Katie Jensen

Does anyone else do this thing where they hit the balance between sober and drunk so that their creative writing is influenced by both? I discovered this ability shortly after some bad stuff and I took to drinking as a kind of way to cope and I discovered that I can hit a perfect balance between drunk and sober and both help my writing ability immensely because the creativity is fueled by the drunk while the realistic aspect is kept grounded by sober. Allow me to elaborate on this with an example:


Sober: "The sky was a bright shade of blue as I woke up, a small bird flew past and I smiled. Life was good and I was happy to be alive for once."


Drunk: "The sky was super blue. A small bird flew past and then turned into a dragon...etc."


Equilibrium: "The sky was a vivid shade of blue as the sun's rays danced among the pearly white clouds. An object that, at first glance, appeared to be a bird flew past my window and I felt so lucky that I was given a chance to live. It wasn't until I looked closer that I saw that the 'small bird' was actually a dragon in the distance and it was closing in. I ran to the bedroom door and grabbed a sword leaning against the frame and made my way outside and prepared. I could feel the dragon before I could properly see it, the wind from its wings almost knocking me off my feet, I had to brace myself and dig my sword into the ground to stop the wind from pushing me away. The dragon landed with such force the ground around me shook, it's large reptilian eye glared down at me hungrily and I gulped down a sour taste in my mouth. Was I already feeling defeat? I couldn't have been, I had faced large opponents before and they had all fallen to my blade."


I'd carry on but my mind can go on forever like this XD I just wanna know if anyone else does this or not?

To all you peeps following me, why not check out the new RP I made? Please?

This is the last post I will ever be making on RPnation. Over the last few months I've been losing my creative motivation due to stress and depression. Before I go though I'd like to thank the few people I talked to for helping me out along my rather short time on here. I'd like to thank @Aurath Moonblood especially for being a great friend and for being a great friend and for being there for me when I really needed it. I can't say I have many friends so I am grateful for the ones I have made. It's been a fun ride on here, I've finally been able to let my creativity flow (despite dyslexia getting in the way from time to time) and I only wish that my stress and depression would leave me alone so that I may continue, thank you RPnation for giving me the means to let my creativity flow.


It may sound stupid but I am crying right now, this place is like my home in a way. I have a few friends and I can talk about whatever with anyone and they actually pay attention and understand. I hope I'll be able to come back at some point. I think I'll go insane if I don't but right now it's hard to stay considering I can't find the motivation to even go outside or even get out of bed most days.


It's been fun,


bye

All the RPs I'm part of are dead...Losing the motivation to even come on here anymore :/

I never realised how stressful having an RP was until now XD Help me!!!

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