"What? What do you not understand, the fact that you distract me, how your the only one I can think about, how your the only one in my life that actually cares about me and acts like I exist?" I asked looking at him.cookierulz127 said:
"No one's every said that the other guys just said he wanted to date me. I have never had someone admit their real feelings to me... no one who cares about me as much as you do..... I just though you were straight and had a girlfriend. I didn't think you were interested in me that way...." I said softly and rubbed my arm nerviously.thatdamfangirl96 said:
"Yeah....it's something I try to hide...my parents kicked me out of there house becase of it...so yeah.." I said looking down at the floor and rubbing the back of my neck a little.cookierulz127 said:
"My parents down know because I haven't told them yet.... I'm afraid of how they'll react when I do tell them. Their going to find out eventually but I want to wait till I'm out of highschool." I said softly as I watched him. I was really nervious right now and by the looks of it so was he.thatdamfangirl96 said:
"Yeah..." I mumbled "I probably should have done that..." I said softly. Just trying to fill the silence in the already awkward room. "Do you...um, do you want to watch a movie or something?" I asked looking at the black TV screen.cookierulz127 said:
"Umm sure." I said softly not sure what else to say at the moment. I didn't know what to do or what to say and I was emotionally confused. What was I suppose to do now? I had two guys who liked me. One who just wants to date me and one who just poured his heart out it me.thatdamfangirl96 said:
I played with the remote for a while before finally getting it too work. I could feel Black watching me as I tryed to get it to work witch made me even more nervous.cookierulz127 said:
Blakethatdamfangirl96 said:
(Time skip to later that day)cookierulz127 said:
"I don't wanna scare you.." I said softly and changed the Channel. "Um..do you wanna pick something?" I asked looking at him and handing him the remote.cookierulz127 said:
I laughed a little. "I barley watch any tv so I have no idea what's on at the moment besides you wouldn't like the type of shows I usually watch. Mainly because the only time I watch TV is when I'm trying to lean something for school. They even bore me half to death sometimes." I said and laughed again ad I handed the remote back to him. "Besides I'll get over this whole gore zombie thing eventually." I explained to him I was a very sheltered child if that wasn't obvious already. So we didn't watch violent movies or tv shows anything above pg13 sent my mom in to a hissy fit.thatdamfangirl96 said:
I laughed a bit, "Okay...but if you want me to change the channel let me know." I said taking the remote back and changing the channel back. Then leaned back on the couch. "Do you want a snack or something?" I asked looking away from the TV screen for a moment.cookierulz127 said:
"Sure what do you have good?" I asked with a smiled as I watched him. Truthfully I wasn't even hungry till he mentioned something about food to me.thatdamfangirl96 said:
"Anything you want, chips, cookies, we have a lot of stuff here." I shrugged getting up and walking into the kitchencookierulz127 said:
"Can I have some chips?" I asked him as I jumped up and followed him. At my house it was mainly fresh foods and organic stuff so it was nice to be able to eat junk food once and a while. "Mhm." I said with a smile as I looked aroundthatdamfangirl96 said:
(Sorry this was late.)cookierulz127 said:
(Your fine)thatdamfangirl96 said:
(Yay!)cookierulz127 said:
"They drive me crazy! I'm so sheltered it's annoying and I hate it! Why can't they lI've my life like every other kids my age?" I said with a sigh. "They want me to be perfect and it puts so much pressure and stress on me." I explainedthatdamfangirl96 said:
"Oh.." I said softly finding myself at a loss for words. "I'm sorry, I just...I don't know what it's like.." I said looking back at him. "So it's kind of hard for me to understand.." I mumbled.cookierulz127 said:
"Oh.." I said softly finding myself at a loss for words. "I'm sorry I just...I don't know what it's like. So it's kinda hard for me to understand.." I mumbled looking back at him.cookierulz127 said:
"Well what do you mean? Wernt your parents upset when you dropped out? Mine would boot me out of the house to if I dropped out... or kill me." I said to himthatdamfangirl96 said:
"No...they acted like I didn't exist..so I kinda just dropped out of school..told them I was gay..and then they kicked me out. And now I'm here." I shrugged showing no real emotion towards my parents or there decisions.cookierulz127 said:
"That's why I don't want to tell mine theyre super religious." I said to him as I sat there watching him. "They shouldn't ignore you though I mean it was their choice to have you." I said as I ran my fingers through my hair.thatdamfangirl96 said:
"Yeah....that's what happened.." I mumbled a little bit of sarcasm lacing my words. I pulled another cookie out of the box and crushed it crumbs spilling out onto the floor. I shighed and sweped up the mess. My fist still clenched as I sat back down. "Can we talk about something else?" I asked as calmly as I couldcookierulz127 said:
