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  • I've been thinking about giving one of my OCs a kind of PTSD that typically manifests in their sleep. Subtle noises, grimaces, squirming. Perhaps instances of hypervigilance, waking from nightmares in confusion, believing that what was in the dream is happening in the waking world. You know, the kind of things that'd make you worry. The things war veterans *might* experience.

    Opinions?
    BeastofLores
    BeastofLores
    Based on research, night terrors can have a variety of causes, PTSD being among them for adults, @Kaerri.

    And I am getting a better understanding of how my OC's PTSD symptoms would manifest, possibly. But what you said is also something to consider, @Daisie... Hmm.
    BeastofLores
    BeastofLores
    Er, the trauma would have been caused when she was in her early teens, acting as an escort for an investigation team of scholar-priests into an abandoned underground ruin complex.

    Her name's Dufei, and she's a Silver Homunculus, a type of homunculus who has had metals, primarily silver, transmuted into their bodies.

    Just a bit of lore for y'all, if you're curious.
    Kaerri
    Kaerri
    Thank you for the correction! I was only going off personal experience, and I was rather small at the time. ^_^
    Based on the pain, the event, and the bleeding, I believe that when I attempted to pull a water bottle out of those plastic holds you buy them in bulk with, the cap of it alongside the plastic accidentally separated the connective tissues between the nail and the crevice it grows from.

    To say, tore my nail out, almost.
    Oof, am a wee bit tired. Also, I wonder how a demon mage that uses a flail as its casting apparatus sounds. Opinions?
    Idea
    Idea
    I mean it makes sense in the whole binding warlock thing, and it can score irony points down the line. Though I ain't the best judge of it since I have a bias against demons in general.
    BeastofLores
    BeastofLores
    As you should. This demon would sling the flail, and would cast spells for each orbit it achieves. It could send forth hellfire orbs, swathes of infernal liquid fire, and other forms of demonic powers. And the demon could send the flail into its own flesh, the possible spikes of it drawing and coating itself in its blood to substantially boost its power. @Idea
    Going to ask if y'all think Sheogorath from TES would eat a handful of brown recluse spiders and drink napalm filled with lit cigarette butts in a glass.
    And eat the glass.
    Imagine growing your hair to like six or seven feet in length, and as you walk out the door of your home, a giant grabs your hair near the end and begins to swing you like a lasso before letting you go, sending you flying off somewhere.

    That's the life of a Silver Valkyrie, a kind of homunculus made of metals from my universe of Argent Blood. I think of it as suitably strange enough to mention.
    My God, people do know how to tick me off. A word from the wise: If someone has evidence of a copyright on an item and you go, "So? Doesn't mean you own. This means nothing," take a moment to club yourself in the head.
    The Mechanist
    The Mechanist
    -gives you cupcake-
    Idea
    Idea
    That's true, but at the same time though, few supposed laws are quite as abused, nebulous and quite often absurd as copyright.
    If I've ever snapped at anyone or have covered dark topics in the past two weeks or so, I apologize. This depressive episode feels like it's been lasting this entire month and hasn't left.

    Hell, anhedonia has set in, I feel so frustrated and irritable, and my dialect/demeanor has become brusque and gritty. I'm so tired every waking hour of the day. It's exhausting, and such fuels the fire. I can't wait to move out.
    BeastofLores
    BeastofLores
    It feels like I'm sixteen again, frankly. And that's not good. That's far from good.
    InsultingBunny
    InsultingBunny
    I wish for the best for you BeastOfLores..
    Daisie
    Daisie
    I'm really sorry you have to go through all that, it sounds terrible... It makes it easier for me to keep saying that the bad things happen for a reason - cause they really do! You can say for certain you'll be able to learn and grow from this experience. It sounds cliche, but it's something to make the struggle just a tad easier.
    Just remembering some sweet-ass music I used to listen to a few years ago this morning, now I'm lazily glancing through the youtube channel I think I heard it from.
    With the youtube audio converter open.
    Ah, depression's gotten a few clicks worse. I've become a big grouch.

    Things need to change soon or I need to leave my home. ._.
    Daisie
    Daisie
    :/ I'm really sorry. Depression sucks, and is definitely something to take seriously. I hope things get better soon!
    BeastofLores
    BeastofLores
    Walmarts secrete a toxin in the form of price numbers that induces intense levels of bad money management and insomnia.
    I wonder what it'd be like to have mercury in similar volumes to hydrochloric acid in the stomach. This includes the theory that you would be a quasi-organic metal-based humanoid with a digestive system composed of elements resistant to mercury's metal-dissolving properties.
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