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You'd at least ask them to spare the Fairies though, right?

…… Maybe? I dunno. I’ve heard a lot of different things about fairy history and I dunno which to believe.

You can believe that I want you to say yes >.>

… Yeah. You guys ain’t humans.

Thankie ^.^

You’re welcome. ^-^

In return I'll return the socks I've been stealing from your room one by one since you were born give you huggles.

*floods with socks* *huggles cheeks*

-Lets you huggles- *Has Also never noticed a missing sock but oh well*

10:32
Arrived home safely.
Turns out I’m just a Himbo (Male Bimbo) who doesn’t know when a car just has a bad battery. Cuz my father arrived and jumped my car.
All in all 1/10 experience would never recommend.

To be fair, I wouldn't have been able to tell you that either XD

Of course you wouldn't notice, they've been going missing since you were born so you just got so used to it you tuned it out

……… You are right marked out text that I do not know how to do.

Yeah… I feel failed but also I’ve been at piece with being a failure for a long time so… Just slightly more sad right now.

It's the button that's an S that has a line through it in the top bar. Or if you're using the BBCode editor, it's the S tag

One day you won't fail quite so hard anymore ^.^

Ah, guess we don’t have that on mobile yet. I’ll figure out.

Eh. Maybe

I mean, would you rather think of the alternative?

What alternative? Me always being a failure? I’ll be honest, that doesn’t really bother me. Better to always have a reason to get better than to think you are already good.

Well yeah, but if you use having a reason to get better as an excuse to never get better, then that causes a whole bunch of other problems, doesn't it? The only way you're not going to fail less eventually is if you actively try not to improve yourself. And in that case that would be pretty sad and pathetic, and not in a good way

Well, I just meant more of “Someone somewhere will see you as a failure.” So not that I’m actively NOT trying to improve. Just more of a, seeing myself as bad, makes me say “hey we can do better.” So kind of just my brain going “Hey you’re bad.” Then me going “I know but I’m improving.” All the time...

I never make any real sense to anyone but me and I don’t know quite how to fix that.

No worries XD I get what you mean. And if I'm honest I have real trouble coping with the exact same thing, myself

Ah I see. I mean I’d try to explain how I handle it, but i’m Not quite sure how I got here.
But got whooped a couple times, some stupid stuff was done… I forgot a lot of things… Yeah it was kind of a journey and then just sudden, “Hey ya know what? I don’t entirely care other than going screw you imma do this out of spite!”

I wish I could do that XD I just don't feel like I have the energy most of the time, really. And then doing nothing makes me feel worse about it, which drains me even more, and this is just a really hard cycle to break out of. It probably doesn't help that I'm autistic either and don't exactly know how to go about getting on my feet

But anyway. Let's focus on more happy stuff XD Because if there's anything I'm good at it's distracting from the bad (Perhaps a little too well, actually)

Yeah… I understand that cycle.

(Just means ya got practice in a lot like me… I mean…) La la la all good and happy here not a mess that if a mindreader found me it’d either be 24/7 Elevator music or a bird screaming! : D