RegalWindstar

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    I've moved on from this site I only come back to look at my old stuff and see if any old friends still use RPN and check in on their profiles to see if they are safe and healthy.
    A lot has happened some people on here things went south with. I don't regret it though. Because im happier without them, healthier without them.
    I didn't realise some toxic people in my life was a major drain on my mental health.
    Only p*ss off is that some of those ex friends are going around acting like victims and almost cost me numerous friendships because they run their mouths.
    But yknow what? Those friendships if it costs me them those people aren't worth it anyways. Because those who love and support me that don't use my mental health as a weapon in a fight while using their own as a feckin shield and instead talk things out with me and understand me. The people who actually make a feckin effort and apologize for the past rather than make excuses, defend themselves and try all they can to push all the blame on to me and my sister. Those are the people worth having in my life.
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Kaerri Kaerri Im glad you were able to find help and its not as bad that its easier to deal with. Yeah Anxiety, Depression, PTSD I know im going to be saddled with them my whole life but I hope to atleast be able to manage it well enough its livable to have.
    Im glad you're getting there with Anxiety where while you still have it its not..such a heavy burden on you to have. Because mental illness really..sucks the energy right out of you and drags you down
    k a r m a
    k a r m a
    Regal omg :(( hi i dont know if you’ll ever see this but i miss you so much. I’m so happy to see that you’re doing well tho!! I always keep you in my thoughts and it’s a relief to see this! ily always ❤️
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    k a r m a k a r m a I love you too <3 I'm glad to see a message from you. Atleast I know you're okay. I'm always thankful for the friendship you showed me during the time I was here. You'll always be a precious friend to me!
    Also sorry to my friends that im not on much anymore. I dont have time anymore to RP as much as I used to.
    Kaerri
    Kaerri
    I hope you are having fun elsewhere!
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Kaerri Kaerri Well I have been having fun making art for my friends sites and my own. Also gushing about my boyfriend to friends other than that tho..not really been doing much fun stuff online mostly been working on things.
    Just cleaned up all my old art on RPN. Pulled it all off. Bc im not on much anymore so I'd rather not have my art sitting around. ^_^"
    Also sorry I haven't followed everyone again I just... *sighs* life sucks...especially lately.
    Kaerri
    Kaerri
    *hugs* Life is hard sometimes.
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Kaerri Kaerri Yeah it really does. On the bright side I've been taking on a lot of projects to keep myself busy / for fun which kind of helps not to let things get to me too bad. I even decided to start my own forum for my friends with pet adoptions and stuff..its easier than it looks T_T
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    *just realized I typed "easier than it looks"* I mean it looks easier than it is oops XD
    So my throat had been fine, forgot to say. My finger has most of the feeling back tho when you look closely there is a small cross like
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    wrinkle? in it now like little lines. you have to look super super close but other than that its back to normal.
    Oh also guess who recently burnt her finger on a hot plate on the stove a 1st or 2nd degree burn and hurt the nerves so cant feel with it?
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Not fun..not fun at all. The skin is shiny where I burnt it (no bigger than a penny) its so weird barely being able to feel anything with one small spot of my finger. Hope it heals..bc this isn't pleasant.
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    and MOM THIS IS WHY I AM SCARED OF HOT THINGS
    brothers this is why its not an irrational fear...

    Yes I ran it under cold water, used aloe vera gel, used ice packs AND use medicine on it over night. (which is why there is no bump or anything no pain just slight numb + shiny skin)
    pasta
    pasta
    Omgggg. Oww. That must've hurt. Not too long ago, I crushed my finger in the door, and it became numb. TT
    I'll continue finding and following my friends tomorrow. (dont change your names bc Istg you guys I will eat your hair if you do that to me)
    Won't be around Thursday. Going to the doctors, losing my voice, reason unknown. Mom is very very worried.
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    AThiefOfSpades AThiefOfSpades Another downside would be I wouldn't be able to sing and..I love to sing so much. I just hope its nothing serious..the weird thing is my throat doesn't hurt. It was dry and scratchy for 5 days before this then on day 6 my tonsils
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    AThiefOfSpades AThiefOfSpades actually hurt and then after that for 3 days I can speak but I can't yell, can't sing, can't speak loudly. My throat feels a bit strained when I talk normally but all pain all dryness is gone and so is the infection I had so..I dunno whats happened.
    AThiefOfSpades
    AThiefOfSpades
    RegalWindstar RegalWindstar I'm sorry. I hope your doctor appointment sheds helpful light on the subject
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    long time no speak xd
    have fluff
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Aww my babies


    (yes BABIES means You and Hongbin <3  )


    *huggles* I've been thinking of messaging you lately


    (I swear everyone is psychic bc just when I think of messaging them after awhile they message me before I can put my thought into action XD)


    How've you been?
    Everyone make sure to write down who you follow somewhere. Just incase followers don't carry over in the next thing rpn is doing. I better get writing ppl down now.


    and don't you guys dare change your names before then XD istg, if you do Imma eat your hair. How will I find you after if you change it before?
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Well they are RPG maker games they prob won't bc ppl hate rpg maker games. Everyone believes they take 0 effort.


    (i'd like to see them deal with all the damn bugs and mistakes, I'd liek to see them spend hour researching to make things work the way they want, I'd like to see them spend hours penning a story all by themselves a script


    I'd like to see them spend days trying to get just one map working and looking right with all scripts working well. I'd like to see them spend hours looking for good music that has no copyright thats free use or make their own to go in it, Just because it doesn't require you to know how to code doesn't mean its easy. Doesn't mean it doesn't take work or effort or time.)


    *looks for a table to flip*


    I'm still going to work hard tho, because even a few cents even a few dollars helps.
    Kaerri
    Kaerri
    It's easy to dismiss the effort someone else puts in, particularly when the dismisser knows nothing about it!  But, "haters gonna hate," as the song goes.  You've got my respect for it!  I hope they do well enough to repay your effort, at least.
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    I've actually had to make minor tweaks to scripts before to get them to work together (I don't know how to make scripts or code) I looked up online researched so I wouldn't make a mistake and found out how to fix most scripts


    (I can't remember the way now tho bc its been so long) its not easy I screwed up multiple times. But eventually I got it. Going to have to relearn how to do that tho XD
    Are all my fellow canadians okay? I heard what happened in Quebec and I dunno if anything happened anywhere else. I'm worried.
    rennuelaw
    rennuelaw
    What happened?
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    @djinnamon Terrorists in Quebec. I don't know all the details but there has been deaths and critical injuries.


    Im so worried about everyone.
    Looked back on my first RP on here..magic brew cafe. I miss everyone tho I keep in contact with some of them...


    I miss our adventures and our characters. That rp helped me grow as an rper and writer.


    It helped me open up more... Its a bit sad looking back on it...but I always cherish the memories made from it.
    Well last night sucked.


    My brother updated my one game


    then I noticed windows defender was running so I went to check my anti virus bc WD shouldn't run unless my anti virus was down


    turned out my avast was broken so I uninstalled and hit the restart button


    Windows then decided to do the anniversary update finally


    and because it was taking so damn long eventually I just decided to sleep


    @Leo Hyde Sorry about that btw didn't mean to leave you hanging.
    Leo Hyde
    Leo Hyde
    I was wondering what happened to you but now worries its all good hope you got everything fixed 


    I meant no worries 
    Sorry I fell asleep on you I wasnt feeling well
    Leo Hyde
    Leo Hyde
    Alright I see some things in there I can work with. I understand you don't like scifi I am cool with that. I am not usually a fan of love triangles or killing characters off as I have been hurt badly in rp by situations like that but I am willing to make exceptions with certain people if it is discussed first. school romance is ok at times but I do more adult rp and I love creating story likes you know I am all for Idol rp especially kpop related so I am sure we can work something out 
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    @Leo Hyde (wlep I gotta check rpn more often)


    Okay I'm like half asleep bc I've been up idek how long anymore


    so bear with me.


    Ahm.. Not usually a fan of love triangles? well thats new..everyone I've met has been quick to jump onto love triangles bc they love the drama of them too.


    Killing characters off isn't usually needed. But in some cases I do it for character development or someone is dead in their backstory to explain how they are..


    But its not often I'll kill anyone off. Tho its fun to do so..god im cruel...


    Yeah we'll have to talk on it..tomorrow when my brain is working again on the..yeah


    idol rp sounds great.
    Leo Hyde
    Leo Hyde
    I've done the triangle type of rp before but it was 3 separate playing the characters me being one of them and I was the guy with two girls fighting over me both in character and outside of character so yea it got ugly lol 
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    Hey I usually wake up at like 2 - 3 am lately an go to sleep at 4 or 5 pm XD


    its 3:46am right now I only got 5 hrs of sleep bc of my throat


    Don't worry I don't stay sick long It'll prob be a week at most.


    *huggles* ^_^
    Chocolatemilkshake
    Chocolatemilkshake
    Do you manage to entertain yourself during the night? I find it boring when I wake in the middle of the night cause theres nothing on tv, everyones asleep and everything is just quiet. 


    I do hope you get better soon, sore throats are really annoying.
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    @xCaramel*may of kind of passed the heck back out*


    Welp...


    But yeah I usually just binge tv shows through the night on netflix, viki and dramafever XD
    Watching horror games which make me scream with a sore throat at 2:23am


    WOW IM SO SMART.... why am I doing this to myself?
    Leo Hyde
    Leo Hyde
    8)  And just who are you calling butthead ? You dont want to make your throat worse than dont watch the horror games leave that up to me lol 
    RegalWindstar
    RegalWindstar
    @Leo Hyde Who am I calling a butthead..well I said Donghae so..must be you :P  


    But horror games are so good to watch! Its fun to watch other ppl get scared I just hate getting scared myself XD
    Leo Hyde
    Leo Hyde
    yea yea if you say so .  Well then if you watch them be prepared to get scared there is no way around it :P   weird one 
    Sore throats are evil...


    Its hard to say "I love you" when your throat feels like the gates of hell are inside of it with a thousand pitchforks T_T
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