I only protect those worth it as they're in my inner circle & also can not rely on me for any matters. If needed i'll aide them. The weak should try to stand on their own two feet is all,the ones with power = knowledge in deadly applications. Should always stand above those without it. That beings said is why i'm cold & chaotic many don't know what strength is. It's conflict is life constant,as I know the first two noble truths. I've found my place in this world of the suffering & mundane,maybe should use mindfulness more. As that's all I'll do no compassion for those who lack their own Kensho & Satori of the battlefields we call life. If you master conflict you can succeed at life,as my chosen battlefields are now Business in general. As I know this world and again this is never meant for the with faint hearts to enter this world. But for all it's worth i'd love to hear you upbringing in competition not conflict like own awakenings have made me now.