RpNation

2018 too

i'll kill off 2019 also just because

Do as the Avatar does. Learn from your past selves!

yeah i've learned to hate my past self

I suppose what matters most is that you learn to appreciate and love your present self.

I want to smack my 12-year-old self specifically, mostly for unironically creating stuff like this:

AHHHH I DID THAT SAME THING OMG

WHAT DO YOU MEAN SAME THING???

ROBLOX RPING IN LIKE 6TH GRADE
FANTASY/SUPERNATURAL TOO

OH NEAT, THOUGH THE ROLEPLAY THIS CHARACTER AND HER SISTERS WERE IN WAS A MULTIFANDOM CROSSOVER (WHICH WAS ACTUALLY MY FIRST EVER), AND NOT PLAIN FANTASY. I ALSO DID SOME UNDERTALE CHARACTER ROLEPLAYING ALONGSIDE MY ORIGINAL CHARACTERS, WHICH I ALMOST REGRET MORE THAN THE ORIGINAL CHARACTERS.

HAHAHAH HEY IT'S ALL ABOUT GROWTH THO
I WOULD PLAY IN THESE EMO GAMES LIKE ETERNAL DARKNESS AND DARKENED DAWN. MY CHARACTERS HAD NO SUBSTANCE AND WE'RE JUST SELF INSERTS. I WOULD EXPLORE AND JUST BE LIKE *RUNS*
DID HAVE SOME FUN RPS THO. IT WAS CRAZY.

YOOOOOO DARKENED DAWN!! I HAD A WHOLE THING WITH THAT BEFORE I DISCOVERED THE ROLEPLAYING SUBFORUM IN THE ROBLOX FORUMS.

YEAHHHHH DARKENED DAWN WAS SO GOOD. AND IT HAD ALL THE CUSTOMIZATION AND SECRET PLACES IN THE MAP. AMAZING GAME. I NEVER TRIED THE ROBLOX FORUM. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT EXISTED UNTIL AFTER THEY TOOK IT DOWN.

I REMEMBER LOSING MY MIND WHEN I FOUND THE SECRET VAMPIRE HANGOUT, DUDE. THERE WAS A LOT TO OFFER.

HONESTLY? PROBABLY FOR THE BEST THAT YOU DIDN’T DISCOVER IT. THE ROLEPLAYING COMMUNITY WAS....INTERESTING. AND BY INTERESTING I MEAN KIND OF TOXIC. I WASN’T WITH THE COMMUNITY WHEN THEY PULLED THE ROLEPLAYING SUBFORUM BECAUSE Haz. (WE’RE ON GOOD TERMS NOW AND WE’RE FRIENDS, IT’S COOL) BASICALLY BULLIED ME OUT OF IT. AND THAT’S JUST WHAT HAPPENED NEAR THE END OF ITS LIFETIME.

ALSO, WHY ARE WE YELLING!?

I REMEMBER THE CAVE UNDER WATER OR SOMETHING
THAT WAS AMAZING
LIKE BEST GAME EVER

YEAH I WOULDNT HAVE DONE WELL THERE. I ENDED UP LEAVING ROBLOX FOR IMVU.
OH DAMN??? BULLIED WTF? DANG MAN IM SORRY THAT HAPPENED. IM GLAD YOU CLEARED THINGS UP THO. WELL HONESTLY, IF THAT'S THE CASE, IT'S GOOD IT GOT DESTROYED

BC WE'RE JUST SO EXCITED ABOUT RPING ON ROBLOX

NOT EXACTLY DESTROYED, THERE’S A PRETTY DEDICATED ARCHIVE OUT THAT THAT HAS BASICALLY EVERY OLD FORUM POST YOU COULD EVER WANT. IT’S A BLESSING AND A CURSE? ON ONE HAND I GET TO LAUGH WITH MY FRIEND MARC ABOUT HOW HE USED TO WRITE A LOT OF SHOWER SCENES WITH HIS CHARACTERS, BUT ON THE OTHER MY SHAME IS ON FULL DISPLAY.

SHOWER SCENES
WHAT
YEAH BUT HEY I LOVE LOOKING BACK. IT'S AMAZING TO BE ABLE TO LAUGH AT YOUR OLD SELF. I DO IT ALL THE TIME.

YEA, NEITHER OF US WERE SURE WHY HE DID THAT EITHER. HONESTLY I FEEL LIKE I HAVE HELD ONTO FAR TOO MUCH OF THE PAST THOUGH, I WISH I COULD LET SOME THINGS JUST REST.

I FEEL YOU MAN. THAT'S TOUGH TO DO THO. I THINK YOU GOT THIS THO.

WHAT ARE WE YELLING ABOUT I'M SO OUT OF THE LOOP HERE