I’ve been really mean to some people these past few weeks. They did nothing to hurt me, I just overreacted. So I’m here to say sorry. I’m sorry for lashing out and being a pain. I’m sorry for trying to ask for forgiveness instead of permission.
Unblocked, unignored, welcome to chat if you need a friend.
You don’t have to forgive me, just acknowledge that I’m here, and I’m apologizing to all of you (you know who you are).
Thank you for helping me grow as a writer. And even though I will probably never be allowed to write with you again, being able to grow has been the greatest gift of all. I’ve learned so much from you. All of you.
Ahem. I have an announcement. This is not a call-out or an attack. This is me saying something.
Look, if you comment on any interest check, you are asking to roleplay with me. You are asking for my writing, for my creativity. And I can give that to you. But commenting and roleplaying with me also includes agreeing to my rules. I am the one you asked, not the other way around. So please, do not try to twist the tale or make it something it’s not. Don’t try to give me rules I can’t follow. If we have different opinions of lore or already established writing, we can come to a compromise. But this is the one place where I am free. The one place where I don’t have to respond to (most) restrictions placed on me (except by the admin, of course). This is where I relax and find people that I vibe with. So please, don’t try to force me into another box.
I am asleep when people want to roleplay. People are asleep when I want to roleplay. And when I have people waiting for responses, on topics that I have nearly lost all creativity for, I don’t know what to do.
All I had to do was walk. All I had to do was commit a little. All I had to do was a carry a bag of sandwiches a few feet. That was all I had to do to make someone smile. To me, that is the most helpful, most kind thing you can do. If you can make someone smile, if you can brighten their day for a minute, it’s the most satisfying thing you’ll ever do.