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  • So I have two hour band rehearsal again today


    And tomorrow I have the PSATs


    DOES MY BAND TEACHER NOT UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF LAZING AROUND DOING NOTHING PREPARING FOR STANDARDIZED TESTS
    I've been told for years I have an old soul. I believe that to be true. When I'm trying to cheer up a friend (besides screaming "SMILE!" in their face), or just giving some good advice, I adopt this tone of voice, or writing, that makes me sound older than I am.


    Maybe it's just the books I read. Maybe it's the experiences I've had. Maybe it's my emotions that seem to be stronger than normal emotions are.


    Or maybe it's because I have an old soul and a heart that's been through more than it's fair share of hard times.


    I'm just as screwed up as anyone. Yeah, my family's close and my friends are amazing, but that doesn't mean I don't have emotional scars. Just because you've been through a lot physically or mentally doesn't mean that someone can't also suffer emotionally.


    But unlike most people, I don't sit around complaining about that shit. I try to make myself feel better. I find something that makes me happy and I do it. 


    Dammit, if you have depression, tell someone! Please! You have no idea how much pain you're causing someone else by doing absolutely nothing about it! When you don't tell the people you care about, and who care about you, what's going on, you're breaking that bond. You're the one worsening your situation, not them. I cry every time I think one of my friends is suffering from some sort of pain. I can't stand to see others sad.


    Dammit, stop giving up and fix your own damn problems! Don't sit around waiting for someone else to do it.


    Only you can fix you.
    chesirekitten
    chesirekitten
    (nods)


    That makes sense.
    jinkx
    jinkx
    I actually disagree completely but that's probably due to personal experience. 
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    I'm not saying that you're in charge of fixing yourself. I'm saying that you have to take the first step to doing something. Sure, someone can notice that you're depressed and try to help, but unless you've truly admitted that you want the help, that you need this darkness to leave you alone, you're going to get nowhere.


    Whatever I had, it's not as bad as some of my friend's. I didn't save myself, though. It took a group of friends, some really good anime, and a lot of tears and soul-searching to fix me. But no one ever realized I was depressed in any sense of the word.


    Because I plastered a smile on my face and pretended that I was happy, even though I knew I wasn't.
    Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap I wanna relive my OTP but I also want to finish volume 18 of Attack on Titan but I also have a shit ton of homework to dooooooooooooooooooooo and I have a shit ton of replies to type and


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    I really need to finish this story.....but I'm afraid it's going to be rushed or something.... ;-;


    I JUST WANT THESE DAMN DRAGONS AND HUMANS TO MAKE PEACE BUT STILL KEEP THIS AT A STORY'S LENGTH


    Also


    WHEN DID I REACH 5,000 PROFILE VIEWS???????? I'VE ONLY BEEN ON THIS SITE ABOUT THREE MONTHS
    That moment when you're in the school library and someone's blasting his music so loudly in his headphones, you can hear him from far away.


    And you want to go up to him and punch his face in so you can actually focus on stuff.
    I


    CAN'T


    STOP


    READING


    MA BOOK


    THE


    OTP


    IS REAL


    CASSIE HOBBES X DEAN REDDING FOR LYFE


    SCREW MICHAEL TOWNSEND (OH, WAIT, THAT'S LIA'S JOB XP )


    I seriously have done like no homework because of dis book
    So people on this site think I'm a guy at first, right?


    Does that mean they think I'm gay when I start talking about anime boys?
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    Mm yeah.
    Kazu
    Kazu
    No worries, Genork~! Most everyone I know has also previously thought me as a he lmao XD.
    Arne
    Arne
    Never thought of you or Kazu as boys tho. Guess my senses are sharp to reverse traps.
    That moment when you wonder if you're bisexual, but then you see a picture like this


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    and immediately think, "Nope. I'm straight, alright."
    That was relatively satisfying.


    BUT I NEED


    MORE


    COWBELL


    I MEAN CASTIEL


    UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


    In other news, I'm trying to get my ex to come to the football game between our schools so I can embarrass him because no one ever comes to see me march.
    Castiel: I know you like my wild side.


    Character You Play: *blushes because they're in a secret relationship*


    Me: DEAR GOD BOY TAKE ME NOW AND ELOPE WITH ME
    "Okay, stay calm. It's ONLY the guy of your dreams sitting in YOUR room, there's nothing more normal than that...."


    Pfft....


    BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


    I'm loving this.
    My Candy Love Episode 32 just came out, but THE VIDEO WALKTHROUGH FOR CASTIEL HASN'T


    OAO


    I JUST WANT MY ADORABLE CASSY FIX
    AW DANG IT I DIDN'T FINISH THE PREVIOUS ONE


    Well in any case all the other ones were from Fairy Tail anyway


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    WILL YOU TWO JUST FREAKING....UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


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    *dies*


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    FAVORITE SHIP OF ALL DAMN TIME
    Spencarian
    Spencarian
    It must be sad that I was relieved that Gruvia wasn't on here, I just really don't ship Juvia x Gray.
    AnimeGenork
    AnimeGenork
    I would've shipped them.....if I hadn't fallen madly in love with Gray prior to meeting Juvia. As soon as I found out they might actually be a thing, I died on the inside. I was so depressed about it; it was almost sad to admit. Then Rogue came into my life, and I couldn't be happier. :D  


    I'm more resigned to Gruvia, but that doesn't mean I like it. Or actually ship it.
    I'm pulling a @Kazuko


    TIME FOR ME SHIPS


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    Forever the OTP of this series


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    This is my kind of cat


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    Winward for lyfe


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    These two....


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    My heart forever weeps for how damn long it took them


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    ....No words needed here, I believe


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    OTP OF V.B. ROSE


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    WAIT HOLD ON A SECOND NO THESE TWO ARE THE VBR OTP


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    *cry*


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    Totes adorbs


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    I'm so frustrated by these two..... KISS! KISS! KISS!


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    So....damn....CUTE
    Replies to Write:


    -Post in Blue Exorcist: The Devil Does Not Forgive (first post)


    -Post in Fairy Tail: Shatttering Shackles (first post)


    -Post in Stars Over Kartok (teacher post)


    -Post in NinjaGo: The New Ninja (Lloyd)


    -Start Fairy Tail: In a Place We Don't Know


    -OC for FT: IPWDK


    -Post in Bleach: The Lost (reply)


    -Create character in Fairy Tail: Empire War


    -Create Character in Forbidden Love


    -Create Character in Camp Half-Blood: Winter Months
    Verdana
    Verdana
    Blue Exorcist?! BLEACH?!?!


    TWO OF MY FAVORITE ANIME TELEVISION SHOWS
    Alright, now I'm actually leaving to go read stuff.


    My lineup:


    Fullmetal Alchemist Volume 10 by Hiromu Arakawa


    Attack on Titan Volume 18 by Hajime Isayama


    The Naturals by Jennifer Lynn Barnes


    The Sin Eater's Daughter (rereading) by Melinda Salisbury


    Splendor (rereading) by Anna Godbersen


    Curtsies and Conspiracies by Gail Carriger


    The Iron King (rereading) by Julie Kagawa


    Pretty Little Liars (rereading) by Sara Shepard
    Hmmmm


    I could reply to stuff and make the characters in roleplays I've joined recently.


    Or I could go read for once in my life and relive my OTP.


    HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
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