StartingOver

Sometimes I wonder why I'm on a rp site when I hardly get to rp. People are like "so many rps!" Like how bruh? I can't seem to get tow going

Boredddd

I got to see "It comes at night" at 1am after the theater was closed. Such a surreal and cool experience.

I really appreciate Bunny Drop. Anime is a medium for kids mostly, so it's refreshing when a mature story geared for adults comes along.

So bored at work... someone help me.

Fireworks is really underrated.

I wonder what's it like to actually like yourself? Maybe one day I'll accept that I'm a loser and be okay with it.

Idk how it happened, but rps and making characters has finally gotten easier.

Is anyone interested in doing a sports drama? Like I want some real character development.

Gunbuster is still really good.

Sometimes late at night I get two honest with myself, but I just forget what actually matters to me.

Very Very bored

I'm pretty desperate for a rp, but my tastes have become much more picky as I've grown up.

I think maybe post college depression is finally in my rear view mirror. I shoot my short film on June 24th.

Welcome to the NHK is a masterpiece. When you watch anime you expect these odd stories about kids with powers or something like that. This show is so human, that's why I think it sticks with me. We've all been Sato at one point. Painfully relatable.

I feel like this is the one place I can talk about how sad I get sometimes. I feel too pressured on Facebook or Instagram to ever say things like "I have almost zero self esteem." or "I hate myself." Because the Family and Friends I do have would try and help. I would feel ashamed and just repress these feelings till the next time I get depressed. I don't have depression, I'll be fine in a few days tops, I don't think I have a Illness, but there hasn't been a day in my life when I've been happy with myself. I lack self esteem and confidence which has lead me to being alone, but when I do reach out it ends with heartache which makes me shy away from finding love more. Then I just hate myself more.  I really hate myself, a lot actually. Maybe I have a complex? Maybe even I relaize how much of a loser I am so I pick on myself. Idk really, I often think about killing myself. I don't think I'll ever do it mind you. I can't stress that enough. I'm not going to take my life, but I think about it often.  What's scary is i don't feel like I have a reason not to. Just the underlining hope that maybe one day it'll get better; and it does shortly and I'll find some happiness. I have a lot of exciting things coming up. Just sometimes I get so sad it's crippling. I feel better that I vented now actually.  I don't thibk I've ever told anyone any of this. Maybe things will look up for me. I doubt it , but eventually sun shines on dog shit once in awhile.

I'm calling my shot. My new project I've been writing and producing is getting into The New Orleans International Film Festival.  

I'm very confused. I message people for rps. They sound into it and then nothing. I don't ever hear back. I don't understand, if I'm doing something wrong nobody's saying anything. Im getting fed up with it. Maybe it's time I leave.

All my rps have died it seems. It's insanely frustrating to have someone up and leave without a word

I'm the worst person in the wrold and I know it.

I need a new status.... NEW STATUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At this point I don't know why I even try anymore. My hopes get up just to get crushed ever time.

College sucks bruh.

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