I spend most of my time with a dull hum taking place of any actual thought process and I've grown comfortable with it, this disassociation from myself has become a norm. However, every once and a while I seem to fall into a state of being a hopeless romantic. Everything I hear, see, or think I will relate to an action I crave but about skin deep know will likely never happen. Its cute but off putting and makes me realize how strange it is to be together alone. idk
