Nokumi

Napstablook is here. Boo!

Update on things. I found out that AI can help me make things I never could on my own.

Motivation is a struggle right now


conflict with family is rising.


Depression struggle. Very high.


I’ve felt unsafe with a new person in my house today. Hopefully it got dealt with by my dad but I won’t know until morning because he told me to go to bed

Hmm… What decorations should I put on you?

BLOG POST IT UP! If you need help finding it let me know! I can send you the link! (Yes it’s on rpnation)

Heading to a festival for the Chinese lunar new years! (I think that’s the name of it) and I’ll get lots and lots of pictures! Keep checking my blog if you seen it! I will be posting later this afternoon

This song’s lyrics is dedicated to my ex boyfriend “Jaeden” a song by (set it off)


Thanks for treating me like every boy you meet
So please come in and take a seat
Here's the part where I learn, and you will teach
On how to treat people like a piece of meat
I want a genuine, not a replica
Lethal medicine, a pin to the cornea
A sight for sore eyes
While other guys consume the lie, I'll run and hide
No doors exist on my fortress
The only entrance is the one I bear
You're nothing more than a temptress
I fell victim to a heartless snare
Burn the bitch down
I never will cross that bridge again
I cannot trust you easily
Or think that I'm the only one
I never let people in
And I have you to remind me why
So, baby, burn the bitch down
I never will cross that bridge again
I'd rather drown
I'm the master of construction
Because I'm building walls like it's my occupation
If you portray a liar
I'll shut you out without hesitation

(Part of song)

Depression is starting to become unbearable. . . How unbearable? Well I made excuses to not eat for 4 days. Only snacking when I start to feel on pain. I’ve slept until 2pm almost everyday despite falling asleep at 10 or so the night previously. Getting yelled at for sleeping to long is unpleasant. Especially when it’s an escape…

May become less active except for one person as an acceptance

YOU JUST GOT GOJO'D

Brother

Hi, cute demon! How are you today?

Grandpa is dropped off and I am home

Getting ready to drop off my grandpa at his cruise then heading home

Heading to my grandpas today! Thanks to now living in his state (the state he lives in not that he owns it) it’s only a 4 hour drive instead of 3 to 4 days.

For those of you who have seen my blog I didn’t wanna post on there this important update! HEADING TO THE RIVER WALK NOW SO EXPECT A UPDATE SOON! a few hours give or take! Need time to actually experience it yknow?

1K views on my blog! MAJOR MILE STONE! thank you viewers for all your support! In case those of you who didn’t see my blog today I got my nails done!

(Mainly for pun) but anyone’s welcome to look!

(Btw pun my blog is called “Nokumi renewed blog” in case your having trouble finding it)

HERES THE RESULTS!

It’s a powder dip! My first time dipping it so we will see how well it turns out after a few days!

To be fair Jo Jo is that type of anime that’s a hit or miss. I’d always recommend one piece it’s so great.

Precognitive dreams. The most widely reported form of future telling or precognition. Half the globe reports having these dreams and I myself have had these dreams. Precognitive dreams are dreams that depict the future but cannot be claimed as precognitive until after the event has occurred. And there for causes déjà vu.

Why would we as people in the real world be able to see what happens in the future through dreams but be blissfully unaware.

Unless… we’re stuck in a time loop? That the events have already occurred and the precognitive dream was a memory of the last run. That maybe time travel is perhaps already existing but we as people are unaware of. And as a result of time travel the space time continuum is breaking reality in slight side affects.

That would explain the precognitive dreams correct?

Debating if I should post a theory of mine. Lemme know if y’all wanna hear it

DONT FEED PAPERJAMISACUTEBEAN TO THE WOLVES

I am a simple cat.
I see cute demon, I pet.
*pets your head*

If anyone ever is told goodnight by me and then you see me online later it’s not that I lied it’s that I failed.

As a person with insomnia. Night terrors. And schizophrenia. It makes it quite difficult to sleep or even stay asleep and even tho I can’t sleep and went back online I’m still way to tired to deal with people or roleplay. So I’ll just browse around on public forums and perhaps make a post or two. Depending how bored I really am it may be more.

Post poning my recipe for best ever potato soup my grandma makes- anyways.

Has anyone ever thought about doing like…. This may sound weird but like …

Villian x villians lawyer?

Where the villian is in love with his lawyer but the lawyer knows he’s the villian. So he’s too scared to rat him out in worry something will happen to him. And then it just turns into a game of cat and mouse. Where the villian actively hunts down the lawyer who goes on the run. The villian trying to capture the lawyer to be his beloved. And the lawyer just fleeing for his life.

Meow How are you today, cute demon?

Time is starting to free up a little. Thank the lord. I was starting to get a little too tired. I almost passed out one day or atleast that’s how it felt with how light headed I got and how my brain tingled. Honestly I should tell my dad I was pushing too hard but still.

I should be a sales person- now hear me out. Everyone hates a sales person. Except business people. But if I was in an add for Texan app favor I’d be hella popular cuz I’d rizz people up-. And since the apps name is favor i will say this at the end

“FAVOR! The app that does YOU a favor!”