RpNation

@BubbleCat That's the right mindset to have. :) I've never been bullied about weight since I have a ridiculously high metabolism and struggle to gain weight if anything lol. Although, I've been on the wrong end of the stick of jealousy from females for having what some people consider 'the perfect body' and all.

Animals are the purest and are absolutely innocent. I'd love to be surrounded by animals myself, usually am!

I heat you, Bubble. If someone judges you like that they are most certainly not essential for your life.

Nobody takes into account all of the scars on my body that, in my mindset, ruin any kind of 'perfect body'. Not that I want one anyways.

@Raerae It's always possible that I do, though I wouldn't know considering going to that counselor was the first time I've ever even seen anyone professional about my mental health problems. He was actually amazed to hear how my parents have treated me throughout my life...and I haven't even told him about my grandparents yet.

Well I hope it works out for you, I think everything will play out better than expected!(:

@Lioness075 I wouldn't say I'm fat, I'm just curvy. I think my weight is fine, but I should stop eating junk.

Never stop eating junk food lol.

@Raerae Well, my therapist went ahead and scheduled for me to go to him weekly until the end of this semester so we'll see how it goes. I'm still unsure if I should request to see him more often though. It's just becoming a daily struggle again for me (it got this bad in September as well).

And yeah, never ever stop eating junk food. Just wisely limit it lol. I couldn't live the rest of my life without at least a little junk food here and there. Besides, being curvy isn't that unhealthy imo. I mean, if you want to get technical then it depends on your height as to whether your weight is considered unhealthy, but still. You do you.

@Raerae xDD But it's not healthy to eat junk food all of the time.

The way I see it, as long as you know that your weight is within the healthy section of your height requirements or have a healthy diet that will get you there, then I don't see a problem with any of it. I just don't like unhealthy, overweight people who are content to stay how they are.

All I know is, when I've had a shitty day, and I'm at wits end, was a man there for me? No. Were friends there for me? No. But Oreos and hit cheetos were. That means something.

*hot. Ugh.

Lol, whatever works for you. I usually just get really into video games when all else fails. I've loved gaming and reading since I was little because they take me to a different world where my problems no longer exist. Even if just for a little bit of time.

Gaming is my life! From the 64 and onward

I think I first started on a PC, but I remember having a 64, Gamecube, and PS2 at the beginning. Sadly, our 64 was stolen at some point. Still miss it to this day. >.< Nowadays, I have a Gameboy SP, 3DS, PS3, Xbox One, Mac/PC, and a PS Vita.

I'd be devastated if that happened- I've had a few DS games and a controller stolen from me, though. Haven't ever owned a gamecube, wish I did though. Man, you've got a sweet set up! PC gaming is pricey. Otherwise I'd have one.

My parents actually wanted to set up an 'internet cafe' in our house (rich people lol) and so that's the only reason I have a PC (it cost about $700 and still can't run some of the newer games out there). The downside is that I have to go home to play it since it's a desktop. I mostly use my Mac, but occasionally encounter games that are still PC-only sadly.

Video games are awesome. I bought one of the final fantasy games and it's awesome but I haven't played it in a while.

Ohhh, that's cool. Desktop is nice and secluded, but not very flexible. My computers always overheat right away, bleh.

I bought a FF game for the first time, not only was it the wrong number, but the disc doesn't work, I got ripped off. Grrrr.