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Niko held Alec in his lap gently, smiling softly at him. »JW

Niko sat next to Alec, slowly and gently pulling him into a laying position, and allowing Alec to lay across his lap. »JW

Niko nodded and followed Alec somewhat slowly. »JW

"Fine." Niko half muttered under his breath. »JW

"You're drunk on human blood as well." Niko said softly. »JW

"You need to sit down. You're drunk in more ways than one and you're going to hurt yourself." Niko murmured softly. He'd caught the simple movement. »JW

"I know. I will. You just can't get so frustrated with me as you do." Niko murmured, glancing up. »JW

Niko looked away. He knew it wasn't as simple as that. He knew it wasn't. But he tried not to argue any more. "I know." »JW

Niko took in a deep breath. "How hard is it to understand? I've never had anyone care. Every time someone touched me, it wasn't a good touch." He whispered. »JW

"I told you. I thought I'd cause more harm by staying." Niko whispered, flinching slightly from Alec's words. »JW

Niko stepped in front of him. He'd caused this, but he wasn't going to let it happen. He wasn't going to stand by while someone's heart broke-and not just Alec's. He looked up. "Well, I think I fell for you, too." He whispered. »JW

Niko flinched and looked away. "I...I know you did. But I cannot help it. It's all I've ever known. And what do you mean you loved?" He asked quietly, managing a glance up. »JW

Niko jumped and sprang to his feet, looking up. "I...I." he looked away. "I felt like I was only hurting you..before I left. Because I can't...get used to the idea someone won't hurt me." He looked away. "I thought I'd do more harm by staying. »JW

Niko curled up tighter, not realizing that once Alec returned, and wasn't completely wasted, would see him on the way to his house. He was too focused on how guilty he felt. »JW

Niko closed his eyes, and after a whispered, "I'm sorry," turned and left, morphing into a wolf and looking back once before heading in the direction of the house. He found a tree a few hundred yards away from the house, and curled up tightly between the roots, black fur camoflauging him. He...