I've been thinking about giving one of my OCs a kind of PTSD that typically manifests in their sleep. Subtle noises, grimaces, squirming. Perhaps instances of hypervigilance, waking from nightmares in confusion, believing that what was in the dream is happening in the waking world. You know, the kind of things that'd make you worry. The things war veterans *might* experience.
Based on the pain, the event, and the bleeding, I believe that when I attempted to pull a water bottle out of those plastic holds you buy them in bulk with, the cap of it alongside the plastic accidentally separated the connective tissues between the nail and the crevice it grows from.
Imagine growing your hair to like six or seven feet in length, and as you walk out the door of your home, a giant grabs your hair near the end and begins to swing you like a lasso before letting you go, sending you flying off somewhere.
That's the life of a Silver Valkyrie, a kind of homunculus made of metals from my universe of Argent Blood. I think of it as suitably strange enough to mention.
My God, people do know how to tick me off. A word from the wise: If someone has evidence of a copyright on an item and you go, "So? Doesn't mean you own. This means nothing," take a moment to club yourself in the head.
If I've ever snapped at anyone or have covered dark topics in the past two weeks or so, I apologize. This depressive episode feels like it's been lasting this entire month and hasn't left.
Hell, anhedonia has set in, I feel so frustrated and irritable, and my dialect/demeanor has become brusque and gritty. I'm so tired every waking hour of the day. It's exhausting, and such fuels the fire. I can't wait to move out.
Just remembering some sweet-ass music I used to listen to a few years ago this morning, now I'm lazily glancing through the youtube channel I think I heard it from.
With the youtube audio converter open.
I wonder what it'd be like to have mercury in similar volumes to hydrochloric acid in the stomach. This includes the theory that you would be a quasi-organic metal-based humanoid with a digestive system composed of elements resistant to mercury's metal-dissolving properties.