i've dealt with constant depression for around six years, and i know how much it just plain SUCKS. i'm sorry you're going through this, and i wish you nothing but the best.
*bursts in with balloons and a mariachi band and a unicorn* Nu be depressed, Angie! Have happy things! Cheer up!
In all reality though, I get how hard it is to actually be depressed, it's not just "cheering up". but I'm here for reassurance and a pick-me-up joke if ya want/need it, aight? :3