2]ectomorph, fit.[/div]
[div class=tag]tattoos[/div] [div class=tag2]none.[/div] [/div] [/div]
[div class=tag]scard[/div] [div class=tag2]none.[/div]
[div class=tag]piercings [/div] [div class=tag2]earlobes. [/div]
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[div class=tag]physical ailments

nearsighted.
[div class=tag]mental ailments[/div]
none.
[div class=tag]allergies[/div]
seasonal, animal fur.
[div class=tag]sleeping habits[/div]
daniella follows a strict pattern of waking up early in the morning and sleeping around ten o’clock or so. She doesn’t have any problems with falling or staying asleep unless she’s stressed.
[div class=tag]eating habits[/div]
watches her diet closely, she’s very picky about what she eats. daniella prefers to eat healthier foods but there are days where she doesn’t mind something that isn’t good for her.
[div class=tag]exercise habits[/div]
usually wakes up in the morning for some yoga or running. she tries to keep up her routine of going to the gym three times a week.
[div class=tag]emotional stability[/div]
of sound mind, but has a few issues with control and perfection.
[div class=tag]blood type[/div]
a-.
[div class=tag]addictions[/div]
none.
[div class=tag]drugs?[/div]
no.
[div class=tag]drinks alcohol?[/div]
occasionally.
[div class=tag]smokes?[/div]
under stress.
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[div class=tag]what brings you to forest park medical center?

“It has always been a goal of mind to attend park medical, with it being so close to home and one of the top centers around the decision to attend was easy.”
[div class=tag] what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?[/div]
“Well my goals would be to get my medical license of course before securing a fellowship in stereotactic and functional neurosurgery, eventually getting board certified, and joining the hospital of my choice.
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“I’d have to say that respecting a patient’s values and needs, as well as making sure that they are comfortable and well informed of what is happening or what will happen to them are at the top of the list in my opinion.”
[div class=tag]what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?[/div]
“This doesn’t seem like much but I’ve cut my hair. I stepped out of my comfort zone and I’m happy to say that it paid off.”
[div class=tag]what is your biggest regret?[/div]
“Not spending my second semester in college when I had the chance, so many missed opportunities.
[div class=tag]what is your greatest mistake[/div]
“For many years of my life I lived for others instead of myself, never again,”
[div class=tag]tell us about your favourite memory.[/div]
“When I was a little girl I’d often visit my family in Nigeria with my parents. We would all gather to catch up and just spend time with one another. The times I spent there connecting with my family members is a fond memory of mine.”
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“I see myself working in the hospital of my choice, perhaps traveling to attend conferences and host lectures.”
[div class=tag]describe your ideal partner.[/div]
“Someone well read and mature. My partner needs to be able to communicate with me about how they feel. Age wise I’d definitely say someone closer to my age or older. I could say that I’m not one to care about looks but that would be a lie. I appreciate beauty and aesthetics far too much.”
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“Take that trip to Paris that I wasn’t able to in the past, immersing myself in the culture and enjoying the beauty of it.”
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backstory

where were you born? “I was born in Houston, Texas at the Woman's Hospital of Texas. My birth was normal, there were no complications and my mother was fine after delivering me.”

how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? “My living situation has changed drastically, seeing as I’ve moved out of my parents’ house. I’ve lost a few of my family members in both the United States and Nigeria but nothing really out of the ordinary.”

what occupation did your parents have when you were born? “Both of my parents work in the medical field. My father is a cardiologist and my mother a dermatologist.”

how many siblings do you have? “I’m an only child.”

were you a good student in school? “Yes I believe that I was. I took my school work very seriously and stayed out of trouble. My overall school experience was painfully normal I must admit. Though I was class valedictorian.”

what kind of friends did you have? “I typically spent time with other honor students and club members. They were good kids, typical teenagers.”

what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? “I tried sneaking out of my parents’ house once.”

if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? “I have to say that I haven’t had a worst moment of my life yet. Of course there have been sad times, but nothing too damaging.”

have you ever moved house, city, or country? “After graduating from high school I moved closer to my university and after graduating from college I bought a house closer to forest park.”

which occupation did you want to be in growing up? “A ballerina.”

are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? “No, not really.”

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James Nnaji

father

Daniella and her parents have always had a strained relationship. Her father was someone who was not affectionate with his daughter and rather strict. He expected Daniella to do as she was told in order to keep up the or family appearance.

Naomi Nnjai

Mother

Like her father Daniella’s relationship is a strained one, perhaps even more so. Naomi’s expectations were ridiculously high and her controlling ways made things worse. Where her husband was distant, she actively pushed her daughter to be the best in everything she did. Often comparing her to cousins and children of her coworkers when she didn’t measure up. There was no motherly love given to her daughter.

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Alexander William Payne
[div class=tag]NICKNAME(S)

'Xander' is what most people call him aside from Alexander, and he quite loathes being called 'Alex.' Some people find it funny to call him 'Dr. Pain,' which is a pun on his last name—which is unfortunate to have as a medical professional.
[div class=tag]AGE[/div] 25 (though 26 in four months)
[div class=tag]DOB[/div] September 19th
[div class=tag]HOMETOWN[/div] Seattle, Washington
[div class=tag]CURRENT LOCATION[/div] Dallas, Texas
[div class=tag]ETHNICITY[/div] white (specifically he comes from a boisterous Irish family)
[div class=tag]NATIONALITY[/div] American
[div class=tag]GENDER[/div] male
[div class=tag]SEXUALITY[/div] bisexual
[div class=tag]RELIGIOUS AFFILIATION[/div] Catholic (though quite half-heartedly, he likes the ceremony of it all)
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Alexander has light, russet-tinged brown hair that darkens in the winter. It is quite thick and has a slight curl, and he keeps it rather short, never letting it curl past his ears.
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hazel
[div class=tag]HEIGHT[/div] 6'1''
[div class=tag]WEIGHT[/div] Around 150 pounds
[div class=tag]BUILD[/div] Alexander is quite athletic, so his build could be characterized as one with compact, lean muscle
[div class=tag]TATTOOS[/div] None, which is possibly the only thing he didn't do to spite his parents.
[div class=tag]SCARS[/div] none.
[div class=tag]PIERCING[/div] He actually has his ears pierced, though he never wears earrings.
[div class=tag]FACE CLAIM[/div] Max Irons

[div class=tag]HEALTH[/div]​

[div class=tag]PHYSICAL AILMENTS[/div] Alexander is (according to himself), only mildly addicted to cigarettes. Other than this, he has no notable physical ailments.
[div class=tag]MENTAL AILMENTS[/div] Alexander has suffered from bouts of depression since he was thirteen, but takes medication that works for him and also—when his mom harps on him—goes to therapy. When he doesn't take his medication though, he often gets quite bad again.
[div class=tag]ALLERGIES[/div] none.
[div class=tag]SLEEPING HABITS[/div] Alexander finds it hard to get to sleep and usually ends up getting out of bed around midnight to go work out if he really can't force himself to get to sleep, as he finds that helpful. He forces himself to up everyday around 7:00 as well, finding himself to be more productive in the mornings.
[div class=tag]EATING HABITS[/div] Alexander doesn't usually snack, preferring to eat three large meals a day. He doesn't have a bad relationship with food, but sometimes he's so busy that he forgets to eat. He often prepares his breakfast and lunch beforehand to take with him wherever he goes so that he gets enough calories for the day, especially as someone that goes to the gym every day. He also eats rather healthy, making sure to balance macronutrients within every meal that he eats.
[div class=tag]EXERCISE HABITS[/div] He works out every morning and every night that he can't get to sleep. When he was younger this was for aesthetic reasons, but now it's because it makes him feel good. [div class=tag]EMOTIONAL STABILITY[/div] Alexander appears emotionally stable, and most of the time, he is. Still, he carries emotional trauma from childhood that he hasn't quite addressed yet, and though he tries to suppress it, that causes him to experience bouts of night terrors every few months that cause him to loose significant amounts of sleep—which is bad for anyone's mental health. When he stops taking his medication too—or when it stops working—he also experiences bouts of depression. Still, most of the time he is put together and stable, though his sarcastic attitude is constant.
[div class=tag]BLOOD TYPE[/div] AB+
[div class=tag]ADDICTIONS[/div] Alexander is addicted to cigarettes, which is ironic due to the fact that he 1) wants to be a medical professional, and 2) goes above and beyond in taking care of his body in every other way
[div class=tag]DRUGS?[/div] Alexander stays away from drugs.
[div class=tag]DRINKS ALCOHOL?[/div] He does drink alcohol occasionally (even though he should not).
[div class=tag]SMOKES?[/div] Yes, too much.
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[div class=tag]THE INTERVIEW​

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[div class=tag]What brings you to Forest Park Medical Center?

"Well, I'm here for the same reason that everyone else is here—Forest Park is one of the best teaching hospitals in the world. Everyone wants a spot here."
[div class=tag]what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?

"I plan to hopefully obtain my medical license and become a surgeon. I have no doubt that a residency at Forest Park with prepare me for that."
[div class=tag]what is the most important aspect of patient care?[/div] "In my opinion, the most important aspect of patient care is actually taking an interest in each and every patient, in each and every aspect of their lives. We can't just expect to patch up on part of their body, for example, without also ensuring that they're taking care of themselves as a whole—mentally and physically. Otherwise we might see them again, which isn't the goal."
[div class=tag]what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?[/div] "We're really getting to know each other here, aren't we? Well...in the last year i've cut off ties from my family, who were very toxic for me, but who I nonetheless kept in contact with because my mother is sick. I'm still scared that I made the wrong choice, though I'm not sure I had one to begin with. I suppose we can create our own families though, right?"
[div class=tag]what is your biggest regret?[/div] I regret blaming my older brother and sister for some bad things that happened to me when I was a kid. They're a bit older and went to a boarding school, you see, and so my little brother and I were in the house alone a lot of the time, and I think I imagined that they purposefully left us there like lambs to wolves. Looking back now though, I understand that they were just trying to save themselves and had no obligation to my brother and I."
[div class=tag]what is your greatest mistake?[/div] My greatest mistake was enabling my father and mother and their toxic relationship so much as I got older, and not cutting ties with them sooner. It would have made me a lot healthier person.
[div class=tag]tell us about your favourite memory.[/div] "Ha. My favorite memory is ironically with my family. It was Christmas when I was nine, and my older brother and sister were actually there...we all were. Mom wasn't sick and dad wasn't being an asshole. It really was picture perfect—presents under the tree, snow falling softly, the fire blazing. Hell, I think I still believed in Santa too. Anyways, that lasted for only a few hours until booze came out and claws and all that."
[div class=tag]where do you see yourself 10 years from now?[/div] "Hmm, ten years from now? Ideally, I'm an acting surgeon somewhere. I've built my own family from people i've met along the way and we talk and laugh together regularly. I can fall asleep easily. I don't know, it sounds simple, but i've had so much chaos in my life that I crave simplicity."
[div class=tag]describe your ideal partner.[/div] "What the fuck kind of question is this? Here it goes, I guess: my ideal partner....is somebody who can deal with my moods, somebody with thick skin, who understands my sense of humor. Somebody kind, but who can stick up for themselves and doesn't take themself too seriously. These are all such generic answers, I know. It's not like you can really sum up your ideal person though, right?"
[div class=tag]what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?[/div] "I know a lot of people say they would travel and cross everything off of their bucket list and shit, but I think I would gather up all the money that I have and give it to charities and people that really need it. I mean, I'm going to be dead for fucks sake, but those people are still here, alive, so I might as well try to make life better for them if I can't live mine."
[div class=tag]what inspired you to become a doctor?[/div] A neighbor that lived next to our childhood home used to patch my brother and I up whenever my dad or his friends got a little...well, you get the point. Anyways, we used to go to this neighbor, Dr. Andrews, and he was so gentle with us and understood that we couldn't go to the hospital or else we might be put into the system and...I don't know, he helped us out a lot and let us stay there with his family whenever we needed to. He still contacts me, but after my brother I...I don't really talk to anyone from that time anymore."
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[div class=tag]BACKGROUND​

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[div class=tag]where were you born?

“I was born at Swedish Medial Center in Seattle, Washington. Everything was planned to a T by my mother and, like always, she got her way. My father wasn’t there for my birth, but he came a few hours later, drunk off his ass. My older sister told my they got into a huge fucking fight because my mom didn’t want my dad to hold me while he was that drunk. Apparently he got kicked out of the room altogether and then threatened to sue to hospital. Yeah...sounds like dad.”
[div class=tag]how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?

"I was born in Seattle and then lived there until college. My family's social status is...complicated. Both my mother and my father came from wealthy families, and then they went to fancy schools and got fancy fucking jobs and got obscenely wealthy as well—well, my dad did, my mother quit working once she married my father. My father though was a bit too hasty with a business deal that had something to do with real estate in the desert just outside of Las Vegas and, well, we went bankrupt when I was around ten. We had to sell everything, moved into a tiny little apartment for two years—didn't have to leave the private school I went to though, they gave me a scholarship—and then my mom went begging to her dad to help her behind my father's back, which was a huge thing, and voila, we had a house again and everything was back to normal. Except my dad got meaner and my mom got meeker and then sick and...well, anyways, that answers the question."
[div class=tag]what occupation did your parents have when you were born?[/div] "My dad is a financial advisor to big shots that live in Seattle, and my mom was going to be an accountant before she married my dad. They're both as cold and money-hungry s their jobs suggest, haha. Anyways, the only way it influenced me is by showing me that I never, ever fucking wanted to do such a passionless job like they did. Hell, even mommy-dearest made being a stay-at-home-mom seem soul-sucking."
[div class=tag]how many siblings do you have?[/div] "I have three siblings. Mckenna and Roman are five years older than me, they're twins. We don't speak much now because I kind of blamed them for fucking my life up around four years ago. They were nice enough when we were younger though I guess, but were too old to ever want anything to do with us. By 'us' I mean my brother Ethan and I, he's a year younger than me and somehow has more issues than I do. I don't know where he is right now, the last time I spoke to him was almost nine months ago and he was going into some sort of rehab in California for cocaine and alcohol. Fun."
[div class=tag]were you a good student in school?[/div] "Surprisingly, yes. I would've lived at school if I could—anything to get away from home. I knew that I needed good grades if I wanted to get into a good out of state university, too, so that was a motivator for me. Ethan was even better than me though...Anyways, yeah, I got all A's and was on the debate AND football team for fucks sake, so if that doesn't say overachiever then I don't know what does. English was my favorite subject if you could believe that—don't ask me how I ended up interviewing to be a medical resident though."
[div class=tag]what kind of friends did you have?[/div] "Well...summer after sophomore year, Ethan and I fell in with a pretty bad group that fucked around with drugs like cocaine and shit. They were that small subset of rich, fucked up kids like us, so we kind of related to them and hung out with them over the summer while our mom was away on god-knows-what vacation and our dad worked 24/7. Anyways, once summer was over and all of my usual friends got back, I hung out with them again—just the usual guys on the football team and shit, I wasn't really close with any of them but they helped pass the time. Ethan kept hanging out with the bad group though and got hooked on cocaine and that spurred the long string of rehab centers he's been jumping from ever since. I know I should've stuck with him, made sure he was okay. I thought he was just having some fun and then would come back to me and his friends but...that's not what happened."
[div class=tag]what was the stupidest thing you did growing up?[/div] "It was definitely hanging out with those kids and fucking around with drugs. I should have protected Ethan from them."
[div class=tag]if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be?[/div] "It was one of those nights where my mom was out of town or asleep or something, I really can't remember, but there's not really a difference anyways. The point is, she didn't care. And my dad came home completely wasted with some friends, and I could hear him raging about loosing some bet, even from my room upstairs. I think I was fifteen at the time, and I knew countless times over what would happen if I got in his line of sight when he was in that state, so I got up and locked my door, but then I heard the front door open and realized that Ethan was just getting home from a friend's house or something. I guess if I was fifteen then he was fourteen at the time, and I could hear my dad starting to barrage him with a string of hostile questions, finding any little thing to get mad at and showing off in front of his friends. I felt like I should go down there, you know? But I just kept my ear pressed to my bedroom door, and I could hear Ethan mumble some answers to my dad...and then my dad, well he did what he always does when he's like that and started hitting him, but it was worse because his friends were there and he had to show off, like I said. And I had my hand on the door, and I was going to go downstairs to help Ethan, I knew I should've, but I was so scared. I kept the door locked until I couldn't hear anything anymore, and then, when I finally went upstairs I saw Ethan laying there and basically dragged him to our neighbor, Dr. Andrews' house, who said Ethan had a concussion and had to give him stitches above his eyebrow. I should've done more, I shouldn't have been such a coward. It made me realize that, even when you're scared, doing nothing will always make you feel worse than doing something ever could—no matter the consequences."
[div class=tag]have you ever moved house, city, or country?[/div] "It was a pretty drastic change to move from a mansion to a tiny, two-bedroom apartment when I was little, after my dad went bankrupt. I think before that I didn't really know how well-off my family was. It was humbling and humiliating. After my mother kissed her dad's ass though, we were back in a fancy townhouse, which was fine. I don't really consider any of those places home though. Hell, I don't even think I'd consider Seattle home, even though I've lived there since I was a kid. I think you're supposed to make a home around people you care about, and who care about you and shit...I don't know, I guess I'll know it when I feel it."
[div class=tag]which occupation did you want to be in growing up?[/div] "Don't call me a cliché, but I wanted to be an astronaut when I grew up. I don't think I knew that I wanted to be a surgeon until getting into medical school, actually. I mean, I knew I wanted to help people ever since...well, ever since I couldn't help my brother or mother, I just didn't know how."
[div class=tag]are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret?[/div] "I don't like to talk about my mother and father, or even my siblings for that matter. People don't know what to say to 'hey, mommy didn't care about me and daddy used me as a punching bag,' so I just keep it to myself. Besides, I grew up with a lot of opportunities that other kids didn't get, it just seems wrong to complain."

[div class=tag]RELATIONS[/div]​

[div class=tag]Ethan Payne (brother)[/div] Ethan is Alexander's younger brother. They were very close as children and experienced much of the same abuse from their parents. Alexander feels temense guilt for not protecting Ethan from this trauma, and on bad days, he also blames himself to the drug addictions that Ethan developed in high school. He has tried to help Ethan get sober throughout the past twelve years, but that often causes huge fights between the two brothers. He has not heard from Ethan for around nine months and has no idea if he is in rehab or out on the streets somewhere, and has decided that it's best for his mental health not to try and find his brother, but to wait for Ethan to come to him.
[div class=tag]Maria O'Donnell Payne (mother)[/div] Maria is Ethan's mother, with whom he has an extremely complicated relationship. He has mixed memories of her being extremely affectionate and motherly towards him, but then of her being cruel and distant. She is an extravagant woman that often threw parties and soirees at their home whenever she felt like it, and his father quite enjoyed these as well. Alexander's childhood can be divided into times that she lived in the house with him, Ethan, and their father, and then the times she would take extravagant trips without the family to wherever she desired. She occasionally felt the wrath of her husband (Raymond), but he rarely hit her, instead directing much of his violence on the boys. Instead, she and Raymond would erupt into huge screaming matches that resulted in her leaving the house for a few days, only to saunter back soon enough. She never defended Ethan and Alexander from their father, instead adopting the mindset that they provoked the man, so they got what they deserved. Alexander has cut all ties from her and his father, though he also feel tremendous guilt about this, as she was recently diagnosed with stage three lung cancer.
[div class=tag]Raymond Payne (father)[/div] Alexander hates Raymond, and Raymond hates Alexander, despite the fact that he is the boy's father. The man is cruel, especially when he drinks, and often found any little reason to hit Alexander and Ethan. Alexander has cut all ties from him.
[div class=tag]Mckenna & Roman Payne (older sister & brother)[/div] Mckenna and Roman are Alexander's older siblings by five years. They're twins and, like Alexander, loathe their parents. You'd think this would unite the younger and older Payne's, but when Alexander was a senior in highschool, he got into a huge fight with the two, essentially blaming them from the abuse he and Ethan experienced at the hand of their father, as they were gone at boarding school for the majority of his childhood. This was him projecting his own guilt, of course, for not adequately protecting his younger brother, Ethan. They were extremely hurt by this and none of them have talked since or reached out.
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Spoiler: Basics

→ full name
Juan Castro
→ nickname(s)
Castro, Juan
→ age [ 25 - 29 ]
25
→ date of birth
05/16/1994
→ hometown
Juarez, Mexico
→ current location
El Paso, Texas
→ ethnicity
Hispanic-American
→ nationality
American
→ gender
Male
→ sexuality
Single
→ religious affiliation
Roman Catholic
→ languages
Spanish, English

 

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[div class=text1cont][div class=text1]name: cecil warwick

age: 25

gender: cis male

sexuality: gay

D.O.B.: august 19th

ethnicity: white

nationality: welsh

hometown: saint hilary, wales

religion: atheist

languages: only english

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hair color: brown, cut very choppily

eye color: dark brown

body type: ectomorph

height: 5' 9"

weight: 126 lbs

scars: A surgical scar on his chest.

piercings: Right ear.

faceclaim: Damon Albarn
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[div class=text2cont][div class=text2]→ physical ailments
Cystic fibrosis, slight nearsightedness

→ mental ailments
Depression, bipolar disorder, general anger problems, ARFID

→ allergies
None

→ sleeping habits
Very bad. He's a "four hours per night" kind of guy.

→ eating habits
Also very bad. He tends to forget to eat.

→ exercise habits
Nonexistent.

→ emotional stability
Not very stable. Tends to get angry at people when not buried in his work.

→ blood type
B+

→ addictions
Coffee and alcohol.

→ drugs?
Nope

→ drinks alcohol?
Yes

→ smoke?
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[div class=text3cont][div class=text3]family:
Mother: May Warwick (64)
Father: Archie Warwick (65)
Sister: Lucy Warwick (28)
Aunt: Diana Blue (59)
Uncle: Lawrence Blue (70)
Cousins: Lana Blue (27) and Martha Blue (27)

relations:
Seth Henderson (First crush in middle school)
Preia Sahar (Roommate in Baltimore)

history:

→ where were you born? ❬ in a hospital, a home, elsewhere? who delivered you; a midwife, a doctor, a relative? were there any complications? did your mother survive? who was present to witness the birth? ❭
"I was born in a bathtub, like a big ol' metal tub. 's how my whole family was born, I think. My dad did the delivery. To this day I'm not sure where he learned to deliver a baby. Fortunately, there weren't any issues an' I came out smoothly. Apparently my sister was a significantly more difficult baby to pass."

→ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? ❬ in other words, has your family gained or lost a fortune? has someone close to you died? have you moved house? ❭
"So when mum and dad found out I had cystic fibrosis, they were a li'l fuckin' nervous. Nearest hospital was an hour drive an' they worried I could bloody croak at any moment, so they shipped me off to live wit' my auntie in Bristol. I din't actually come to America 'till college. It was different, we had more money, but also it was... y'know, an actual town."

→ what occupation did your parents have when you were born? ❬ did it ever change as you grew older? has this influenced you in any way? ❭
"They were a farmin' family. We 'ad cows, chickens, goats, the whole shebang. I don't think they ever left that kind'a life."

→ how many siblings do you have? ❬ do you get along or fight often? if so, what about? which sibling are you closest to, and why? ❭
"I 'ad a big sister, 'er name was Lucy. She was well tall, always gettin' on my case about chores an' what-have-you. She 'ad my best interests in mind, though."

→ were you a good student in school? ❬ what was your favourite subject? did they face any kind of bullying or abuse? how has this altered you? does this still affect you today, and how? ❭
"In Bristol, fuckin' everybody hated my guts. In primary school, it's like those li'l shits identify the weakest link. The cont with the inhaler. He can't really protect himself, so we all dogpile on 'im like fuckin' animals. Assertin' dominance an' all. I think it made me kind of a hardass. 's what mum says."

→ what kind of friends did you have? ❬ were they a "good" or "bad" influence? how did they change you? how long did you remain friends? ❭
"No friends 'til high school or sum'n. I haven't 'eard from most of 'em in years, but a few are my obligatory FaceBook friends."

→ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? ❬ did you break any laws, pull a prank, disappoint a parent? ❭
"I let some of my butts- my mates, I mean. I let some of my mates dangle me off a fuckin' bridge by my legs. All the blood rushed to my head an' I swear that dullard Randy or whatever almost dropped me three or four times. I must've been pissed."

→ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? ❬ how has that changed you as a person? how has it changed how you see the world, themselves, and others? ❭
"When I was fourteen, these four shits got me out behind school and did their usual shit, kickin' the shit outta me an' all. I guess my inhaler fell from my pocket because one of 'em grabbed it and threw it down a storm gutter. I fished 'round in it fer an hour like an evil clown stole my fuckin' boat, but I didn't tell my auntie, woman already made me feel burdensome as it were. So then, pretty soon after, I woke up in a cold sweat an' I couldn't take a full breath. I was like, phasin' in and out of consciousness, an' I woke up in this big white room with a mask on my face. Turns out that not only did I 'ave a gopin lung infection, but some cysts that had to get removed surgically. Worst day of my life."

→ have you ever moved house, city, or country? ❬ what led to this change? which place do you considering your "home"? do you view this move or its cause with bitterness, hope, something else? ❭
"Again, moved to Bristol with auntie. For college, I actually got accepted into John's Hopkins and came all the way to America to get my medical degree. After finishin' up all that, I got an opportunity for residency, an' now I'm here."

→ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? ❬ is this the same as what you wish to be, or are in, now? what inspired you to want this career? what led you onto the path to becoming a doctor? ❭
"When I was a wee one, I wanted to work on the homestead with mum and dad, but eventually I got really into bugs. I wanted to study bugs, an' find new ones an' all. The whole 'almost dying' thing changed my perspective on medicine an' got me interested in the subject."

→ are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? ❬ why? or are you open about your past? ❭
"I don't tell anyone a damn thing. I don't need their condescending pity."
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[div class=text4cont][div class=text4]→ what brings you to forest park medical center?
"Recommendation from my school. Otherwise I wouldn't be caught dead in bloody Texas."

→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?
"Work experience and my license are the big things. Besides that? Fuck if I know... Am I allowed to say fuck in'ere?"

→ what is the most important aspect of patient care?
"Fuck's sake, it's gettin' the shits out alive, innit? People seein' me as 'good, but hard to work with' is fine by me. If a woman comes in claimin' to be anti-vaxx, I'll prick the kid an' she can cry about it."

→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?
"That's a tough one... Oh, yeah. I left my house without my inhaler for the first time in years, I think. I'm constantly, constantly convinced I'll just fuckin' drop dead without it, like my lungs will collapse in on 'emselves."

→ what is your biggest regret?
"Movin' to an actual city, prob'ly. Like, yeah, the nearest hospital to my ol' homestead was an hour away, but at least I wasn't gettin' my shit kicked in daily."

→ what is your greatest mistake?
"'as kinda similar to the last question, yeah? Lemme think... Not 'avin' a fuckin' spine, I think. Lettin' people just do wha'ever they wanted with me, 'cos I was afraid to punch someone."

→ tell us about your favourite memory.
"Rosalind was this big fuckin' cow we used to have, she had t' be the size of a small boat. She had a couple calves back in 'er day, most of 'em we sold, but we had one or two luckies who mum got attached to. I was readin' out under a tree, and Leah, 's Rosalind's baby, she comes up to me and places her giant brown 'ead right in th' middle of my insect field guide. I felt fuckin' blessed."

→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
"Dead. Nah, jus' kiddin'... Hopefully I'll be workin' in general surgery. Savin' lives an' all. I guess the only way I'd know is by havin' future sight. Hopin' for the best."

→ describe your ideal partner.
"Someone who can combat my bullshit. Good sense a' humor, not too over-sensitive, and an intellectual match. Y'know, someone I can play chess with, and also watch Spinal Tap."

→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?
"Spend my savin's on all the frivolous shit people told me I wouldn't need. Like tango lessons, would be well lush."

→ what inspired you to become a doctor?
"It prob'ly says somewhere that I got cystic fibrosis, yeah? Almost suffocatin' to death really gives you a new appreciation for the medical profession. Had to get a surgery on my fuckin' lungs. I just kinda sat there wonderin' how many people weren't posh enough to 'ave that second chance at life. Before I went into medicine, I wanted to be an insect biologist, if you can imagine it."

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ABOUT THE INTERN

@sexybrains

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[div class=box]HAIR[/div] tousled dark brown curls are often combed away from his face , but occasionally hang over his forehead .
[div class=box]EYES[/div] soft dark brown eyes, reminiscent of a puppy .

[div class=box]HEIGHT[/div] 6' 2
[div class=box]WEIGHT[/div] 157lbs
[div class=box]BUILD[/div] surprisingly has some muscles , but for the most part lean

[div class=box]MODIFICATIONS[/div] none
[div class=box]SCARS[/div] clumsy encounters in sahil’s haste have caused an influx of minor injuries that created scarring across his body — each having their own eventful story .

[div class=box]DRESSING STYLE[/div] plain tees and a jacket paired with jeans are the norm for sahil when spotted outside of work due to his simplistic style .

[div class=box]FACE CLAIM[/div] dev patel .

[div class=box]PHYSICAL AILMENTS[/div] near–sighted ; his vision is rather poor , and as a result he wears contacts almost daily . however , in the comfort of his own home he opts for his circular lenses as seen here .
[div class=box]MENTAL AILMENTS[/div] tba .

[div class=box]ALLERGIES[/div] dev patel .

[div class=box]SLEEPING HABITS[/div] susceptible to all-nighters when becoming wrapped up in a tv series , due to his habit of binge-watching. otherwise , he sleeps well and wants to get all his 8 hours of sleep .
[div class=box]EATING HABITS[/div] seems to have a never–ending stomach, and tends to always have room for food at all times. not too much of a breakfast fan , sahil eats at least twice a day, and snacks about 15253 times a day .
[div class=box]EXERCISING HABITS[/div] never found much time to exercise , and still doesn’t , but when he’s in the mood and has the time you may find him running in the area or in the gym with a friend .

[div class=box]EMOTIONAL STABILITY[/div] he’s able to hold himself together in high-stress events , however his habit of suppressing certain emotions makes him susceptible to the little things pushing him over the edge .

[div class=box]BLOOD TYPE[/div] O+ .

[div class=box]ADDICTIONS[/div] none .
[div class=box]DRUGS[/div] no .
[div class=box]DRINK ALCOHOL[/div] no .
[div class=box]SMOKE[/div] smoked weed once , never again .[/div][/div][/div] [div class="tabsContent tabsContentInterview" style="display: none;"][div class=outline]

[div class=box]→ what brings you to forest park medical center?

“my feet and my degree obviously. i’ve done a lot of research on many of texas’s and other states hospitals , and found this one to match my interests best. i’m very lucky to be picked among i’m sure , dozens of others.”

[div class=box]→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?[/div] “a job , those debts have to get paid off somehow. but , also a memorable experience to set me up for my pathway of being an orthopedic surgeon.”

[div class=box]→ what is the most important aspect of patient care?[/div] “ensuring that they’re comfortable , and feel safe. a certain level of trust is to be established between a doctor , and their patient , otherwise you both can’t work together to solve their issue — without this trust , it can make the overall experience, negative.”

[div class=box]→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?[/div] “roller coasters! now i can ride them like a champ.”

[div class=box]→ what is your biggest regret?[/div] “even though i’m thankful for how far i’ve gotten, there’s always this nagging feeling in the back of mind that asks if this is truly what i want to do, and yeah i do want to be here , but i just wonder if this path is truly for me. joining the medical field was both the best and worst thing i’ve done, haha.”

[div class=box]→ what is your greatest mistake?[/div] “not keeping in touch with a friend. i’d been caught up with school and exams, and neglected them for awhile, unaware of their declining health, and later learned they died unexpectedly.”

[div class=box]→ tell us about your favorite memory.[/div] “for a great deal of my life, i’ve lived mostly on the east coast in the cities where the apartments are wall to wall, and very small. my mom took me to the state beach during the summer, and i just remember the clear blue skies, the sand between my toes, and the smell of the ocean. it was the largest open outdoor space i’d seen, and the beach just seemed so vast, like it went on forever.”

[div class=box]→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now? [/div] “hopefully still alive at that point , if earth doesn’t kill us all. in those years i want to live comfortably and have some form of success, especially if i’ve made it this far.”

[div class=box]→ describe your ideal partner. [/div] “somebody open-minded and kind. oh! and also willing to accept all of the obnoxious love , i have for them. as long as you aren’t the grinch , you’re practically everything i’ve dreamed for.”

[div class=box]→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? [/div] “i’d say something like ‘travel to a new country’ or ‘try skydiving,’ but i don’t have the funds for it , soo i’d spend those days doing what i love and surrounding myself with the people i love. cheesy, i know, but in those final moments , doing what you feel is most important seems like the best choice.”

[div class=box]→ what inspired you to become a doctor?[/div] “aside from the obvious , ‘i love to help people,’ i wanted to make a difference in this field and show that it’s possible to become a doctor , even when you look like me.”[/div][/div][/div] [div class="tabsContent tabsContentBackstory" style="display: none;"][div class=outline]

[div class=box]→ where were you born? ❬ in a hospital, a home, elsewhere? who delivered you; a midwife, a doctor, a relative? were there any complications? did your mother survive? who was present to witness the birth? ❭

“born n’ raised in the city of deep dish pizza aka chicago, illinois , my ma said she was waddling around the hospital on the due date of my birth as suggested by the doctor to help induce labor , and while walking , i happened to make my grand appearance right there in the hospital hallway . funny right? fortunately , they were able to move my mom to a room to give birth in and i was successfully delivered with little complications by the doctor , but my father ended up missing out on the birth.”

[div class=box]→ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? ❬ in other words, has your family gained or lost a fortune? has someone close to you died? have you moved house? ❭ [/div] “my parent’s journey to america practically took their every penny , and for awhile they struggled to uphold themselves in america’s economy — especially since they were undocumented. jobs were never hard to find , but never paid enough to sustain a family , so i lived a majority of my life in a small cramped apartment. my parents feared they would one day be found out as undocumented , so we didn’t move much at all. they found unfamiliar territory scary , and found it hard to trust anywhere , therefore we stayed where it was deemed ‘safe.’”

[div class=box]→ what occupation did your parents have when you were born? ❬ did it ever change as you grew older? has this influenced you in any way? ❭[/div] “they both had many jobs while in america , although my pa worked the most in comparison to my mom. when i was born , my mom worked as a maid , but had to quit because of me , while my father worked as a taxi driver and a janitor. truthfully , it was heartbreaking to see your parents struggle day-to-day to put food on the table , or watching one of them go hungry because of you. i’m very thankful for all they’ve done for as it made me realize i don’t want to live the lives they lived.”

[div class=box]→ how many siblings do you have? ❬ do you get along or fight often? if so, what about? which sibling are you closest to, and why? ❭[/div] “unfortunately, i grew up an only child. i’m sure money problems may have been the reasoning behind it or my parents just didn’t want any more children , because i’m just that great haha.” [/

[div class=box]→ were you a good student in school? ❬ what was your favourite subject? did they face any kind of bullying or abuse? how has this altered you? does this still affect you today, and how? ❭[/div] “i was an exceptional student , and a giant ass kisser for all of my school life , even in college. if i remember correctly, algebra had to be my favorite subject , solving those equations was very satisfying. i did get bullied a lot , because of the way i looked , the way i smelled , my parents , the food i’d bring for lunch , everything , and i never understood why. their bullying made me wish i wasn’t who i am, and for awhile i shunned my indian heritage to be something they would like , that society would like , to just not be different , but now i know better and i was always unapologetically be me , no matter.”

[div class=box]→ what kind of friends did you have? ❬ were they a "good" or "bad" influence? how did they change you? how long did you remain friends? ❭[/div] “i bonded with the nerdy kids or the teacher’s pet , and tried my hardest to stray from trouble. i knew it’d be easier on my parents to be the good kid they wanted me to be , so that’s what i was. most of the friendship i made were short-lived, and only lasted temporarily, despite how close i was with some of them , but little to none of those friendships lasted out of high school.”

[div class=box]→ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? ❬ did you break any laws, pull a prank, disappoint a parent? ❭[/div] “not exactly my proudest moment, or the craziest thing you may have heard. but , during indoor recess time sometime in the 5th grade, i decided to stick a pair of scissors in the outlet and caused the entire block to have a blackout. like i said , not my proudest moment.”

[div class=box]→ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? ❬ how has that changed you as a person? how has it changed how you see the world, themselves, and others? ❭[/div] “definitely hearing about the loss of my friend — it was the first time i’d dealt with the death of anyone close to me , and it hit me very hard. the guilt ate me alive , and still does to this day. i barely ate , and struggled to find the energy to study for my exams , but kept at it because i know they would’ve never approved of me throwing my education in the garbage for them. their death awoke something inside of me , and made me realize just how short life is , and that each and every one of us will reach our end one day. it made me cherish all the people i talk to , and learn not to take anyone for granted , because you never know if one day they’ll still be there , and that’s terrifying to me , but very much the truth.”

[div class=box]→ have you ever moved house, city, or country? ❬ what led to this change? which place do you considering your "home"? do you view this move or its cause with bitterness, hope, something else? ❭[/div] “we’ve only moved once, which was to a bigger apartment for obvious reasons , but i still considered the other apartment as home because i spent a great majority of my life there , and getting that apartment was a huge milestone for my parents, but i in no way feel bitter about the move. change is great, especially since i got my own room. however , i’ve left my parents in chicago for my career, which makes me sad , because i miss them everyday despite talking to them all the time, but this move is necessary for my future.”

[div class=box]→ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? ❬ is this the same as what you wish to be, or are in, now? what inspired you to want this career? what led you onto the path to becoming a doctor? ❭[/div] “i wanted to be an artist , as silly as it sounds, but it’s almost impossible to make a living out of something like that. my parents never approved of my dream either , claiming i’d go nowhere in a career path like that , immediately crushing my dreams , therefore they pushed me to become something important , that they’d be proud of , because apparently their son being an artist was a disgrace.”

[div class=box]→ are there any aspects of your past that you keep a secret? ❬ why? or are you open about your past? ❭[/div] “i have nothing to hide of my past , because of how simple it is. i don’t mind talking about myself , or my past , but i’m not as open to talk about my deceased friend — it’s a heavy topic , and not the best for conversation.” [/div][/div][/div] [div class="tabsContent tabsContentRelations" style="display: none;"][div class=outline]

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[div class=paragraph][div class=box]ARYAN KOTECHA ;; FATHER ;; CLOSE[/div]

although his father was never around as much as sahil wished due to long work hours during his childhood , he maintains a relatively close bond with him and admires how hard-working he is.

[/div] [div class=icon style="background:url(https://i.imgur.com/mGhQ9KY.jpg); margin-top: 10px;"][/div][div class=paragraph style="margin-top: 10px;"][div class=box]HAIESHA KOTECHA ;; MOTHER ;; CLOSE[/div]

far closer with his mother than his father , sahil was around his mom more often than not growing up and turned into quite the mama's boy. he loves her dearly , and wouldn't trade her for the world. he's glad he can come to her for any issue he has, and that she somehow always has the answer to it, even if it's not what he wants to hear.

[/div] [div class=icon style="background:url(https://i.imgur.com/aqbpSEl.jpg); margin-top: 10px;"][/div][div class=paragraph style="margin-top: 10px;"][div class=box]OLIVER MEYERS ;; BEST FRIEND ;; CLOSE[/div]

they've found kindred spirits in each other — meeting during orientation for college , the pair instantly connected and fell into each other's orbit.

[/div] [div class=icon style="background:url(https://i.imgur.com/JZUEqPl.png); margin-top: 10px;"][/div][div class=paragraph style="margin-top: 10px;"][div class=box]CALLISTA BAKSHI ;; FAMILY FRIEND ;; DISTANT[/div]

their parents knew each other from work , and later connected the two due to similarity in age when sahil was 10. they immediately hit it off , and bonded . in fact sahil was callista's prom date , after a jokingly made promise turned serious; claiming that if neither of them had a date , they'd go together. presently , the two have drifted apart since sahil's departure to dallas , and haven't spoken in a year or so.

[/div] [div class=icon style="background: url(https://i.imgur.com/TmxnPkn.jpg); margin-top: 10px;"][/div][div class=paragraph style="margin-top: 10px;"][div class=box]ALESSIA SINCLAIRE ;; EX ;; DISTANT[/div]

within the first year of college , he'd fallen into bed with her on numerous occasions , each ending with a promise of it being the last time until the lines began to blur and it seemed more like a relationship. but , sahil was never the best with relationships , inexperience his enemy , and like most college relationship it was to end eventually. yet he never expected it to hurt so much when it did. when he left from chicago , he hadn't uttered a word to her , and these days she texts him wondering about him , but he never responds, too focused on his future , to worry about a relationship in the past.

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[div class=box]AGE[/div] twenty-six .
[div class=box]D.O.B[/div] june 26th, 1993 .
[div class=box]SIGN[/div] cancer .

[div class=box]HOMETOWN[/div] illinois , chicago .
[div class=box]RESIDENCE[/div] dallas , texas .

[div class=box]ETHNICITY[/div] gujarati indian .
[div class=box]NATIONALITY[/div] american .

[div class=box]GENDER[/div] cis male .
[div class=box]PRONOUNS[/div] he / him .[div class=box]ORIENTATION[/div] heterosexual , heteromatic .
[div class=box]RELIGION[/div] raised muslim , but he's not strongly religious .
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[div class=tag]nickname:[/div] Lassy... he hates that

[div class=tag]age:[/div] twenty-eight

[div class=tag]gender:[/div] male

[div class=tag]sexuality:[/div] heterosexual

[div class=tag]faceclaim:[/div] jon kortajarena

[div class=tag]ethnicity:[/div] columbian

[div class=tag]nationality:[/div] american

[div class=tag]hair color:[/div] cocoa brown

[div class=tag]eye color:[/div] autumny hazel

[div class=tag]height/weight:[/div] 6"3 - 195 lbs

[div class=tag]body type/build:[/div] in shape, built

[div class=tag]body mods:[/div] a solid black tribal tattoo of a sea turtle covering his back
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[div class="tabsContent tabsContentPersona" style="display: none;"][div class=textcontainer][div class=text][div class=tag]personality:[/div] Aloof ➤ Rather habitually, Atlas keeps himself rigid toward intimate relationships as long as he can.

Intelligent ➤ He’s well-read and definitely puts his all into giving the right information in life. He loves collecting little facts.

Sarcastic ➤ Atlas is sometimes known for his sarcastic remarks, even though they’re mostly banter and not meant to be offensive.

Pessimistic ➤ This man is the definition of negative in his mind. He lives and breathes what he would only ever describe as realism about the world.

Adventurous ➤ Atlas loves finding himself having a good time, and will actively pursue activities that get his blood rushing, even if life-threatening.

Musical ➤ Badwinds adores writing and listening to music, but you would never guess from looking at him at first.

Warm ➤ He has selective manners, and will likely make you feel welcome, so long as you don’t rub him the wrong way.

[div class=tag]strengths:[/div] physically strong • ambitious • curious • decisive • confident • passionate • creative • enthusiastic • open-minded • challenging • humorous • trustworthy • loyal • honest

[div class=tag]weaknesses:[/div] secretive • sarcastic • stubborn • impatient • arrogant • inflexible • can be abrasive • not very forgiving • domineering • reckless • self-destructive • depressive

[div class=tag]habits:[/div] it was a prior habit of his to drink heavily while under the influence of opiates to numb himself. After it went south and he ended up overdosing, he pulled back on the habit as best he could. He still, however, has the tendency to get himself into reckless situations for the thrill of it.

[div class=tag]quirks:[/div] obsessively practices wild yo-yo tricks in his free time. Likes doing glass blowing on days off. Collects guitar picks, but doesn't like to admit it. Tugs at his earlobe with his pointer and middle finger knuckle when highly stressed out. Weirdly prideful of the scars collected on his body. Hates sleeping with a pillow.

[div class=tag]fears:[/div] Despite most of the world fawning over their existence, Atlas can't stand dogs. He pretends it's a casual dislike, but is genuinely afraid of them due to a childhood trauma he witnessed. He also finds it rather sad that most people would let a person die in order to save a dog. He hates clowns, dark water, and leeches.

[div class=tag]motivations:[/div] { to be reviewed in interview }

[div class=tag]likes:[/div] bonfires 》 cooking 》 Hispanic food 》 collecting things 》 debating 》 sex 》 alcohol 》 adrenaline rushes 》 learning 》 cherries 》 fireworks 》 reptiles 》 juice 》 snowy weather 》 social opportunities 》 jazz 》 cardiology

[div class=tag]dislikes:[/div] summer 《 heat 《 ham 《 baseball 《 rootbeer 《 dirty people 《 plastic surgery 《 anti-vaxxers 《 caricatures 《 watercolor paints 《 when daylight savings ends 《 rap music
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[div class="tabsContent tabsContentBackground" style="display: none;"][div class=textcontainer][div class=text][div class=tag]history:[/div] Atlas grew up not far from Bogota, the capital of Columbia. His family consisted of just he and his parents, who were fairly deep in poverty. Their property was small and run down, though food was always made available by means of Atlas' father, Sebastian. He worked impossible hours at a poorly-paying job just to afford the smallest amounts. His mother, Tulia, stayed at home with Atlas to give her best shot at homeschooled education. On an evening where the sun dyed the land tangerine as it set, Tulia was picking a small harvest of bojoró in their backyard as Atlas played with his soccer ball; a recent gift. A rabid dog squeezed through a rusted out hole in their fence, beelining for Atlas' mother. It tore at her throat, severing her jugular and windpipe almost immediately on contact. She collapsed in blood and agony as the dog convulsed in a seizing fit nearby. Atlas, five years old at the time, froze and watched the life spill from her in a state of absolutely enveloping shock. He knew he could have called for help. He knew he could have done something; anything. But he couldn't move. Instead, Atlas just perched himself in her pool of blood on the grass and sobbed into her brown locks, entirely disillusioned. After three hours, his father returned home and saw what had happened.

Moving beyond the gruesome milestone of his childhood, eventually, Sebastian and Atlas moved to North America when he was 11, enrolling him in school. Sebastian picked up a job in medical service, eventually climbing his way to board director after years of loyal service. Among other reasons, Atlas was inspired to take his shot in Med School and ended up excelling. He relocated so that he could be near Forest Park Medical Center, as he had heard incredible things about its teaching process.

[div class=tag]family:[/div] Tulia Badwinds > mother > deceased
Sebastian Badwinds > father > living
Eli Badwinds > cousin > living

[div class=tag]occupation:[/div] Doctor, duh

[div class=tag]romantic history:[/div] Atlas has had a rather generous number of prior girlfriends, peaking in his high school and college years. However, he abruptly stopped dating to pursue his knowledge in the medical field. Now the only romantic encounters he comes across are one night stands, or harmless flirting with no intention to follow through.
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[div class="tabsContent tabsContentOther" style="display: none;"][div class=textcontainer][div class=text][div class=tag]the interview:[/div] → what brings you to forest park medical center?
"Good yelp reviews. Ha, don't write that down, just a good fashioned joke. I did spend upward of four months doing my research on the hospitals around here. Talking to people with health issues who're familiar with the medical care around here helped a lot. The way they spoke about the team here made my decision pretty simple."

→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?
"Ideally, a good bounty of education from my time here. Even if they decide not to go forward with me, I know that the teachings are gonna stick to me like velcro."

→ what is the most important aspect of patient care?
"When I had a really bad fever in my younger years, I had to be monitored in a hospital. The doctors and nurses all had their own unique qualities, of course. But I have to say; as a patient, it wasn't knowing about their years of training, or how quickly they responded to my needs, or even the honesty. What mattered to me in that time, when I was really sick and freaked out, was the human touch. Doctor Sanchez will remain in my memories to the day I die. He knew what it felt like to be sick and at your lowest. And he was completely human about it. He was warm and reassuring. That is what I think got me through it more than anything else. Being a comforting presence to those who are suffering should be just as important as providing the right care."

→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?
"I don't know if this is supposed to reflect on my qualities as a doctor, but I can only think of one thing that's been relevant. I've been trying to get past this thing I have with dogs. Everyone loves dogs. There's even the occasional therapy animal they bring into Forest Park to make the kids feel better. So I've reeeeally been doing my best to move past the way that they freak me out."

→ what is your biggest regret?
"Not responding the way I should have when my mother was dying. Don't worry, I knew it would come up. I'm not afraid to talk about it."

→ what is your greatest mistake?
"I put so much emphasis on taking in information when I was in college, that I became numb and detached. I think it's important to find balance in life. You don't realize how much your mind compartmentalizes if you don't care for yourself properly."

→ tell us about your favourite memory.
"There was this field I used to go to with my dad back in Columbia. It was this super tall grass. He'd take me right in the middle of it while the sun was still high and we'd lay down in the grass. After a few minutes, you would see bumblebees balance from the tip of each blade to the next, waving in the wind. It was the only time I ever managed to stop thinking. We'd just watch the bees carry themselves."

→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
"Hopefully wiser. Hopefully living with inner peace, if I manage to find it. I'm doing my best to work that out."

→ describe your ideal partner.
"Adventure is something I really hope they'd value as I do. I love living for new experiences, so they'd have to be able to keep up with me. Also, humor matters. It can get you through any disagreement. Any trouble. I'd hope they kept me guessing, and didn't just roll over on their backs to avoid conflict. Lastly, just someone who gets what it's like to have had things a little rough in life."

→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?
"Damn... Well I think that getting that diagnosis is a lot more different than just speculating on it, but I'll try to be true to myself. As long as I wasn't limited physically, I'd likely take to the Maldvies. In my last hours, I think I'd want to sit on the shoreline at night while the phytoplankton glow at my feet. Probably just... Release."

→ what inspired you to become a doctor?
"Watching my mom be taken away right in front of me had a huge role to play. Especially knowing I might have been able to make a difference had I known what I do now. It only really became a goal, though, when my father relocated us to America and got in the medical business himself. I realized that it struck up feelings of determination in me I'd never experienced before. I didn't want to let that go."


[div class=tag]theme song:[/div] i feel like I'm drowning - two feet

[div class=tag]favorite drink:[/div] white russian

[div class=tag]favorite food:[/div] empanadas, mac and cheese

[div class=tag]favorite movie:[/div] the goonies, interstellar

[div class=tag]favorite book:[/div] a specific collection of encyclopedias

[div class=tag]relationships:[/div]

• past lovers: too many to count, not enough to matter
• love interests: nothing serious
• best friend 1: Alexander Santos
• best friend 2: Jules Parker
• best friend 3: Giovanni Shae
• rival 1: his father
• rival 2: himself
• rival 3: anyone against him

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[yousmelldead]

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→ how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? "i grew up in a three bedroom ranch in a small cul-de-sac in houston, texas. i spent my whole childhood in that house and to this day my mother and father still live there. it's kind of a harsh reminder of my brother, however."
→ what occupation did your parents have when you were born? "my father, adam, was a truck driver for UPS. he was actually on the road about 50 miles out when my mother had to be rushed to the hospital to have me. it was tough with him constantly on the road so my mom, lisa, stayed at home with my brother and myself. it would have been too much for her to go to work and try and raise us. there's also the cost of daycare which is absolutely ridiculous, so instead she was a stay-at-home mom!"
→ how many siblings do you have? "i have one older brother named adam, he is the junior to my father. he moved out when he turned 18 and we haven't seen him since. he packed up and left all of us behind because of some girl who we had never even met. the two of us were really close when we were growing up. we are two years apart but you wouldn't have known it since my brother was born premature so we were practically the same height until he was six when he finally started to grow normally."
→ were you a good student in school? "i am proud to say that i was valedictorian of my high school, i graduated a year early which had placed me in my brother's grade. school was where my brother and i disconnected, he was late to class every day if he even went while i was there early. i never missed a day of school, even if i was sick. my favorite subject was microbiology and will always be! i love digging into the contents of cells and learning the different types of bacteria which cause diseases."
→ what kind of friends did you have? "i didn't really have friends growing up. i was the nerdy girl with braces and large glasses, no one wanted to hang around with me. i can't really say i blame them though because who would want to hang out with the girl who had seizures at random? i had a few friends from the church choir that i was in but once i graduated high school i dove right into my studies for college. there was no time for friends."
→ what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? "i used to do other kids homework assignments for money. it's not that my parents were poor or even if i needed something i could always ask them to help me out but it was more for the fact that i wanted to stop being bullied. the other kids in school would come to me with their homework and it was almost like having friends. though, one day my mom had unpacked my backpack and found all of the other kids homework. my brother covered it up, saying that i had taken it from him because he was doing homework for money. adam got into a lot of trouble because of that, my mom even went to the principle with him so he make things 'right'. i know i should have taken the blame but i was scared that i wouldn't have graduated at the top of my class if i did so."
→ if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? "it was a thursday morning when i found the note from my brother telling me that he was leaving. there was no explanation or anything like that, just a note that told me he loved me. it was about a month after we graduated high school together, i knew he had his new girlfriend but none of us had ever met her. i sure didn't think that he was going to up and leave with her and never return. our family has never been the same, it really tore my mom and dad apart. my dad started to drink more while my mom secluded herself from the room. i moved out shortly after to live at college which i am thankful for now that i look back on it. it's been eight years since i have seen my brother and every year he send me an unknown voicemail, so at least i know he's alive."
→ have you ever moved house, city, or country? "the only time i moved is when i went to med school and i lived in the dorms. i moved to cambridge, massachusetts where i attended harvard university. when i finished my masters degree i came back to texas to be with my mother and father, but i hope to get an apartment with some of the other interns if i am accepted into this internship!"
→ which occupation did you want to be in growing up? "i wanted to be a scientist when i was a little girl. i always loved the long lab coats, which i am thankful that medical professionals wear them as well! i loved bill nye the science guy, it was my favorite show and i watched it faithfully. there was something so intriguing about tossing two different colored slime concoctions into a bowl."
→ are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? "i keep my brother a secret, if people ask me if i have any siblings i almost always tell them that i am an only child. it is too much on my mental state to keep bringing up the past when i know he's not coming back. i have severe commitment issues because i'm afraid people that i love will leave. which is why i also never talk about my ex-fiance, brody but that is a whole other story that i don't want to get into."

[/div][/div] [div class=interviewcontainer][div class=interview] → what brings you to forest park medical center? "forest park medical center has saved my life numerous amounts of times. i was always placed here due to my epilepsy and the doctors here were the ones who put me on the right medication to stop the seizures. being able to do my internship here would mean so much to me."
→ what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? "my plan is to pass my boards and learn as much as possible during my time here. if i am lucky, i will become a doctor for this hospital. texas is my home and i don't see myself moving out of state. this has always been where i want to be."
→ what is the most important aspect of patient care? "tricky question! but the most important aspect of patient care is the patient."
→ what is one fear you've overcome in the last year? "i have finally gotten over my fear of not being in control of my own body. it is something that i have had to get over my whole life but i finally have a grip on it. i used to be so terrified of leaving the house because i never knew when i would have an 'episode' but after years of being dosed correctly and not having the seizures constantly it has opened my eyes to the fact that i can live a normal life."
→ what is your biggest regret? "my biggest regret will always be not allowing myself to let loose and have fun. i have always been so focused on school or other projects that it really took away time to even find out who i truly am. i grew up too fast and was never able to really be a kid. it is my own fault but i regret it now, especially when i hear of all the great things other people my age have done."
→ what is your greatest mistake? "doing all of those kids homework just to feel like i fit in. all it did was cause more trouble than good and i ended up more alone than i was to begin with."
→ tell us about your favorite memory. "my favorite memory was when i was a little girl. i couldn't have been any older than five and my mom, brother, and i would take bubble baths. we were in bathing suits, of course, but it wouldn't have mattered because we were so young we didn't know what the male to female anatomy was. anyway, we would take turns rubbing soap on each other's backs and write words in the soap to see if the other person could guess what we wrote. it's a simple memory but it is my favorite."
→ where do you see yourself 10 years from now? "with my hands deep into a body cavity while something from bon jovi is blaring over the speakers in the operating room."
→ describe your ideal partner. "someone who is patient and can handle me on my bad days. talking is a huge thing for me, if we can't talk about our problems then nothing will be resolved. my ideal partner is far from perfect because, well no one really is and that's okay. looks only go so far, i need someone who is loyal and will stick it out no matter how tough it gets."
→ what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? "i would try and find out where my brother was so i could spend as much time as possible with him before it was my time to go. that, and well i'd like to die not being a virgin..."
→ what inspired you to become a doctor? "the challenge that becoming one had given me. i am extremely competitive and my mind has to constantly be moving so this seemed like the perfect career path for me. you do one wrong move and its over, to me that is exhilarating and just pushes me to be the best."

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[explosiveKitten]

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• the essentials
• the appearance
• the health
• the interview
• the backstory
• the relationships

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  → Full Name
  Clarissa Mary Smythe. (SAH-MY-THE. Not Smith. Smythe.)
  → Nickname
  “Lissa will do fine.”
  → Age
  “I’m 27.”
  → date of birth
  February 15th, 1993.
  → hometown
  Charleston, West Virginia
  → current location
  Detroit, Michigan
  → ethnicity
  “... White?”
  → nationality
  “American.”
  → gender
  Cisgender Female.
  → sexuality
  “I.... Um... I’m gonna have to get back to you on that one.“
  → Religious Affiliation
  “Well, the family is Catholic, but I turned away from that a while ago.”
  → languages
  “English, I took a few years of Spanish in High School, and even more in college. But I’m definitely not fluent. I know how to ask for information if necessary.”
  
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  → Hair Colour & Length
  Dark brown and long. Slight wavy texture.
  → eye colour
  Mocha brown.
  → height
  5”7, or 170.18 cm.
  → weight
  118 lbs. A little on the skinny side, but not too crazy.
  → build
  Ectomorphic. Fat just falls off this girl like nothing.
  → tattoos
  None.
  → scars
  “Mental or physical? Ah HA. hAhAH. Heh... eh.”
  → piercings
  None.
  → face claim
  Chloe Bennet.
  
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  → physical ailments
  None.
  → mental ailments
  Nnnnope.
  → allergies
  “Aside from seasonal allergies? None. Oh, wait, no, that’s wrong. I’m allergic to cat hair. Not dogs though. Weird, huh?”
  → sleeping habits
  “My sleep patterns are.. somewhat unpredictable these days. One night I could sleep like a baby and the next I might not get any sleep at all.”
  → eating habits
  “Nothing too crazy. I don’t eat McDonalds every day, but I also don’t subsist exclusively on salad either.”
  → exercise habits
  “I mean, I don’t exactly... “work out” persé, but in university I got into jogging and I had planned to continue, but...” She trails off, seemingly saddened by the memory.
  → emotional stability
  “I... I will admit, after the rather tragic death of... someone close to me, I fell into a rather severe depression for a couple years, which is why it took so long for me to finish my degree. But I’ve bounced back from that now, so I’m fine once again.”
  → blood type
  O negative. Universal donor up in here.
  → addictions
  Does chocolate count?
  → drugs?
  God, no.
  → drinks alcohol?
  Occasionally, yes. Parties happen. But otherwise, not really.
  → smoke?
  Ew, no. Cigarettes or weed, stuff doesn’t smell good.
  
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  → what brings you to forest park medical center?
  I heard it was the place to go. Competitive, highly skilled professionals, what’s not to love? ... Plus, it’s even further away from my parents.”
  → what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?
  “Well, personally, I would like to travel to third world countries and be able to help people who have nowhere else to go. Doesn’t matter who they are, if they can pay or not.”
  → what is the most important aspect of patient care?
  “Besides making sure your patient survives, and the operation is done correctly? ... Making sure they are as calm as possible. Telling someone the explicit details of their medical prognosis could very likely send them into a tizzy, if not a full blown panic attack. SO keeping your patients calm, comfortable and happy is pretty important, not only for their mental health, but yours as well.”
  → what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?
  ”I... You know, I’m not entirely sure I can answer that. Fears... Maybe spiders? I just recently learned that I can kill spiders by myself. Sometimes I even do it without screaming. Huh.”
  → what is your biggest regret?
  “... When I was a child, I was very outspoken about things that I believed were wrong. Over time, my father managed to train that out of me, so I endured and watched a lot of wrong things happen around me. When I went to college, I found my voice again. I just wish it had come back sooner.”
  → what is your greatest mistake?
  “I will be honest, I had at least one black-out drunk moment in college that I just cannot even begin to describe to you. Needless to say, I had no idea what to do with fifty pink plastic lawn flamingos. Never again, thank you.”
  → tell us about your favourite memory.
  “That first night away from the toxic environment of my parents. Just, me, my roommate and the silence around us. God... it was a feeling of freedom I still can’t replicate to this day.”
  → where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
  “Oh, well... Like I said, I want to be able to help people, worldwide. Who knows where I’ll be.”
  → describe your ideal partner.
  “Is... is this a trick question? ... oh, you... you’re serious? Oh... w-well, they would have to be... kind. Generous. But, outspoken, not afraid to speak his mind, proud of who he is... wAIT, hold on! That- nonono, that’s enough! NEXt qUeStIOn!
  → what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?
  “Frankly, I don’t know. Something crazy and out of the ordinary, probably.”
  → what inspired you to become a doctor?
  “A need to help people. Nothin’ more, nothin’ less.”
  
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  → where were you born?
  “In a hospital, by a doctor. Pretty typical situation. Nothing crazy.”
  → How has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?
  “Well, my parents are divorced, I went to college in a different state, and now I’m moving to the opposite coast.”
  → what occupation did your parents have when you were born?
  Mom? Trophy wife. Simple life for her. Dad? CEO of a major pharmaceutical company that I would really rather not attach myself to. I don’t trust those products, you probably shouldn’t either.
  When my dad and my mom got divorced, apparently my mother became one of those yacht people. The ones who live on a big yacht during the summer, subsist entirely on $15,000 tips and get to putz around the Mediterranean all day. Good for her, I guess... I hear she’s really happy, so I guess that’s good.
  Dad got almost immediately remarried to a young gold-digger who is... actually rather nice, all things considered. However, she is only about three years older than me, soooo... yuck.”
  → how many siblings do you have?
  Two brothers, one of which being a half-brother, and a sister. What fun.
  → were you a good student in school?
  “Well, that depends. I was in a private, all-girls Catholic school from Kindergarten to eighth grade, at which point I moved to a very public high school. I was a good student for the majority of school, but that first year after the switch to public school was... jarring, to say the least. I had a very bad freshman year.”
  → what kind of friends did you have?
  “I didn’t have too many ‘friends’ they were more like... acquaintances.”
  → what was the stupidest thing you did growing up?
  “Break laws? No. Pull pranks? No. Be a disappointment? Oh, why yes. I was always a disappointment to my parents. When i was a kid I believed that myth that said chewing gum would stay in your stomach for seven years. So I was terrified of gum.”
  → if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be?
  She gets a sort of far off look on her face, like she’s seeing something in the distance that you can’t. Her eyes get teary, she chews on her lip for a moment before she suddenly snaps back to reality and wipes her face with her hands.
  “I’d... I’d rather not say.”
  → have you ever moved house, city, or country?
  “Well, I went to medical school in a different state, specifically for that reason, so, yes.”
  → which occupation did you want to be in growing up?
  “Pirate. I wanted to be a pirate so bad, I dressed like a pirate for Halloween for ten years. And admittedly I recently learned that they often had trained surgeons on pirate ships back in the 1700’s, which was the golden age of Piracy. So realistically I could be a doctor AND a pirate at the same time... Unfortunately, women weren’t allowed to be doctors back then, so...”
  → are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret?
  “... wouldn’t be a secret if I told you, now would it?”
  
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  William Francis Smythe - Lissa’s father. He has a poor, if non-existent relationship with his eldest daughter. He doesn’t approve of the path she has taken, nor does he like how outspoken she is.
  May Louise Goeshwitz - Lissa’s Mother. She spent very little time actually with Lissa, leaving the kids to do whatever it is kids do. Currently, she’s in the Mediterranean, living it up on a yacht.
  Sasha Colville-Smythe - Lissa’s new, young stepmother. The pair have a surprisingly good relationship. Sasha was more of a mother than May ever was.
  Timothy Francis Smythe - Lissa’s full brother. He is... a pig. That’s the best way to describe him. Misogynistic, womanizing pig.
  Harper Grace Smythe - Lissa’s sister. She is a star in the family. Excels at everything, effortlessly. An equestrian, pageant queen, everything her father wanted her to be.
  Wallace James Smythe - The youngest of the family, Lissa’s half-brother. An absolute sweetheart.
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sasha amalyia chernov
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sash (mostly by her brother)
[div class=tag]age[/div] twenty five
[div class=tag]date of birth[/div] may thirteenth
[div class=tag]hometown[/div] toronto, ontario, canada
[div class=tag]current location[/div] dallas, texas, united states of america
[div class=tag]ethnicity[/div] russian
[div class=tag]nationality[/div] russian-canadian
[div class=tag]gender[/div] cisgender female
[div class=tag]sexuality[/div] heterosexual
[div class=tag]religious affiliation[/div] atheist
[div class=tag]languages[/div] her native language is russian. she is also fluent in german and english and is working on learning polish to help her communications with her family

[div class=tag]hair[/div] sasha's hair is long and a dirty strawberry blonde, often worn up in a bun or down in natural waves
[div class=tag]eye colour[/div] warm chocolate brown
[div class=tag]height[/div] 5'4"
[div class=tag]weight[/div] 120lbs
[div class=tag]build[/div] athletic slim
[div class=tag]tattoos[/div] n/a
[div class=tag]scars[/div] she has a few scars from rough housing as a kid, but her most notable scars are on her abdomen from surgery. there is also a long scar that runs down her left bicep from an attack
[div class=tag]piercings[/div] she previously had a lot of piercings but is now down to three earlobe piercings on both ears and a helix on her left ear
[div class=tag]face claim[/div] zoey deutch
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sasha has endometriosis. she was diagnosed when she was twenty after five years of fighting with doctors for a diagnosis. her endometriosis means fairly consistent pain in her abdomen, frequent migraines, joint pain, and waves of extreme nausea. most recently, she discovered that it has also led her to be presumably infertile.
[div class=tag]mental ailments

insomnia, ptsd (caused by the attack, often brought on by violent actions, someone grabbing her, very loud yelling), generalized anxiety disorder
[div class=tag]emotional stability[/div] mostly stable, she tends to avoid the triggers for her ptsd
[div class=tag]allergies[/div] n/a
[div class=tag]sleeping habits[/div] sasha rarely sleeps, if ever. Sasha has a hard time falling asleep and often wakes up moments later when she does. she tends to replace sleep with coffee and meditation and, on really sleepy days, short fifteen minute naps.
[div class=tag]eating habits[/div] meal prepping healthy foods are great for sasha, someone who is always on the go and rarely has time to cook. her biggest downfall is that she tends to forget to eat, leading her to set reminders on her phone
[div class=tag]exercise habits[/div] sasha loves to exercise. she does yoga in the mornings, typically after going for a run. she also has a love of kick boxing and frequently goes to classes and to the gym at least three times a week, more if time allows.
[div class=tag]blood type[/div] O-
[div class=tag]addictions[/div] caffeine
[div class=tag]drugs[/div] she occasionally uses marijuana products to help alleviate pain caused by her endometriosis
[div class=tag]alcohol[/div] sasha is definitely a social drinker, but also enjoys a glass of wine after a long day at work
[div class=tag]smoking[/div] n/a
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[div class=tag]what brings you to forest park medical center?

to put it plainly: opportunity. the program is tough, the competition is fierce, and I love a good challenge. having a tough residency will offer me invaluable learning experiences that I wouldn’t be able to get anywhere else. throw in the fact that I get to help improve people’s lives, it was an absolute no-brainer
[div class=tag]what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?

I want to leave a mark. Of course, being a fully licensed doctor would be great at the end of the day, but the title means nothing if I don’t help people along the way. If one person leaves my care happier and healthier than they came it, its all worth it.
[div class=tag]what is the most important aspect of patient care?[/div] the most important aspect of patient care is to not ask what the most important aspect of patient care is because there is no one right answer that fits every scenario. If you’re a doctor worth anything, you’ll know that every case is different. some need mental support, some don’t. some people need more explanation, some don’t. It's all about understanding your patient and their situation and helping them and their loved ones be as comfortable as possible.
[div class=tag]what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?[/div] before losing my mom last year, I was terrified of losing those I love. my mom was and will always be one of my best friends so losing her took a major toll on me. but I learned to move on and be strong for her instead of pitying myself and constantly mourning her.
[div class=tag]what is your biggest regret?[/div] not spending more time with my mother before she passed. I got so caught up with school and work that I forgot that the most important thing is to be there for those you love. I’ll never live that down.
[div class=tag]what is your greatest mistake?[/div] I was tired after a late class and decided to take the short way home through the sketchier area of town near my apartment. I saw this girl getting assaulted by this guy. she got away but I didn't. I don’t regret stepping in… look, can we get on to the next question?
[div class=tag]tell us about your favourite memory/[/div] I remember when we first moved to toronto from kazan in russia when I was seven, we were in a market downtown and they were giving out samples of real maple syrup. at the time, it was the best thing I have ever tasted. I hate the stuff now but I think of it as a sign that I was finally home.
[div class=tag]where do you see yourself 10 years from now?[/div] let's see. hopefully, still practicing medicine. maybe I'll have my student loans paid off. then you've got your typical stuff. hopefully I'm with someone that truly loves me, maybe with a couple of munchkins of our own running around our home. hopefully i'll be surrounded by supportive friends and family. more than anything, I want a family.
[div class=tag]describe your ideal partner.[/div] that answer has changed a lot over the years! Honestly, the best partner is someone you can consider a best friend. someone who genuinely accepts you for who you are, highs and lows and everything in between. someone that you’re comfortable to just sit in silence with because you’re just so happy to be with them. someone that will hold your hand through pain and lift you up with your successes. someone that you wouldn’t bat an eyelash at running to them when they need you, no matter what time of day it is or what the weather is. it’s a really cheesy answer but its the truth. good people who you can form a real connection with is hard to come by.
[div class=tag]what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?[/div] well for starters, I would ask why no one caught my symptoms and diagnosed me earlier. but after I go through all the stages of my impending doom, I'd have fun. I'd make sure my family was well taken care of first and then I'm maxing my credit cards and we're going on a killer vacation. I'd also plan my funeral. Morbid, I know. But it would be interesting to know what would happen.
[div class=tag]what inspired you to become a doctor?[/div] honestly? I don't really know. it just sort of came to me as an option one day during senior year. I loved making people happy and caring for others and although the schooling seemed scary, it seemed like a great way to put those skills to use. plus, interacting with the medical system when trying to get diagnosed for my endometriosis made me realize that there are so few doctors that are truly patient advocates. the second I came to that realization, I knew exactly what I wanted to do.
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info.
[div class=tag]where were you born?

the tale of my birth is rather interesting. my dad delivered me in a bathtub after my mom slipped getting in and spurred on her labor. there wasn’t enough time to get to a hospital. I was born in thirty seven minutes, completely healthy. mom had to go in and get her back looked at but otherwise, we were both fine.
[div class=tag] how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?

for starters, my mom is no longer with us. she passed away from breast cancer september of last year. it was the worst pain i’ve ever felt, but it was relieving that she wasn’t suffering anymore. when I was seven, my family moved from russia to canada to pursue a better life. my mother got a job as a sales woman and my father worked as a mechanic. now I live here in dallas. lots of things have changed.
[div class=tag]what occupation did your parents have when you were born?[/div] my mom was unemployed and my father worked in a factory that made shoes. money was tight but they always made it work. we never went hungry or cold or without school.
[div class=tag]how many siblings do you have? [/div] I have one brother, my older brother dimitri. we’ve always been close but also very competitive. it makes total sense that we both ended up as doctors. in a way, it pushes us to be the best versions of ourselves possible.
[div class=tag]were you a good student in school?[/div] I didn’t have a choice but to be a good student. mom and dad always worked really hard to make sure that we were secure, getting good grades was the least I could do for them. I was pretty popular in school, though I never had many close friends. surprisingly, I was a theatre kid for most of high school and was quite bad at chemistry. it wasn’t until senior year that I really understood the concepts and decided to go into pre-med.
[div class=tag]what kind of friends did you have? [/div]I had quite a few friends growing up, though not many close friends. they were more acquaintances than anything. my best friend through it all was hannah bermont, a girl I met in the eighth grade. we’ve been friends since the day we met in eighth grade homeroom and are still best friends now.
[div class=tag]what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? [/div]oh gosh, I was almost arrested one time for underage drinking. I was at this party with my friends celebrating graduating from high school. we ended up in the woods, trespassing on someone’s property. cops were called, people were chased. I ended up passing out in the back seat of my best friend’s car while we were driving away. it was really stupid. hilarious, but stupid
[div class=tag]if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? [/div] losing my mom. it was the absolute worst day and will likely always be the worst moment of my life. never forget to hold those you love close.
[div class=tag]have you ever moved house, city, or country?[/div] I moved from russia to canada when I was seven. it was awesome. a better house, better apartment, better school, and happier parents. canada will always be home.
[div class=tag]which occupation did you want to be in growing up?[/div] this is really embarrassing but I wanted to be an actress. I did theatre growing up and never had much of an interest in sciences until my senior year
[div class=tag]are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret?[/div] the number one thing I don’t tell people is that I have endometriosis. people either don’t know what it is and are confused or think it’s just a “bad period” or they pity me. I also don’t mention it on dates since a lot of guys make it clear that they don’t want to date a woman who most likely won’t be able to give them a family later. It’s just something best kept quiet. I also don't talk about the attack, it's something I never want to relive. when people ask me about the scar on my arm, I tell them I fell on a piece of metal when I was younger. other than those two thing, I’m an open book! I’ve led a pretty interesting life so I love telling stories, even the sad ones.

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[div class=tag]alexia chernov[/div] mother (deceased)
[div class=tag]damion chernov[/div] father (alive, currently residing in toronto, canada)
[div class=tag]dimitri chernov[/div] brother (36, a pediatric surgeon working in toronto)
[div class=tag]hannah bermont[/div] childhood best friend (25, currently living in toronto, canada working as a stage manager) [/div]

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Su Jianmei | 苏简 玫 | Gemma Su
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Gem
[div class=tag]age[/div] 25
[div class=tag]date of birth[/div] November, 20th
[div class=tag]hometown[/div] Los Angeles, California, U.S (Childhood home); Shanghai, China (Place of birth)
[div class=tag]current location[/div] Dallas, Texas, U.S
[div class=tag]ethnicity[/div] Han Chinese
[div class=tag]nationality[/div] Chinese-American
[div class=tag]gender[/div] Cis. Female
[div class=tag]sexuality[/div] Bisexual
[div class=tag]religious affiliation[/div] Atheist
[div class=tag]languages[/div] Mandarin (Native), English

[div class=tag]hair[/div] Dark brown, shoulder-length, usually worn down or in a bun
[div class=tag]eye colour[/div] Dark brown
[div class=tag]height[/div] 5'3"
[div class=tag]weight[/div] 105 lbs
[div class=tag]build[/div] Slender and petite; delicate, doll-like features
[div class=tag]tattoos[/div] N/A
[div class=tag]scars[/div] A slight bump on her right knee, from a kitchen incident involving a shattered wine glass and sudden loss of balance. Resulted in a night at the ER.
[div class=tag]piercings[/div] Earlobes pierced.
[div class=tag]face claim[/div] Zhang Xinyuan
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Currently in relatively healthy condition.
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She suffers from generalized anxiety disorder and ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder), which is managed with medication and counselling. Although she makes no effort to hide these disorders, accepting them as part of her life, she’s visibly uncomfortable with discussing the topic of her mental health with all but the closest of associates. She's also a survivor of an undiagnosed eating disorder.
[div class=tag]emotional stability[/div] On the outside, Gemma is the girl that’s put together, confident and infallible. Nothing seems to rattle her; not the prospect of winging an exam, incorrectly answering a question in a lecture of 200+ people or even jumping from 2,000 feet in the sky. She’s bold and outspoken, not afraid to make herself heard. Simply put, everything seems to roll off her shoulders. Internally, Gemma is far from the daring, assertive image she projects. Self-doubt and second guesses constantly plague her mind -- she’s just too stubborn to let them win her over. However, while she may seem to be crass and carefree, Gemma takes her work very seriously. No detail is left mentally unassessed, as patient safety always comes first. While she’s proud by nature, medicine is not a profession you go into with an ego the size of a Hollywood mansion. So, when it comes to taking care of her patients, she asks an endless torrent of questions. Learning to voice every doubt or uncertainty has not been an easy task, but she pushes forward. After all, she owes it to her patients to become the best doctor she can possibly be.
[div class=tag]allergies[/div] Mild allergy to grass and pollen.
[div class=tag]sleeping habits[/div] Gemma’s a night owl, preferring to study, socialize, read or just chill late into the night. Even as a child, she never feared the dark. Instead, she viewed it as a blanket of security for the way it seemed to bring a stop to the monotony of regular duties and activities. With that being said, Gemma is biologically a short-sleeper. Going to sleep at around midnight and waking up at five in the morning, as per her usual routine, never results in sluggishness or fatigue. Her father was the same way and the two would spend time, chatting or working, while the rest of the world stilled around them.
[div class=tag]eating habits[/div] She’s not a very picky eater and will consume just about anything that’s edible. Which is very fortunate, considering Gemma’s cooking abilities are virtually nonexistent. To her, “cooking” involves throwing some meat in the oven for a simple “roast” and boiling some vegetables at the side. Add some random sauce/flavoring and that’s what she calls a decent meal. Nevertheless, she makes an effort to eat a healthy, colourful palette and restrict her snacking habits, allowing herself to indulge in a small treat every week but no more.
[div class=tag]exercise habits[/div] Part of managing her anxiety and ADHD involves a very strict workout regimen. Endurance sports, such as swimming, running and biking, are her preferred outlets for stress and nerves. Although, she does enjoy a good game of badminton and table tennis every now and then.
[div class=tag]blood type[/div] A-
[div class=tag]addictions[/div] Reads a little too many romance novels and watches a generous amount of Netflix.
[div class=tag]drugs[/div] Unless you count her anxiety medication, no.
[div class=tag]alcohol[/div] She rarely drinks alcohol, as it is ill-advised to do so on anxiety medication. The only times she’s ever caved were at social gatherings, where she felt awkward not taking a couple of sips after a toast or two.
[div class=tag]smoking[/div] No.
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[div class=tag]the interview

[div class=tag]what brings you to forest park medical center?

“Aside from the fact that it’s an excellent teaching hospital...well, I’ve never been outside the state of California since I’ve immigrated to the U.S. This is the furthest I’ve ever travelled by myself! It’s quite daunting, to be honest. The possibility of doing residency, and eventually practicing, outside of my home state was a challenge I couldn’t resist. I’m constantly trying to better myself; I’ve already taken a tentative step outside of my comfort zone. If I’m given the opportunity to challenge myself even further, you can be damn sure I’ll face it head on. Sorry, excuse my language there.”
[div class=tag]what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency?

“I’m actually not 100% sure what I want to do after this general surgery residency. I’ve considered specializing in plastic or orthopedic surgery, mostly because I find beauty in helping someone gain or regain confidence in their appearance. I think plastic surgeons get an undeserved bad reputation. Plastic surgery isn’t necessarily about doing botox for rich Beverly Hills housewives; it can also be fixing a cleft palate for the kid that was born in a third world country. It can be about grafting skin for the house fire victim. Removing a port-wine stain from the teenager that’s been bearing the weight of stares and judgement for his/her whole life. Beauty isn’t everything, but giving the gift of beauty is beautiful. If I end up specializing in plastic surgery, I want to help people understand this and overcome the stigma surrounding the field.”
[div class=tag]what is the most important aspect of patient care?[/div] “That’s a pretty loaded question! To be quite honest, I think a lot of healthcare professionals seem to forget about how equally important the “care” aspect of their job is. Medical school does a good job of getting the fundamental science knowledge down, but I think patient communication is key. You come up with a diagnosis after a patient consultation and running all necessary testing procedures. Great. Now, how do you explain the prognosis of diagnosed condition in the most simplistic, least intimidating way? How do you put a patient at ease if they’ve got illness anxiety? Professionalism cannot be disregarded, of course, but a little empathy goes a long way.”
[div class=tag]what is one fear you've overcome in the last year?[/div] “My fear of driving. Growing up in a large city like Los Angeles, I could easily get away with not owning a car of my own. I took the bus during high school and lived on campus during my undergrad and medical school years. Part of the reason was admittedly cultural; my mother doesn’t drive either and she didn’t trust me to start driving at the legal age. Her doubt slowly became my own. When I realized I could be facing the possibility of no longer living in such a big metropolitan area, where I could weasel out of the idea of driving by ordering a Lyft or Uber, I signed up for driving lessons. It was a little embarrassing taking classes with 16 year olds, but sometimes you’ve just got to say ‘screw it’ and start learning. Even if it’s at the expense of your pride.”
[div class=tag]what is your biggest regret?[/div] “My parents separated when I was 12. We’d immigrated to America in the year prior and it was a hard adjustment. Before we left China, my mother had promised my dad would be right behind us. Looking back, I think it was a lie she told both for her benefit and my own. Their relationship had been strained for the better half my life and divorce was probably the healthiest option. Still, it’s never easy to admit your marriage and family is falling apart. Maybe she was trying to convince herself as much as she was trying to convince me. Nevertheless, when my parents divorced, some part of my younger self blamed my mother. I was close with my father and still am, albeit to a lesser extent now. It was easier to blame her rather than blaming the person that let me come to his meetings on his lap and snuck us out to get ice cream at midnight. So, I isolated myself from her. I was approaching my teen years, in a new country and lacking a parental figure. I tried running away from home one time. She called the police and they found me huddled on a park bench a few hours later. I can still remember the way she looked at me: with so much disappointment and heartbreak. I instantly felt guilty. We never spoke of the incident again, but I think that’s when I realized how irrational I was being. It takes two to tango, after all.”
[div class=tag]what is your greatest mistake?[/div] “I struggled with body dysmorphia throughout my teenage years. I was never formally diagnosed, but it resulted in a very unhealthy relationship with food. I would eat, immediately feel guilty and start exercising or taking laxatives without my mother noticing. I was always very careful not to let her catch on to my activities. In retrospect, I should have gotten help a lot sooner than I did. I was 18 when I first sat down in my first session with a therapist. I have since recovered and maintain a much healthier relationship with food, but getting help a lot sooner could have helped me avoid a lot of the health detriments I suffered, like bad dental and bone health due to malnourishment.”
[div class=tag]tell us about your favourite memory/[/div] “At night, me and my father would stay up together. He’d be in his office, typing away at some work presentation or report, and I’d be in his office, reading a book or doodling. My mom would usually come out to scold me for being up past my bedtime and him for letting me stay up. I have some fond memories of us sneaking out to eat ramen, or some other unhealthy snacks, after midnight.”
[div class=tag]where do you see yourself 10 years from now?[/div] “Hopefully career-wise, I’ll be a successfully licensed plastic or orthopedic surgeon. Maybe own a private practice. In my personal life, I hope to pursue a lot of other hobbies and interests. It’s always been a goal of mine to write a book, so becoming a published author would also be something I’d strive for. Above all else, I want to be in a good place mentally. I’d want to be content with how I’ve spent my 10 years.”
[div class=tag]describe your ideal partner.[/div] “Someone who can challenge themselves and is not afraid to challenge me. Someone who isn’t afraid of making a fool of themselves in the pursuit of betterment. Someone who’s equally driven and can match my ambition, so we can compete against each other mercilessly. On a serious note, I’d like someone who has the courage to admit when they’re vulnerable and ask for help when they need it.”
[div class=tag]what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live?[/div] “I feel like I’d be too depressed to properly enjoy anything but sleep. So, probably that. Eating’s good, too. I’d go all out with 12 course meals at the most expensive restaurant I can find. Maybe a bit of crying if I’m honest. I’d definitely dedicate some time to one moviethon at least.”
[div class=tag]what inspired you to become a doctor?[/div] “There was never a single big, dramatic moment that made me realize medicine was my true calling. It was more of a subtle, quiet process. When I sat down to figure out what I wanted to do with my life near the end of junior high, I realized my ultimate goal was to help people. Improve the world through interpersonal connection. I briefly considered being a counsellor or therapist before realizing I had a knack for science and math subjects, which would translate nicely to a career in medicine along with my people skills. After that, I shadowed some physicians in the city and found it to be a pretty cool job.”
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[div class=tag]the backstory and the relationships

[div class=tag]where were you born?

“I was born in Shanghai, China. At one of the local city hospitals, I’m not quite sure which one. A doctor delivered me without complications. My father was there to witness the successful birth.”
[div class=tag] how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically?

“I was born into a fairly wealthy family in China. My father was a self-made business man and my mother’s from old money. When I was 11, me and my mother moved to Los Angeles. My parents got divorced a year later. The divorce arrangements permitted me to see my father every summer break until I was a legal adult and could make my own flight arrangements. Through my mother’s assets and her divorce settlements meant money was never a problem, even after my parents separated.”
[div class=tag]what occupation did your parents have when you were born?[/div] “My dad’s a businessman. He started his own biotechnology company not long after I was born. My mother was an heiress and socialite who never worked a day in her life before immigrating here. As I stated before, money was never a problem, so it wasn’t really about getting a job to support us in America. It was more so the fact that she needed to figure out how to cook, clean and do basic household chores that maids usually took care of. My mother’s grown a lot though. Currently, she works as a fashion designer for a minor label. My father’s love of science did influence me in my decision to major in biochemistry in undergrad, to an extent.”
[div class=tag]how many siblings do you have? [/div] “Sorry to disappoint. I’m an only child. My mom never remarried and I don’t think she has plans to. My father got married last year and I was invited to his wedding. His new bride has an 8 year old son from an earlier marriage, but I only saw him briefly. He seems pretty nice.”
[div class=tag]were you a good student in school?[/div] “Was I a good student? Probably not. My study habits were horrible in high school and it wasn’t until sophomore year of my undergrad did I figure out a method that works for me. Luckily, I made up for it with a good memory and effective cramming skills. Miraculously, these shortcomings never really affected my grades as much as they should have. I maintained an overall GPA of 3.8 in my undergrad years, which is probably subpar compared to most medical school students, but I’m proud nonetheless. While I enjoyed sciences like biology and chemistry, my favourite subject was actually music. I was also the kid that was friends with everybody, so I never faced any discrimination or bullying. I have stood up to a couple of bullies before though.”
[div class=tag]what kind of friends did you have? [/div] “I had a lot of good friends growing up. For the most part, they were like me: extroverted, bold and not afraid to make themselves heard. I’ll admit, we did have a bit of a rebellious streak going, especially in high school. I’ve been to a few house parties where the police have shown up, but that was mostly due to the noise. I rarely drank and was almost always the designated 'somber friend' or the group, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t having a good time mingling and dancing. I still keep in touch with some -- like, Sophie and Eva -- but we've drifted apart.”
[div class=tag]what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? [/div] “Running away from home, as I mentioned before.”
[div class=tag]if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? [/div] "That would be a close tie between finding out we were leaving China (when I was 11) and finding out my parents were getting divorced a year after. My pre-teen years were rough, but I've grown and matured because of them. I'm still dealing with some issues related to trust/love and don't think I'm ready for a fully committed relationship yet, but it's about baby steps."
[div class=tag]have you ever moved house, city, or country?[/div] "I moved from a high-rise condo in Shanghai in an upperclass neighborhood to a two-story house in Los Angeles as a child. It's definitely given me a more worldly outlook, as is the benefit of experiencing two cultures."
[div class=tag]which occupation did you want to be in growing up?[/div] "I wanted to become a novelist."
[div class=tag]are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret?[/div] "Not really. I don't try to hide anything, but there are topics I avoid talking about unless prompted to -- such as, my mental health and my parents divorce. Otherwise, I'm pretty much an open book."

[div class=tag]the relationships[/div]
[div class=tag]Chen Ailing[/div] Mother (alive; residing in L.A)
[div class=tag]Sun Jiuqiang[/div] Father (alive; residing in Shanghai)
[div class=tag]Xuan Wei[/div] Stepmother (alive; residing in Shanghai)
[div class=tag]Li Wenhui[/div] Stepbrother (alive; residing in Shanghai) [/div]

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Nicknames: Quinnie
Age 25
Date of Birth: June 8th
Hometown: Phoenix, Arizona
Current Location: Dallas, Texas
Ethnicity: Irish
Nationality: American
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Heterosexual
Religious afiliation: Catholic
Languages: English, Spanish and sign language
Hair color & length:Wavy light brown hair until the shoulders
Eye color: Blue
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 125lbs
Build: Mesomorph
Tattoos: N/A
Scars: Small scar on the top of her head, it gets hidden with her hair
Piercings:N/A
Faceclaim: Triz Pariz
Physical ailments: Phonological Dyslexia
Mental ailments: N/A
Allergies: Mold and pollen
Sleeping Habits: Quinn tries to maintain a fairly normal sleeping schedule as much as her shifts in the hospital allow her when she is too stressed out or nervous she would pull out all-nighters overthinking everything.
Eating Habits: She tries to eat as healthy as possible but when she doesn't have a proper meal she would eat fast food instead. She has a weakness towards salty snacks.
Excersise Habits: When her schedule allows her, Quinn likes to go out for a run if she can't she would exercise at home.
Emotional stability: Quinn is stable when it comes to her emotions, but there would be occasions when she takes things to heart, especially when it is related to her patients or people she cares about, this makes her overthink everything that she does and affects her emotional stability.
Blood Type A+
Addictions: Quinn is not a big fan of caffeine, she drinks instead but she would drink more cups than necessary.
Drugs: N/A
Alcohol: Social drinker
Smoke: N/A

[/div][/div][/div][/div] [div class="tabsContent tabsContentPersona" style="display: none;"][div class=PersonaTab][div class=TextBox_Two][div class=Text]what brings you to forest park medical center? I always knew how competitive and demanding the residency program, so I wanted to take up the challenge and prove to all the people that have been telling that I won't make it as a doctor that I have what it takes to become a successful doctor I also want to prove myself that I can achieve whatever I want with hard work and perseverance. And being able to work alongside well-known doctors is something that makes me thrive for this experience and work hard for it
what do you plan to achieve at the end of your residency? I plan on growing up professionally and as a person, I want to take everything this experience offers me and make it worth it in my future my goal is to become a pediatrician I have always been fond of kids and be able to help and take care of them is something that fulfills me and I plan to work towards it after the residency is over, I would also love to continue working on this hospital and be able to aport something to the hospital in my field of choice.
what is the most important aspect of patient care? In my point of view, I believe there's a lot of factors that play important roles in patient care, first of all, you have to listen to them, to be able to give a diagnose. Another important factor is communication between the doctor and the patient is a key point and it shouldn't become a fight of egos, instead, it should be cooperative work where both sides obtain something at the end. The doctor could give the right prescription but if you don't engage the patient to take their medicine all the work that you put into it won't have positive results. You have to respect and make them feel comfortable, is difficult dealing with so many personalities when you treat different patients you won't express yourself or even act the same when you are treating a child to when you are treating an adult, but whatever person you encounter you have to make them feel secure.
what is one fear you've overcome in the last year? My fear of heights is something that I have feared since I could remember and I'm not even sure when it started. But I overcome it when I went bungee jumping I made this promise to myself that if I finish medic school I would fight my fear because there were points when I felt I wouldn't make it through medic school, but being able to achieve it made me realize I could afront everything that it was in a way and I could even say that jump felt cathartic where you would jump to the unknown, but there would always be a force to bring you up.
what is your biggest regret? When I was thirteen years old I was the first one to be done with lunch so I was going upstairs to my room when the phone ring and I answer it, it was my grandmother telling me to tell my mom they were taking her to the hospital she told me she loved me, but I was super shock at that moment that I replied saying I would tell my mom and didn't add anything else then she hung up because everything happened super quickly and I forgot to tell her I love her too and that was the last time I talk to my grandmother and until this day I regret not saying it back.
what is your greatest mistake? There was a time when I wanted to like the popular kids and they were throwing this party on this cabin my parents didn't allow me to go but since I really wanted to be like those kids I lied to them telling them I would be staying with a friend and went to the party. There I ate something that gave me food poisoning and I was taken to the hospital and my parents found out, they weren't really happy about it.
tell us about your favourite memory. My little sister can't hear so all my family had to learn sign language I struggle with it because of my dyslexia and I remember she always loved having someone reading her a book she would ask me but I would turn her down because I wasn't really good at sign language until one day I decided to read her a book I struggle but seeing the happy face of my sister because I was trying and we were doing something together is one of the fondest memories that I have.
where do you see yourself 10 years from now? In 10 years I would be 35 so that's quite the time, by that time I would love to be married by then probably with a kid or two, having my own home would be nice too, I would also love to be working as a pediatrician by then and making a change in the hospital I think by that time I would be working towards my next goal that is to become head of the pediatrics area.
describe your ideal partner. My ideal partner would be someone who is family-oriented, I'm really close to my family and they are a big part of my life, so I would love to be with someone that appreciates family, also an important aspect that I'm looking in a partner is someone I can rely on my bad days and be there with me on the successful moments I want to be with someone where both can encourage to become better persons, someone who makes me laugh and understands my goals and lets me achieve them.
what would you do if you found out you had a week left to live? If I had a week to live I would spend it with my loved ones doing fun stuff, like the last memories we would have together I want them to be happy ones, I would go on a trip with them, have a karaoke party and sing my heart out, eat tons of delicious food I think I would write them letters telling them how important they were in my life and encourage them to continue being the happy and lively people I know.
what inspired you to become a doctor? I guess that's something I always wanted to do since I was a kid. I used to play doctor with all my toys and I guess everyone at that age wants to be a doctor, but still, it gave me happiness that I can't really explain even if my patient was my teddy bear. I have always been someone that likes to help and is caring from everyone, especially my sister, she is deaf so I have always been like her protector, even is she is really independent, so since I was a child I have always been involved with the deaf community through my family, I have learned about it but there's so much to discover and find ways to improve the lives with those disabilities that I knew I wanted to have a job where I could impact the life of someone even if it was minimal I wanted to provide something that they would need. [/div][/div][/div][/div] [div class="tabsContent tabsContentBackground" style="display: none;"][div class=BackgroundTab][div class=TextBox_Three][div class=Text]where were you born? I was born in a hospital in Phoenix, Arizona the due date of my mother was already planned so I did not arrive by surprise. My mom told me all the doctors and nurses were very patient with her and try to calm her down since she was in a lot of pain, my dad and my grandparents from both sides were waiting until I was born, my dad always tells me I was the cutest baby born that day, but he told the same thing to my sister.
how has your living situation changed from when you were born economically, socially, and geographically? I would consider my family upper middle class and I guess the economic situation in the family since my parents have gotten better opportunities on their works which means they receive more money, and we even move out to another house, but still, we don't have the millions of dollars in our bank account I think that kind of life makes us appreciate what we have that's what our grandparents teach our parents and they have teach that view in life in me and my sister.
what occupation did your parents have when you were born? Both of my parents work my dad is a biology university professor and my mom is an editor for a magazine, I really admire how both of them love their work and they gave their everything so I guess both influenced to give it my all, but my dad was always big support teaching me all he could do and his passion for biology made me more excited to become a doctor.
how many siblings do you have? I have a younger sister, her name is Mary and she is 18 we have always been super close we are almost like the best friend of the other since we were younger we spend a lot of time together we encourage each other to reach our goals, she is really an independent person and doesn't let her hearing disability to get in the way she wants to become a graphic designer and I'm sure she would be able to achieve that, even if she is already in college she would always be my little lamb, you know because Mary had a little lamb.
were you a good student in school? I would consider myself a good student, I mean I wasn't the best in my class but I had good grades back in school mostly because my dyslexia made it harder so I knew I needed to work harder to catch up with the rest. I think back then my favorite subjects were biology and chemistry. I think my high school life was good I wasn't part of the super-popular kids but I guess I was well-liked back then I still keep in touch with my high school friends so I guess it wasn't that bad I also did a lot of voluntary work in high school is one of my favorite memories of it.
what kind of friends did you have? I think I had good friends back in high school and college, it was really fun being around them, we weren't the crazy type but we still had good memories and quite the stories to tell, we should do our own little parties and every Friday we had a sleepover it was like our tradition back in high school and my college friends we bond over everything we had to do during our four years together, we even went on a trip together it was really fun, I still keep in touch and we are always excited to know what the other is doing. Even my best friend from highschool Abigail asked me to be her maid of honor in her wedding so I could say we are still close.
what was the stupidest thing you did growing up? I think my biggest mistake was still a good action kind of, there was this kid that was being mean towards Mary and I saw and I got really mad because he was making fun of her for not being able to hear. I'm not an aggressive person I don't like fighting but that time I really wanted to punch that kid, so I went, but there was also this kid but I didn't know he was stopping that rude boy so I thought he was being mean to Mary too, so I punch him in the face and all the kids that were around us were really shocked when Mary explain the whole situation. I was really embarrassed and some kids even started laughing when my parents found out they were furious because they thought I started a fight and I got grounded because of that, I think more than angry they were more disappointed that I acted violently towards another person.
if you could name the worst moment of your life, what would it be? I think the worst moment in my life was when I lost my grandmother I was really close to her so not being able to see her again after she passed away was something that really hit hard on me and at first, it was difficult and I felt kind of lost, but I knew my grandmother wouldn't like to see me that way so I knew I needed to change and continue living my life happily as she should want it. Losing my grandmother made me realize that I need to be with my family and friends and appreciate the time I spent with them because you never know when it's going to be the last time you see them.
have you ever moved house, city, or country? I am born and raised in Phoenix, Arizona so I can't really say I have moved to another city until this time, but my family move to another house once my parents were able to afford it is like their dream house and I find it cozy and nice to be with it's bigger than the one we used to live and now my mom has a bigger garden for her to grow up her flowers, both of the houses I have lived in I would call them home, I mean I had good memories on the old house growing up but for me home is where my parents are my sister are.
which occupation did you want to be in growing up? I think I always wanted to be a doctor but like I said every kid at some points wants to become a doctor I also wanted to be a figure skater I used to take classes growing up and I was something that I really love doing until this day but I think when I was a child I thought it was all rainbows and flowers but the competitive world of figure skating was something that I tried, but that I couldn't handle it to strive for perfection and not knowing if you would actually become a professional made me realize I loved skating but just for fun. And since I have always been someone that likes to help others I knew that becoming a doctor was the way to go.
are there any aspects of your past that you keep secret? Everyone has secrets but I don't believe that I had a huge secret to hide, I'm not saying I'm an open book and that I go to everyone and tell even the smallest detail of my life but I haven't done or experienced anything that I would consider to keep as a big secret. [/div][/div][/div][/div] [div class="tabsContent tabsContentOther" style="display: none;"][div class=OtherTab][div class=TextBox_Four][div class=Text]Relations:
Elliot Kavanagh | Father | 52| Biology college professor | Quinn and her father are really close, both of them are like biology nerds and they have always been close thanks to that, he has always encouraged her to follow her dreams and is the biggest supporter of her becoming a doctor.
Rabecca Kavanagh | Mother | 50 | Editor of a magazine | Quinn and her mother have a close relationship, but not as close as with her father, she is a little bit of a workaholic but always makes time to be with her daughters. She supports Quinn to become a doctor but has her doubts since she knows her daughter could take things to heart and making mistakes or losing a patient would affect her.
[url=https://66.media.tumblr.com/9065f83d80f9322488884ec15b8e5265/tumblr_ps2m9ys9hp1x0lf5no9_500.gifv] Mary Kavanagh | Younger Sister | 18 | College Student | Quinn and Mary are almost inseparable they have been super close since they were kids they video call each other every day and talk about their day, they have different personalities but that's what makes their relationship work she is the one to smack some sense into Quinn when she wants to give up. [/div][/div][/div][/div][/div]

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