You have conviction that's a good sign,reason for that update. Is I've observed many speak as they know battle. No No they know the illusions that is seeped into them by society. But back to the point you serve only for your own reasons,it's well something I find to be true those values. As you're entitled to your valid opinion just know that's why many can't understand why joining the service is good. Also soldiering process is always different,if you have a good NCO it fine. But remember respect the rank if you can't respect the one wearing it. Army is more than servant it gives you purpose is why some reject those ideals. But thank you for that valid logical insight.