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why do you this to me?

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Ya know,
I want you to care that I want you to stay
So I swear I won’t blame you if you turn away
At the end of the day, I will smile and give in
To this burning and vile original sin
Cuz hell is the realization your selfish
And drawn to the loving, the soft and the helpless
I can see through that facade that you wear
When your honest, and promise you’ll fight the despair
And I ‘ll say it again, that I know I’ m the worst
So then how can you spend so much love on the person that hurts you
Like I do?
Cuz inside, I can’t hide that I cannot desert you
And if I’m”the world”to you, surely you
Never stood even a chance at all, didn’t you?
It’s me, after all.
it gets frustrating, I feel ya
Honestly, it came to me recently! Why try and force a 100-page RP if you can just RP events along than journey and connect the various RPs to the same effect? Short, sweet, and hopefully means the RP actually finishes lmfao
I love the semi-realistic side of pokemon and I've been reading a lot of fanfictions to see how other people do it and stealing some ideas here and there. I'd love to see some grit. In fact, if I may gush about my own character for a bit...
Esther was created around well...a sort of moral grey area? Her backstory plays an important role, specifically the events of Pokemon Ranger Guardian Signs. She grew up around when Dolce Island was destroyed, so her goals revolve around...preventing that from ever happening again. At some point during her journey, she'll begin to take that goal very seriously. She has a goal and her failure could result in catastrophic consequences for her region; that gives her an unhealthy drive towards getting stronger, and that directly manifests in pushing her pokemon to the point of abuse. She'll mellow out of course, but she makes it clear to her pokemon that her goal is so important to her that she can't stop, she can really only do her best to push them to their limits in a healthy way, like a good coach. Her stance will fracture her team, some pokemon, the ones willing to sacrifice for the tremendous task of reaching the top, will stay, but others will leave. I wanted to provoke some thought like not every pokemon wants to go through grueling training to be the very best, and...hey, that's okay.
I've got so many ideas for the character so now I'm just waiting for the opportunity to RP her and hoping I can actually pull them of well xD